A fangirl who dreams of having a very romantic love story someday. A girl who always ends up wondering why on Earth she's the way she is. A girl who is deeply, hopelessly and desperately inlove with Micky. A girl who is always spending her time, alone.diary : 30/03/2009
Gaa. I don't know where to start. Today was a really long day. And I had so much fun. xD
I went to school early this morning because our Principal wanted to see me. It was really quiet on the hallway. All I can hear was the sound of my shoes. I did not remove it and carry it. HAHAHA. But, no one asked me to remove it. So I think it's okay. And I was about to enter her office, I saw a young lady. She's short. She looks so adorable. And fart, that girl was me! LOL Okay, nothing important anyway. She asked me things like, "Why I did not attend the last week of classes." "Why I was on the second place". etc blah blah. She even asked me if there is something bothering me. *coughs I answered all her questions in a very nice way. I even promised her that I will be more focused on my studies next term. And I promised her that I would not skip again. She got mesmerized. She got shocked. And she was very pleased. But the thing that made me irritated is when she opened a small topic about my ex lovelife. lol About, uhh. Tong. I told her everything has ended a year ago. And gave her a fake smile. She wished me goodluck. And assured me that I'll not be suspended anymore IF, I won't do anything against the school rules.
It took me hours to talk to her. Uh. Anyway, I just decided to meet my friends at their classroom since it's already time for lunch. We had fun during the lunch break. Everybody seems to notice me even more. I have received lots of compliments today. :] I somehow felt different. Like, I'm new again. Haha. They were all staring at me like I'm a star. haha. :]] Anyway, I got a little bit conscious so I just bought a light lunch. I don't feel like eating. lol I just hope it'd be the same next school year. Nothing was new. Maybe some new faces. Er, but all in all.. it's just the same. haha. Uhh. I missed school already. It has been a month since I last stepped on it. I have this so called Pride, you see. And I got humiliated for not being the number one. Uhhhh. And as we were lingering, someone came on us. I know her from somewhere. I've seen her! But I just can't remember when and where. lol Then the bell rang. We didn't have the chance to chit-chat. And I know it was time for me to go.. since I'll be meeting up with my Mom at the clinic. It was really really boring there. Good thing I brought my Twilight book. -- I've never read the book before. o.O But, I already saw the movie. lol
At around ten past three, I received a call from a friend. Asking if we can have a short film viewing at our house, but, I gotta ask Mom first. Good thing she said yes. We were watching Underworld.. uh, forgot the whole title. lol And I fell asleep. /: They were all gone when I woke up. I took my Twilight book again and continued reading. Since, I forgot to buy a new bookmark, I decided to make a new one. I was so busy making one when suddenly, I heard knocks on my door. Uh, it was Mom. Informing me that I have a visitor. And to my surprise, it was Tong standing in front of me again. I let him in my room. My Mom trusts him so much more than she trusts me. lol For a while, there was all silence. haha. Then he broke it with a very stupid question.. "What are you doing?" I laughed. Well, that was real stupid. And a conversation started. We were talking for like, hours when my Mom interrupted us. lol She said, I made a big mess. o.O Faaart. I can't clean them up alone. Then I glanced at Tong ad told her that I invited Tong to stay for dinner. Of course, he'll help me. I can't see me doing it alone. After minutes of cleaning, he asked me if I still have some of Khan's picture. and while he was searching for it.. he found something,.. embarrassing., my online crush. He asked me with great curiosity. I told him everything. And it turned out that, everything's okay with him. He said that he is a cutie. lol Anyway, we ended the night talking about my crush. He listened carefully. It was really weird. And finally, we both realized that it's getting late so, he went back to their house.
I was starting to blush. And I was starting to wonder why everything's cool with him? He didn't share though. Uh, whatever. I just feel.. refreshed. :] Turned on the TV. And wore a very weird yet great smile.
I went to school early this morning because our Principal wanted to see me. It was really quiet on the hallway. All I can hear was the sound of my shoes. I did not remove it and carry it. HAHAHA. But, no one asked me to remove it. So I think it's okay. And I was about to enter her office, I saw a young lady. She's short. She looks so adorable. And fart, that girl was me! LOL Okay, nothing important anyway. She asked me things like, "Why I did not attend the last week of classes." "Why I was on the second place". etc blah blah. She even asked me if there is something bothering me. *coughs I answered all her questions in a very nice way. I even promised her that I will be more focused on my studies next term. And I promised her that I would not skip again. She got mesmerized. She got shocked. And she was very pleased. But the thing that made me irritated is when she opened a small topic about my ex lovelife. lol About, uhh. Tong. I told her everything has ended a year ago. And gave her a fake smile. She wished me goodluck. And assured me that I'll not be suspended anymore IF, I won't do anything against the school rules.
It took me hours to talk to her. Uh. Anyway, I just decided to meet my friends at their classroom since it's already time for lunch. We had fun during the lunch break. Everybody seems to notice me even more. I have received lots of compliments today. :] I somehow felt different. Like, I'm new again. Haha. They were all staring at me like I'm a star. haha. :]] Anyway, I got a little bit conscious so I just bought a light lunch. I don't feel like eating. lol I just hope it'd be the same next school year. Nothing was new. Maybe some new faces. Er, but all in all.. it's just the same. haha. Uhh. I missed school already. It has been a month since I last stepped on it. I have this so called Pride, you see. And I got humiliated for not being the number one. Uhhhh. And as we were lingering, someone came on us. I know her from somewhere. I've seen her! But I just can't remember when and where. lol Then the bell rang. We didn't have the chance to chit-chat. And I know it was time for me to go.. since I'll be meeting up with my Mom at the clinic. It was really really boring there. Good thing I brought my Twilight book. -- I've never read the book before. o.O But, I already saw the movie. lol
At around ten past three, I received a call from a friend. Asking if we can have a short film viewing at our house, but, I gotta ask Mom first. Good thing she said yes. We were watching Underworld.. uh, forgot the whole title. lol And I fell asleep. /: They were all gone when I woke up. I took my Twilight book again and continued reading. Since, I forgot to buy a new bookmark, I decided to make a new one. I was so busy making one when suddenly, I heard knocks on my door. Uh, it was Mom. Informing me that I have a visitor. And to my surprise, it was Tong standing in front of me again. I let him in my room. My Mom trusts him so much more than she trusts me. lol For a while, there was all silence. haha. Then he broke it with a very stupid question.. "What are you doing?" I laughed. Well, that was real stupid. And a conversation started. We were talking for like, hours when my Mom interrupted us. lol She said, I made a big mess. o.O Faaart. I can't clean them up alone. Then I glanced at Tong ad told her that I invited Tong to stay for dinner. Of course, he'll help me. I can't see me doing it alone. After minutes of cleaning, he asked me if I still have some of Khan's picture. and while he was searching for it.. he found something,.. embarrassing., my online crush. He asked me with great curiosity. I told him everything. And it turned out that, everything's okay with him. He said that he is a cutie. lol Anyway, we ended the night talking about my crush. He listened carefully. It was really weird. And finally, we both realized that it's getting late so, he went back to their house.
I was starting to blush. And I was starting to wonder why everything's cool with him? He didn't share though. Uh, whatever. I just feel.. refreshed. :] Turned on the TV. And wore a very weird yet great smile.
Unlike any other girls, I am different in my own unique way. So don't even dare comparing me with them. 
You'll probably think it's weird. Well, there's nothing I can do about it, right? 
I wanna befriends with people my class than to those people who are just wasting their time pretending someone they are not! 
Whatever. I'm so not gonna talk about it. 
*What?! That's why we call it, WISH right?!
Aila