A fangirl who dreams of having a very romantic love story someday. A girl who always ends up wondering why on Earth she's the way she is. A girl who is deeply, hopelessly and desperately inlove with Micky. A girl who is always spending her time, alone.how did it start --- a thread from ftalk :]
I think I fell for that topic, so I'll be sharing mine, (real life experience) even though, we broke up a year ago? T.T
Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?
I had. And uh, my.. I mean, our past is haunting me.
If yes, then how did it start? How did you meet? Where did you meet? Who made the first move?
Answer those questions in a paragraph form. [School Work? Hahaha.]
*breathes deeply* It's kinda long, so, wish me luck. lol
I was a new student here at MVK. Er, that was year 2007? I was at my sophomore year when it all started. We had this MVK Open House where some selected students will perform and show our parents what we have learned. blah blah blah. I was assigned to join the interpretative dance or whatever you call that. lol Since I am small, (small as in real small lol) we became partners. Everything was real cool with me, I mean, I don't have any hidden feelings for the boy. So almost everyday, we practice, and the fun part is, there are lots of lifting stuffs, in short, the dance was uh, er, what would you expect right? I mean, that's an interpretative dance. lol And here in Thailand, holding hands is a big deal. My friends were like envying me that time, hello! You're dancing with one of the most popular guy at school!
At first, there were no conversations between us. Just smiles, but as days have passed, he has been talking with me.. Like, asking if I'm doing great. Then, he introduced himself. Honestly, I didn't know who he was before he introduced himself. All I know was, he's popular. Everything was casual then. We became friends at that very short time.
It was July 14, 2007, Saturday, our last practice. Because we'll be performing at July 16, 2007. He said he'll go home with me because it was kind of dangerous for me to go home alone at that time. Er, I said no, but he insist. He saw Mom and greeted her. Mom's first impression to him; Perfect prince charming. Psh.
Uh, my special day, my birthday, 15th July. It was Sunday so we went to the church, and I saw him again there. Of course, yeah. We're the same religion so, he'll be there. gaa. I'm dumb. After the mass, he came near me and said Hello. Just like that. I didn't tell him about my birthday, I mean, what for?
So, the day after, July 16, 2007, the day that we'll be dancing together. lol Before the program started, he said goodluck to me. And honestly, I easily get nervous. lol He asked me to relax and take a deep breath. After the program, the students were given a chance to be wild for a while. I mean, to have their own program. Like, bands performing, stuffs. I was not in a good mood back then because of my other classmate. lol But my friends asked me to go and watch with them, so I did. And I saw him there at the stage, I forgot that he has a great voice. And he is good at playing the guitar. But what made my knees shake was, the thing he said, "Eney, why didn't you tell me that yesterday was your birthday? I should have given you a gift! But, here you go.. I hope I'm not yet late!." OMG! I turned red. And like, everyone was looking at me. I wanted to go home, but they stopped me. While he was singing, I felt an electric feeling inside me. lol
After that, he started courting me. I didn't know what to do about him. lol But, I realized that I'm falling for him. But still, I wasn't sure. Mom told me that he was sincere. He was serious about me. And after several months, I said, YES to him. We became officially on at November 4th. I can't believe that he was already mine. That.. everything's perfect! I never thought that a Pawarit Rattanakriengkrai would be my prince charming.
But all those happy moments came to an end. I.. I thought, everything was in order. Everything fell apart on September 12, 2008. 11 months.. What a waste of time. He was dating another girl. But he said, it wasn't like that. I saw what I saw. Period. That time, I felt my knees were shaking again. My eyes were full of tears. I.. My love story's end. My fairytale's end.
The day after that, I saw him. He said his sorry. He said he loves me so much. More than he could ever love. I told him that it's all over. I was trying so hard stopping my tears to fall down. But I failed. They fell. He wiped my tears and suddenly, tears fell from his eyes. I slapped him and ran away from him.
After that day, I did not talk to him. I didn't want to see him. But his sisters are still my best friends. Then, I learned that he already has a GF. And it's Tip. The same girl. And as months have passed, I finally, forgive him, but, the hurt is still here inside.
We became friends, but far friends. He teases me, stuffs.
I did not see him for a while. Like, weeks. But, last week, he came here. He just came back from Korea. Things happened. lol He also said that they broke up. At the end of the day, he gave me a kiss on my forehead, like nothing happened before.
If I know, our past is also haunting him. Our fairytale hasn't ended yet. But, I wanna end it. Past is past. I maybe scared.. but, who wouldn't be?
And, Life isn't a fairytale, because if it was, I wouldn't end up, crying. Right? There was no fairytale.And there won't be a fairytale.
Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?
I had. And uh, my.. I mean, our past is haunting me.
If yes, then how did it start? How did you meet? Where did you meet? Who made the first move?
Answer those questions in a paragraph form. [School Work? Hahaha.]
*breathes deeply* It's kinda long, so, wish me luck. lol
I was a new student here at MVK. Er, that was year 2007? I was at my sophomore year when it all started. We had this MVK Open House where some selected students will perform and show our parents what we have learned. blah blah blah. I was assigned to join the interpretative dance or whatever you call that. lol Since I am small, (small as in real small lol) we became partners. Everything was real cool with me, I mean, I don't have any hidden feelings for the boy. So almost everyday, we practice, and the fun part is, there are lots of lifting stuffs, in short, the dance was uh, er, what would you expect right? I mean, that's an interpretative dance. lol And here in Thailand, holding hands is a big deal. My friends were like envying me that time, hello! You're dancing with one of the most popular guy at school!
At first, there were no conversations between us. Just smiles, but as days have passed, he has been talking with me.. Like, asking if I'm doing great. Then, he introduced himself. Honestly, I didn't know who he was before he introduced himself. All I know was, he's popular. Everything was casual then. We became friends at that very short time.
It was July 14, 2007, Saturday, our last practice. Because we'll be performing at July 16, 2007. He said he'll go home with me because it was kind of dangerous for me to go home alone at that time. Er, I said no, but he insist. He saw Mom and greeted her. Mom's first impression to him; Perfect prince charming. Psh.
Uh, my special day, my birthday, 15th July. It was Sunday so we went to the church, and I saw him again there. Of course, yeah. We're the same religion so, he'll be there. gaa. I'm dumb. After the mass, he came near me and said Hello. Just like that. I didn't tell him about my birthday, I mean, what for?
So, the day after, July 16, 2007, the day that we'll be dancing together. lol Before the program started, he said goodluck to me. And honestly, I easily get nervous. lol He asked me to relax and take a deep breath. After the program, the students were given a chance to be wild for a while. I mean, to have their own program. Like, bands performing, stuffs. I was not in a good mood back then because of my other classmate. lol But my friends asked me to go and watch with them, so I did. And I saw him there at the stage, I forgot that he has a great voice. And he is good at playing the guitar. But what made my knees shake was, the thing he said, "Eney, why didn't you tell me that yesterday was your birthday? I should have given you a gift! But, here you go.. I hope I'm not yet late!." OMG! I turned red. And like, everyone was looking at me. I wanted to go home, but they stopped me. While he was singing, I felt an electric feeling inside me. lol
After that, he started courting me. I didn't know what to do about him. lol But, I realized that I'm falling for him. But still, I wasn't sure. Mom told me that he was sincere. He was serious about me. And after several months, I said, YES to him. We became officially on at November 4th. I can't believe that he was already mine. That.. everything's perfect! I never thought that a Pawarit Rattanakriengkrai would be my prince charming.
But all those happy moments came to an end. I.. I thought, everything was in order. Everything fell apart on September 12, 2008. 11 months.. What a waste of time. He was dating another girl. But he said, it wasn't like that. I saw what I saw. Period. That time, I felt my knees were shaking again. My eyes were full of tears. I.. My love story's end. My fairytale's end.
The day after that, I saw him. He said his sorry. He said he loves me so much. More than he could ever love. I told him that it's all over. I was trying so hard stopping my tears to fall down. But I failed. They fell. He wiped my tears and suddenly, tears fell from his eyes. I slapped him and ran away from him.
After that day, I did not talk to him. I didn't want to see him. But his sisters are still my best friends. Then, I learned that he already has a GF. And it's Tip. The same girl. And as months have passed, I finally, forgive him, but, the hurt is still here inside.
We became friends, but far friends. He teases me, stuffs.
I did not see him for a while. Like, weeks. But, last week, he came here. He just came back from Korea. Things happened. lol He also said that they broke up. At the end of the day, he gave me a kiss on my forehead, like nothing happened before.
If I know, our past is also haunting him. Our fairytale hasn't ended yet. But, I wanna end it. Past is past. I maybe scared.. but, who wouldn't be?
And, Life isn't a fairytale, because if it was, I wouldn't end up, crying. Right? There was no fairytale.And there won't be a fairytale.
Unlike any other girls, I am different in my own unique way. So don't even dare comparing me with them. 
You'll probably think it's weird. Well, there's nothing I can do about it, right? 
I wanna befriends with people my class than to those people who are just wasting their time pretending someone they are not! 
Whatever. I'm so not gonna talk about it. 
*What?! That's why we call it, WISH right?!
Aila