I don't know why we need to be sad and all. Like everything's getting dull. D: Is it a big deal that my Mom's BF is going back to the Philippines this May 7th? I hate it whenever I see my mom crying. I feel so weak. And keep on asking myself why I can't do anything to cheer her up. I'm getting bitter and hard headed. Maybe I feel so jealous whenever I see them so sweet together. And sometimes, I feel like I'm in a competition. Though she said that there's no competition. Because she'll choose me over him.

I got disappointed with someone's Blog Post. I was so excited and after I read that person's post, my knees shook of depression. Oh well. I've been expecting too much these following days. Thinking I'm that special. Despite the fact that I'm just an ordinary friend. (When I say special, not romantically involved okay? What I mean is, closest friend or whatever you call that. )

I feel so thankful because Singto won. Gee. Those votes, loads and time that I spent were worth the while.

I always wanted to tell someone those short lines that I made. But I'm afraid I don't have the courage to do so. I'm not a strong person when it comes to things like this. Anything that will involve the opposite sex.

I'm sick of wearing a dusk mask whenever I step out of this house. Mom said that the air is not clean. Full of pollution. uhh. I also hate walking around the village seeing almost everyone staring at me. Wondering what influenza got in to me. WTFart? I always wanted to see people staring at me not looking like a pathetic person but, as someone who's really fabulous. Vain much?

I'm trying my very best to put this thing called "effort" on my every post. I'm trying to prove something. I mean, I've been here for over a year and still, I feel like I'm posting like an.. idiot? Oh well.

I envy those people who receive great opportunities. Because so far, I haven't received any. =]] I know I'm not that good nor worse. But I'm trying my best to prove that I'm a somebody. Not just an ordinary person. But, oh well. I'm just gonna love what I have now. That's all I got.

I'm wondering why people are throwing insults against each other. I mean, can't we be at peace even for once? : D Make a change. rofl. I know, I used to be one of them. Things.. I mean, the wind has changed its direction. Anyway, we're all grown ups now. We know what's right from wrong. Good luck. Peace y'all. v

I love this plurk of mine. So not me. Also my post at MMP. That is so not me. : )) I love blogging. rofl. I can now easily express my ideas even more. I'm confident on making one. I don't care about my grammar anymore. : ))

I'm getting oblivious of things that are happening around me. Call me indifferent. That's just the way it is. rofl. I know you all can see those changes in me. :] I'm getting cold to almost everyone. Yup. Definitely a snub.

I call them my unexplainable posts. rofl. Just sharing. :))

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I don't know why we need to be sad and all. Like everything's getting dull. D: Is it a big deal that my Mom's BF is going back to the Philippines this May 7th? I hate it whenever I see my mom crying. I feel so weak. And keep on asking myself why I can't do anything to cheer her up. I'm getting bitter and hard headed. Maybe I feel so jealous whenever I see them so sweet together. And sometimes, I feel like I'm in a competition. Though she said that there's no competition. Because she'll choose me over him.

I got disappointed with someone's Blog Post. I was so excited and after I read that person's post, my knees shook of depression. Oh well. I've been expecting too much these following days. Thinking I'm that special. Despite the fact that I'm just an ordinary friend. (When I say special, not romantically involved okay? What I mean is, closest friend or whatever you call that. )

I feel so thankful because Singto won. Gee. Those votes, loads and time that I spent were worth the while.

I always wanted to tell someone those short lines that I made. But I'm afraid I don't have the courage to do so. I'm not a strong person when it comes to things like this. Anything that will involve the opposite sex.

I'm sick of wearing a dusk mask whenever I step out of this house. Mom said that the air is not clean. Full of pollution. uhh. I also hate walking around the village seeing almost everyone staring at me. Wondering what influenza got in to me. WTFart? I always wanted to see people staring at me not looking like a pathetic person but, as someone who's really fabulous. Vain much?

I'm trying my very best to put this thing called "effort" on my every post. I'm trying to prove something. I mean, I've been here for over a year and still, I feel like I'm posting like an.. idiot? Oh well.

I envy those people who receive great opportunities. Because so far, I haven't received any. =]] I know I'm not that good nor worse. But I'm trying my best to prove that I'm a somebody. Not just an ordinary person. But, oh well. I'm just gonna love what I have now. That's all I got.

I'm wondering why people are throwing insults against each other. I mean, can't we be at peace even for once? : D Make a change. rofl. I know, I used to be one of them. Things.. I mean, the wind has changed its direction. Anyway, we're all grown ups now. We know what's right from wrong. Good luck. Peace y'all. v

I love this plurk of mine. So not me. Also my post at MMP. That is so not me. : )) I love blogging. rofl. I can now easily express my ideas even more. I'm confident on making one. I don't care about my grammar anymore. : ))

I'm getting oblivious of things that are happening around me. Call me indifferent. That's just the way it is. rofl. I know you all can see those changes in me. :] I'm getting cold to almost everyone. Yup. Definitely a snub.

I call them my unexplainable posts. rofl. Just sharing. :))

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