A fangirl who dreams of having a very romantic love story someday. A girl who always ends up wondering why on Earth she's the way she is. A girl who is deeply, hopelessly and desperately inlove with Micky. A girl who is always spending her time, alone.*sigh
There has never been a day without arguments between me and my Mom. The main reason is, my laziness. She wakes me up every morning, nicely. I'll ask for five minutes more since I'm really sleepy. And here comes the shouting and throwing of things. I myself, has difficulties when it comes to waking up. I always ask for more even though there isn't much time left. Okay, down to the real thing.
I get up na parang nagdadabog or something. Then she gets mad. She scolds me like she has never scolded me before. Those hurtful words. I don't care about the hitting and threats anymore. Just those words. The worst thing about our fights is, I never let her words pass. I also say bad words, bad things to her. Nananagot rin ako. I'm just tired of being a push-over. I feel like she has crossed the line. Which is okay, I mean she has the rights since she's the Man. But, still, unfair.
I know, it's my fault. But the way she talks to me, the way she curse me, like, I'm not her daughter. I hate her for that. :| But since I always think about those great things that we share. Like, uh. Almost everything. I somehow feel guilty for doing all these things. I don't know. I just don't feel right. Pfft.
I get up na parang nagdadabog or something. Then she gets mad. She scolds me like she has never scolded me before. Those hurtful words. I don't care about the hitting and threats anymore. Just those words. The worst thing about our fights is, I never let her words pass. I also say bad words, bad things to her. Nananagot rin ako. I'm just tired of being a push-over. I feel like she has crossed the line. Which is okay, I mean she has the rights since she's the Man. But, still, unfair.
I know, it's my fault. But the way she talks to me, the way she curse me, like, I'm not her daughter. I hate her for that. :| But since I always think about those great things that we share. Like, uh. Almost everything. I somehow feel guilty for doing all these things. I don't know. I just don't feel right. Pfft.
Labels: rant
Unlike any other girls, I am different in my own unique way. So don't even dare comparing me with them. 
You'll probably think it's weird. Well, there's nothing I can do about it, right? 
I wanna befriends with people my class than to those people who are just wasting their time pretending someone they are not! 
Whatever. I'm so not gonna talk about it. 
*What?! That's why we call it, WISH right?!
Aila