A fangirl who dreams of having a very romantic love story someday. A girl who always ends up wondering why on Earth she's the way she is. A girl who is deeply, hopelessly and desperately inlove with Micky. A girl who is always spending her time, alone.Tuesday sickness. :b
Tomorrow is my 15th birthday. 
Wonder what's gonna happen. I'm expecting something exciting and fun and, great. 
Uhh. I hope nothing wrong or bad would happen. 
Anyhow, about my title, Tuesday sickness, well, I'm not feeling well, "again" because my unexpected visitor came yesterday and now I'm really suffering from it. 
For almost six years of having this, today's my first time to experience it! Seriously. 
I know it's weird. I drank coffee with no sugar to make it go away, but it won't. 
Mom said, coke and beer are the effective medicines for this. Unfortunately, I'm not allowed to drink coke. So, beer would do. It's bad to get drunk during day time you know. Who says I'm gonna get drunk?! 
But I won't..I mean. Uh, forget about it.
FACT; Mom and I had an argument this morning. 
She said that she's tired of making excuses for me. What does she mean by that anyway? Excuses? What for? The only thing she has to do is, tell my teacher the truth. As if she's lying or something. Oh, she won't do that.. she's too kind to those kind of things. *Right mameng?*
Last night, I dreamt about something. I know, this sounds crazy but I don't care! We were somewhere and.. we were really sweet to each other. But, the face of that guy wasn't clear. BUT, Junsu, Changmin,Yunho and Jaejoong were there! 
Except from Micky.
So 75% chances say that it was Micky. 
But, 25% chances say that it was Kibum. Uhh. I don't know. I watched Don't Don before I went to bed last night, so, there's a possibility that I dreamt about Kibum. I would feel better if it was really Micky. Gad. I love him to death. Okay, stop dreaming.
I don't know how to make myself better. Better as in, better. My life is so messed up. I want to start cleaning all my mess right after my birthday. I'm turning 15 tomorrow! I should start acting like one. But, HOW? I know, first, by NOT skipping all my classes. Well, that's nice, right? I mean, really nice. Whatever.
This post is a record breaking post! I haven't posted anything with emoticons, yet, right? I don't know. I just want to know how it feels when you post something "messy and so random" that is so me.
Wonder what's gonna happen. I'm expecting something exciting and fun and, great. Uhh. I hope nothing wrong or bad would happen. Anyhow, about my title, Tuesday sickness, well, I'm not feeling well, "again" because my unexpected visitor came yesterday and now I'm really suffering from it. For almost six years of having this, today's my first time to experience it! Seriously. I know it's weird. I drank coffee with no sugar to make it go away, but it won't. Mom said, coke and beer are the effective medicines for this. Unfortunately, I'm not allowed to drink coke. So, beer would do. It's bad to get drunk during day time you know. Who says I'm gonna get drunk?! But I won't..I mean. Uh, forget about it. FACT; Mom and I had an argument this morning. She said that she's tired of making excuses for me. What does she mean by that anyway? Excuses? What for? The only thing she has to do is, tell my teacher the truth. As if she's lying or something. Oh, she won't do that.. she's too kind to those kind of things. *Right mameng?* Last night, I dreamt about something. I know, this sounds crazy but I don't care! We were somewhere and.. we were really sweet to each other.
But, the face of that guy wasn't clear. BUT, Junsu, Changmin,Yunho and Jaejoong were there! Except from Micky. So 75% chances say that it was Micky. But, 25% chances say that it was Kibum. Uhh. I don't know. I watched Don't Don before I went to bed last night, so, there's a possibility that I dreamt about Kibum. I would feel better if it was really Micky. Gad. I love him to death. Okay, stop dreaming. I don't know how to make myself better. Better as in, better.
My life is so messed up. I want to start cleaning all my mess right after my birthday. I'm turning 15 tomorrow! I should start acting like one. But, HOW? I know, first, by NOT skipping all my classes. Well, that's nice, right? I mean, really nice. Whatever. This post is a record breaking post! I haven't posted anything with emoticons, yet, right? I don't know. I just want to know how it feels when you post something "messy and so random" that is so me.
Labels: birthday, blahblah, Micky, randomness, rants
Unlike any other girls, I am different in my own unique way. So don't even dare comparing me with them. 
You'll probably think it's weird. Well, there's nothing I can do about it, right? 
Aila