A fangirl who dreams of having a very romantic love story someday. A girl who always ends up wondering why on Earth she's the way she is. A girl who is deeply, hopelessly and desperately inlove with Micky. A girl who is always spending her time, alone.ZOMG~!
I don't know how and where to start for today's update. It's.. ugh. never mind.
I'm ridiculously and desperately suffering from infatuation. Ridiculously because it really is ridiculous. Desperately because, I'm actually in love with a very unreachable person. See, I am very desperate right now. Hoping that something unlikely would happen. Okay, don't ask. XD
Whenever I open my laptop, I would first open my Winamp and there are two songs that I always listen to.. "I knew I loved you" Micky's version and his song, "My Girlfriend." Then start thinking of such things. Sometimes, even imagining!! Weird, right? I don't want to call this obsession. There may be no other words to describe this than that, but I wouldn't bother calling myself obsessed. Psh. As if. Okay, I won't be spilling beans right now. x___________________x
Sometimes, I wish to be a little older and bump into Micky or something like that. Oopsie. Stop triggering me. LOL. I know how pathetic life can be. How life can suck you up to the last drop of blood. rofl. Because we have life, we also have this another nerve racking feeling. Some call it Love, while teenagers call it infatuation while me, I call it, stupidity. That's according to my own experience. Whatever. You see, love is like a drug right?! You will not stop until it gets into your veins or until your heart stops beating or something even worse than those. It depends, right? The only thing that I can't understand is why the heck a person who got hurt doesn't know when to stop. I mean, he already got hurt right? So, better yet, stop. Is it mandatory for him to continue and get hurt? Like, experience everything over and over again? Absurd. Why not wait. Oh my gosh, Eney! You're so stupid! What if a person isn't patient, and get tired of waiting and try doing the never-ending-getting-hurt cycle. Okay, so, that's not a very nice suggestion. =s
Let's face it. People can do so many things because of love, from crazy things up to stupid things. Well, that's life and that's love.
Right now, I am thinking of going to sleep and try forgetting what I wrote here. But, it's really impossible. Pathetic.
I'm ridiculously and desperately suffering from infatuation. Ridiculously because it really is ridiculous. Desperately because, I'm actually in love with a very unreachable person. See, I am very desperate right now. Hoping that something unlikely would happen. Okay, don't ask. XD
Whenever I open my laptop, I would first open my Winamp and there are two songs that I always listen to.. "I knew I loved you" Micky's version and his song, "My Girlfriend." Then start thinking of such things. Sometimes, even imagining!! Weird, right? I don't want to call this obsession. There may be no other words to describe this than that, but I wouldn't bother calling myself obsessed. Psh. As if. Okay, I won't be spilling beans right now. x___________________x
Sometimes, I wish to be a little older and bump into Micky or something like that. Oopsie. Stop triggering me. LOL. I know how pathetic life can be. How life can suck you up to the last drop of blood. rofl. Because we have life, we also have this another nerve racking feeling. Some call it Love, while teenagers call it infatuation while me, I call it, stupidity. That's according to my own experience. Whatever. You see, love is like a drug right?! You will not stop until it gets into your veins or until your heart stops beating or something even worse than those. It depends, right? The only thing that I can't understand is why the heck a person who got hurt doesn't know when to stop. I mean, he already got hurt right? So, better yet, stop. Is it mandatory for him to continue and get hurt? Like, experience everything over and over again? Absurd. Why not wait. Oh my gosh, Eney! You're so stupid! What if a person isn't patient, and get tired of waiting and try doing the never-ending-getting-hurt cycle. Okay, so, that's not a very nice suggestion. =s
Let's face it. People can do so many things because of love, from crazy things up to stupid things. Well, that's life and that's love.
Right now, I am thinking of going to sleep and try forgetting what I wrote here. But, it's really impossible. Pathetic.
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Unlike any other girls, I am different in my own unique way. So don't even dare comparing me with them. 
You'll probably think it's weird. Well, there's nothing I can do about it, right? 
I wanna befriends with people my class than to those people who are just wasting their time pretending someone they are not! 
Whatever. I'm so not gonna talk about it. 
*What?! That's why we call it, WISH right?!
Aila