A fangirl who dreams of having a very romantic love story someday. A girl who always ends up wondering why on Earth she's the way she is. A girl who is deeply, hopelessly and desperately inlove with Micky. A girl who is always spending her time, alone.It hurts!
Before telling what really hurts, I just wanna say that I am so tired right now and I will not be responsible for anything that I'll type here. :)) Our Christmas Presentation is finally over. :D I never thought it would end up like this. Lols. Now, I will not have to think about such things and probably enjoy my break..like finally! XD
I badly need one since I'm kind of upset right now. :)) I didn't want to make a blog post about it..but I wanna let out what I really feel inside or else I would burst!
I remembered that I posted that at Ftalk yesterday. Unfortunately, it didn't happen. O_____o The weird part is, I'm not disappointed..I didn't feel anything. Unlike what I felt when I saw Max~ (Not TVXQ! Max, okay? Real life Max. lol) Before, I didn't care about him or whatsoever. Like, yeah..I see him and I feel nothing..but earlier, I think I got hit by a train or something. =)) Fast forward; it hurts seeing him with other girls! I don't know if he's single or what. The last time I heard about his relationship was months ago. O___O And her so called girlfriend..EX I mean, is my classmate. :P We're acquaintances, we're not friends. :D
Let me describe him.. he's not THAT handsome but he's cute. Not THAT hot since he's got a little fat. LOL He's super smart and very very kind. Athelitic. You can always count on him. ;) Everybody loves hanging out with him since he's fun ti be with. *I think* I really haven't got the chance to have a convo with him since I didn't care at all.
Funny part, we held hands! Well, not really. I was about to go down the stairs but I got scared since the shoes that I was wearing have high heels! There were no handles and the steps were very tiny. And he was there..they were bringing the props up the stage. So that's it. I asked for help and he reached out his right hand. :"> I didn't feel anything during that time..but as time passes by..I was starting to realize that somehow, there's a little something for him hidden inside me. WAAA. I'm turning red! ROFL. When my Mom came to me for intermission pictorials (lols) I told her that I wanna have a picture with Max. And when she asked me why..I quickly said, "Nah, I was just kidding" but I wasn't. :/
I even saw him looking at me. O____O Everytime I look at him, he's also looking at me. AWWW. Coincidence? Or he just likes looking at other people. =)) I was praying on my seat..I wished he took a picture of me. But he didn't until the finale. It wasn't solo though. I was with Thurakit and the other students. Yes, we were on stage. Plus, he did that on other students. ;___________; But it's okay. Atleast we held hands. *evil laughs*
Oh yeah, what hurts? Hmm. I don't know. It just hurts. =))
OH WAIT. ZOMG :3 I cheated on my REAL hubby. @.@ I'm gonna get bricked, kicked, punched, slapped,raped and loved at the end. ILYMYC♥ Yes, you're still my one and only. ;;)
Sarry if it was random. I'm just soooo tired lah~ D; Time check; it's almost 4AM. Gotta sleep. O.o
I badly need one since I'm kind of upset right now. :)) I didn't want to make a blog post about it..but I wanna let out what I really feel inside or else I would burst!
First; have a picture with Pawarit.
I remembered that I posted that at Ftalk yesterday. Unfortunately, it didn't happen. O_____o The weird part is, I'm not disappointed..I didn't feel anything. Unlike what I felt when I saw Max~ (Not TVXQ! Max, okay? Real life Max. lol) Before, I didn't care about him or whatsoever. Like, yeah..I see him and I feel nothing..but earlier, I think I got hit by a train or something. =)) Fast forward; it hurts seeing him with other girls! I don't know if he's single or what. The last time I heard about his relationship was months ago. O___O And her so called girlfriend..EX I mean, is my classmate. :P We're acquaintances, we're not friends. :D
Let me describe him.. he's not THAT handsome but he's cute. Not THAT hot since he's got a little fat. LOL He's super smart and very very kind. Athelitic. You can always count on him. ;) Everybody loves hanging out with him since he's fun ti be with. *I think* I really haven't got the chance to have a convo with him since I didn't care at all.
Funny part, we held hands! Well, not really. I was about to go down the stairs but I got scared since the shoes that I was wearing have high heels! There were no handles and the steps were very tiny. And he was there..they were bringing the props up the stage. So that's it. I asked for help and he reached out his right hand. :"> I didn't feel anything during that time..but as time passes by..I was starting to realize that somehow, there's a little something for him hidden inside me. WAAA. I'm turning red! ROFL. When my Mom came to me for intermission pictorials (lols) I told her that I wanna have a picture with Max. And when she asked me why..I quickly said, "Nah, I was just kidding" but I wasn't. :/
I even saw him looking at me. O____O Everytime I look at him, he's also looking at me. AWWW. Coincidence? Or he just likes looking at other people. =)) I was praying on my seat..I wished he took a picture of me. But he didn't until the finale. It wasn't solo though. I was with Thurakit and the other students. Yes, we were on stage. Plus, he did that on other students. ;___________; But it's okay. Atleast we held hands. *evil laughs*
Oh yeah, what hurts? Hmm. I don't know. It just hurts. =))
OH WAIT. ZOMG :3 I cheated on my REAL hubby. @.@ I'm gonna get bricked, kicked, punched, slapped,
Sarry if it was random. I'm just soooo tired lah~ D; Time check; it's almost 4AM. Gotta sleep. O.o
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Unlike any other girls, I am different in my own unique way. So don't even dare comparing me with them. 
You'll probably think it's weird. Well, there's nothing I can do about it, right? 
I wanna befriends with people my class than to those people who are just wasting their time pretending someone they are not! 
Whatever. I'm so not gonna talk about it. 
*What?! That's why we call it, WISH right?!
Aila