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Who is to be blamed?

2010-02-26T15:58:00.004+07:00

Would you look at that. "Hottests" blame Woo and Taec for Jay's withdrawal. Just because Taec has taken over Jay's position as the leader (Oh, did he really do that? lmao) and started ripping his clothes off. And Woo because..well apparently, he's very active in variety shows. Totally baloney. I don't think they wanted this to happen..like who would, right? XD Woo and Taec's popularity has nothing to do about this. .___. We all know that they worked hard for what they have right now. Though I know some will ask, "Wae? Do you think they would be noticed if Jay is still here?" Actually, NO. And that's the point, everyone only thinks about Jay. Jay and still JAY. What about the other members? Don't they deserve any spotlight? Do we really have to hope that he's coming back? Should those other kHottests continue protesting infront of JYPE building? The world doesn't revolve around him.

Okay, don't get me wrong. I love 2PM and most especially, Leadja. But I got tired hoping that he would someday comeback. After all what happened. :< The myspace drama thingy isn't the only thing he did wrong, as what they said there's still something worse than that. Not that I'm forsaking my fangirling routine for Jay. I am just voicing out what other "Hottests" think. =| Ah man, I can't believe those people who went up attacking Woo's minihompy. (You call yourselves, their fans? Hottests? Pfft THOSE THINGS DON'T HELP, AT ALL. Bunch of immatures. XD)

You're just hurting the other members feelings! Can't you guys think that it is 2PM not only Jay Park? Even for once!

Everybody wants Jae to come back. I GET IT. The thing is, he doesn't want it anymore. Can't you guys see it?! He had a chance to return yet he let it go away just like that. He had it with the criticisms and other stuff. Blaah. We should end it, because we can't always have what we want. (I learned that the hard way. lol)

On the other hand, I realized something. Upon Jae's issues, 2PM became more popular. Received big awards like 'Artist of the Year' and 'Song of the Year' for Again&Again. Nothing just mentioning. :)

When was the last time I blogged?

2010-02-26T10:24:00.004+07:00

When was the last time I blogged? For Pete's sake, who knows?! I think sometime in January. I have to admit, I lost interest in blogging, making tweets and other stuff! I got hooked up with fangirling, Facebook and Plurk instead.

I don't know what has got in to me and decided to blog today. I'm pretty sure that I've got nothing to blog..and I won't be making this as a fangirling related one. Not that I am tired of fangirling, I have never said that!! Just that, I want to give my blog a break! Because every time I make a blog post, the topic has always been about them. lmao.

So anyway, what's up with me? Ah. Where to start? School's almost over and today is our last day. Just gonna need to come back next week for some tests and stuff. I am quite anxious about my up coming summer classes in the Philippines. Yes, we're going back home and I am NOT going to have a vacation with my family because I will be attending summer classes. I know it sucks bigtime. I've been wondering, is taking summer classes a mandatory thing to do? I mean, do I really have to do it? Vacation is about spending your time with your family and having a good time, not having a major suicide.

Moving on, I'm soooooooo excited to go to Bangkok! lmao. Mom said we're going to Chinatown and other towns. lolol. At last!!! We're going on a trip. Ah, I can now feel it. XD If my Mom and her friends get free from work next week, we're going! But if not, I am gonna need to wait. Awww. -.-

Anyway, I should be going by now. My back hurts and I want to go back to bed. :3 Don't worry, I have an alarm clock to wake me up minutes before our school bell rings. I've got it all covered.

Greetings 2010!

2010-01-16T01:15:00.004+07:00

Oh wow, my first ever post for the year 2010! Isn't it great?! The month's almost ending and yet, I still feel like it's the first day of the year. I thought, things would change this 2010, I was wrong. Or maybe, I haven't seen the changes yet since it's only the start. lol.

So anyway, what am I doing at 1 in the morning? Well, well..I myself have no idea. I mean, I don't know whether I am fangirling, or making my project, or listening to Colors~ Melody and Harmony, or I just want to stay up late tonight because this is what I've been doing these past few days!

I watched Makbanshi with MBLAQ earlier. Then I learned that I don't have anything to watch anymore. I checked 2odsubs for OneDay updates but, there aren't new vids. So I searched for DBSK vids instead. And at long last, I *finally* saw Champagne with Eng subs! I've been looking for it long time ago, but I couldn't. I didn't like it that much since Yunho got all the talking. Junsu didn't even show his 4D side. But atleast, Micky said some Engrish phrases. XD Jaejoong showed his abs. Changmin revealed Yunho's attitude towards the game that he loves the most. So yeah, I think it was worth it. ;)

Side Notes ~ There were some problems before watching the show. Part 5 won't load; I had to download it so I could watch Yuchun's story and stuff. Gaah, the man's really rich. O_____O lol. Part 6 stopped loading; so as my internet. =))

After all this time, I realized that I am not a good Cassiopeian. I've been forgetting that I am one. And being busy is not an excuse. I have to admit, I've been all eyes to MBLAQ and I don't know..seems like everything I say is MBLAQ, MBLAQ, MBLAQ. Whtvr. I haven't had any updates until now. Dunno why I'm not searching, maybe because I got tired reading articles that break my heart?

Know what? I wanted to make this as a really long and touching post but I am tired. My brain's half dead. Literally. Duh. :)) It has been a long day, my Mom's already screaming. I'm pressured about next week's midterms. But ahhhh, I am very much inlove. ♥ You know sometimes, we should forget about the negative side and just enjoy the positive side. Even if it's only 15%.

New fangirling screams!

2009-12-25T18:23:00.001+07:00

Before anything else, I just want to say.. Meri Kurisumasu minna-san. I'm not going to talk about what I did during Christmas Eve since the title itself says, 'New fangirling screams!' On the other hand, I'll blab about it later. I was like so hyper yesterday! SCM and Jeng made my day. (Click here for full story,)

So yeah, back to the main event! I recently found out about a new and hot boy group, and guess what? I can't decide who my best man will be. Without any much ado, introducing Eney's new band to talk about,

MBLAQ! 엠블랙

Introduction of members; From left to right. :)

Cheon Doong 천둥
Real Name: Park Sang Hyun (박상현)
Date of Birth: October 7, 1990 (age 19)

Side Notes ~ Sandara Park's dongsaeng. He somehow reminds me of Nichkhun. Just that.. Khunnie is more adorable. ;3 Have I mentioned that, he is tall. O.O

Mir 미르
Real Name: Bang Chul Yong (방철용)
Date of Birth: March 10, 1991 (age 18)

Side Notes ~ Younger brother of Go Eun Ah. But to be honest, the first time I saw him, I thought he is Hongki's twin brother. Hongki-shi, are you sure you didn't lose a brother before? And Mir-shi, are you also sure that you don't have a brother named Hongki?

Seung Ho 승호
Real Name: Yang Seung Ho (양승호)
Date of Birth: October 16, 1987 (age 22)

Side Notes ~ Leader-ssi^^ Ah, he reminds me of a Thai actor and Seungri at the same time! Because of those dark circles. I love his attitude! Not-so-leader material but definitely funny. =))

G.O 지오
Real Name: Jung Byung Hee (정병희)
Date of Birth: November 6, 1987 (age 22)

Side Notes ~ Mom's favorite! Reason? Good looks + Good voice + Good attitude. But srsly, he is undeniably handsome. <3333

Joon 준
Real Name: Lee Chang Sun (이창선)
Date of Birth: February 7, 1987 (age 22)

Side Notes ~ Mr. OHMYF--GOSH! This guy is frikken hot! So much for his honey abs. Love itt! Reminds me of Rain, T.O.P and a little bit of Jejung because he has nice abs. XD (Hi Jeng! ;P)

OMOOOO! Lol. That's all I can ever say. x_X Err.

They made their debut last October 9, 2009 at Rain's "Legend of Rainism" concert under his own entertainment company. Hmm. What was I doing that time? Ah! I know, currently struggling through DBSK's situation and Jay's sudden leaving.

I saw them before at Rain's Wiki page but ignored the article because I was so sleepy that time. Anyway, I just watched Idol Army Season 5 with of course these boys last night. I was watching with my Mom. ^^ We were both lol-ing on them. And as expected, they are all playful. Ahhh, I think it goes around the JYP family. Remember Rain was from JYPE right? So I guess they have the image of, "don't care much about your image" thingy. Just like 2PM and SJ. :)

This is, I think by far is the most effective Korean boy group to my Mom. I have introduced DBSK, SJ, 2PM, 2AM and SHINee to her before and she didn't seem to be so interested unlike now with MBLAQ. I'm keeping my fingers crossed. Oh please don't let me fangirl alone at home anymore. I feel so sad. XDD

So I guess everything ends here? Oh gosh! Finally! I've been dying to make this blogpost. And also, I am hungry that's why I am going to grab a Snickers! (WTH? Commercial eh? )

And oh, before I forget. (I don't want to get bricked tonight XDD) A special message to my one and only Micky, .

It hurts!

2009-12-19T02:23:00.004+07:00

Before telling what really hurts, I just wanna say that I am so tired right now and I will not be responsible for anything that I'll type here. :)) Our Christmas Presentation is finally over. :D I never thought it would end up like this. Lols. Now, I will not have to think about such things and probably enjoy my break..like finally! XD

I badly need one since I'm kind of upset right now. :)) I didn't want to make a blog post about it..but I wanna let out what I really feel inside or else I would burst!

First; have a picture with Pawarit.

I remembered that I posted that at Ftalk yesterday. Unfortunately, it didn't happen. O_____o The weird part is, I'm not disappointed..I didn't feel anything. Unlike what I felt when I saw Max~ (Not TVXQ! Max, okay? Real life Max. lol) Before, I didn't care about him or whatsoever. Like, yeah..I see him and I feel nothing..but earlier, I think I got hit by a train or something. =)) Fast forward; it hurts seeing him with other girls! I don't know if he's single or what. The last time I heard about his relationship was months ago. O___O And her so called girlfriend..EX I mean, is my classmate. :P We're acquaintances, we're not friends. :D

Let me describe him.. he's not THAT handsome but he's cute. Not THAT hot since he's got a little fat. LOL He's super smart and very very kind. Athelitic. You can always count on him. ;) Everybody loves hanging out with him since he's fun ti be with. *I think* I really haven't got the chance to have a convo with him since I didn't care at all.

Funny part, we held hands! Well, not really. I was about to go down the stairs but I got scared since the shoes that I was wearing have high heels! There were no handles and the steps were very tiny. And he was there..they were bringing the props up the stage. So that's it. I asked for help and he reached out his right hand. :"> I didn't feel anything during that time..but as time passes by..I was starting to realize that somehow, there's a little something for him hidden inside me. WAAA. I'm turning red! ROFL. When my Mom came to me for intermission pictorials (lols) I told her that I wanna have a picture with Max. And when she asked me why..I quickly said, "Nah, I was just kidding" but I wasn't. :/

I even saw him looking at me. O____O Everytime I look at him, he's also looking at me. AWWW. Coincidence? Or he just likes looking at other people. =)) I was praying on my seat..I wished he took a picture of me. But he didn't until the finale. It wasn't solo though. I was with Thurakit and the other students. Yes, we were on stage. Plus, he did that on other students. ;___________; But it's okay. Atleast we held hands. *evil laughs*

Oh yeah, what hurts? Hmm. I don't know. It just hurts. =))

OH WAIT. ZOMG :3 I cheated on my REAL hubby. @.@ I'm gonna get bricked, kicked, punched, slapped, ~~raped~~ and loved at the end. ILYMYC♥ Yes, you're still my one and only. ;;)

Sarry if it was random. I'm just soooo tired lah~ D; Time check; it's almost 4AM. Gotta sleep. O.o

Yow Yow ~

2009-12-09T13:10:00.004+07:00

Seriously, what's up?! Lol

I missed blogging that's why I came up with a plan. And that's making a new blogpost. XD In case you're wondering why I am kinda out of reach these days..there is something that's keeping me from doing almost everything! XD And it's definitely not fangirling. I won't share it though. Not now, maybe next time I make a blog post, I'll tell you what it is.

It's not school nor a special someone. Just wait.

I haven't gone fangirling since..as what I have mentioned, I am soo busy. I keep on procastinating and even my studies are so affected! Who cares about school when you have a really long break. I don't want you guys to be jealous but, I'm gonna have a four-day break, again. I just had that last week. Kaays, whatever.

I'm totally losing myself. XD

Two days ago, I checked my YouTube account if there are any updates or whatsoever things. I found a video of 2PM promoting the new Samsung S3650! But I didn't watch it, I don't know, too lazy to do so? lols And then, I got bored like..twenty minutes ago. So that's it! I checked it out anyways. Dayum! Very very very very colorful, indeed! Maybe not that colorful as Big Bang and 2ne1's Lollipop MV, but still..

The looked different compared to their Heartbeat MV. =)) Wooyoungie looked hotter. :> No, they all do! ZOMG~ I gotta stop spazzing about them or else I'll get bricked again. =))

Okay, I don't wanna spoil anything so, here you go.

I love the Jamaican Yellow eventhough I am not a fan of that color! I'm a huge fan of the man who's promoting it, nevertheless!

Hey, wait a second! Is this real?! I am fangirling? What the h.. The only reason why I made this blog post is to brag about my new phone, not to fangirl. rofl ;3

Four days ago, I bought a new phone. And it's a flip phone! I wanted to buy a Nokia phone but I ended up having a Samsung phone. Long story short; I couldn't find the one that I wanted!! So my Mom gave me two choices; buy another brand OR, wait until I find what I want. I couldn't wait any longer and I wanted to have a new phone so badly. I was about to cry when I saw this cute pink phone right next to me. Hahahaha! The moment I saw it, the first one who came to my mind was Sungmin! Then that's it.

I love pink! And that's a fact! :)

Moving on..after seeing 2PM's video of promoting that f-- phone, I wanted to ditch my new phone for that! Lols. I asked my Mom if I can sell it and buy that phone but she said I can't. -_________- If only I waited.. Ugh. Whatever. There's no point in crying and feeling so regretful. I should be happy and contented that my Mom still allowed me to have a phone knowing the fact that I already have one. I'm such a spoiled brat. >:| Maybe not that brat. lols

But then again, I am saving for our trip. I just don't know where and when. The last time I heard my Mom talked about it, she mentioned China and Japan. (No Korea?! Tahahaha~ I kid. ) I really really really want to go to China. =] But things aren't clear though. -cough-I also heard 'Chiang Rai' and 'just Bangkok'-cough- oohhhhhh. Please, not just Bangkok. I wanna travel somewhere else~ T___T

Regardless, I am still a lousy writer. =)) I just write whatever comes in to my mind. XD And oh, I ripped some of Jeng's emoticons..just so you know.

And perfect way to end a very random and messy post..a scream from the heart saying..

I LOVE YOU MICKY YOOCHUN! ♥

Good byeeee blogspot. XDD (A parody from Monsters VS. Aliens. I just replaced Good Morning Modesto to Good bye blogspot. Yesh, I am sooo weird. And there's nothing that you can do about it. )

ILY MYC!

2009-11-24T16:27:00.005+07:00

-Fangirl screams here-

What? What? What? I really miss screaming for TVXQ! I've been all eyes to 2PM, SHINee, 2AM, Big Bang and Super Junior these past few months. I don't know..I just felt a little upset about the issue going on them. Anyway, I watched SMTown Concert in BKK, again. At long last, I 'finally' saw Micky's red undies! I've been dying to see them, seriously. Tomorrow or maybe the day after tomorrow, I'll download some pictures containing him and his undies. Rofl. I was literally about to faint everytime the cameraman focuses him last night! Don't worry, the stupid cameramen were not paying attention on him THAT MUCH, that's why I survived. XD His smile is worth billions of dollars! =)) Gaaah. I'm dying. I'm inlove~ ♥

Oh yeah, I owe an apology to these boys. I didn't know that they also won at MAMA. -.-" Stupid me. I didn't even bother to make a research if they won or what.

Anyway, here's the video. Big thanks to Jeng for Plurking it. ;)

Somehow, it's heartbreaking. Seeing only the three of them. I don't want to think it's about the rumor lurking around the internet. I just assumed that Uknow and Max were busy that time. *Of course they were! They were with me!! evil laughs I kid.* But after hearing the cheer, the noise..I felt relieved. Cassies stood beside them and never will they let go, right? RIGHT? OMGG, I'm proud of being one. Though I wasn't a good one. =))

I cried while watching. Hmm. I think they intentionally didn't mention the name, 'DBSK'. Maybe because they're not together? Whatever. All I want to say is.. Keep the faith! We'll always be here to support you guys. :) Fighting!

Side notes - -

I think Micky gained weight! O_o Or maybe it's because of what he was wearing. ; I also think Xiah didn't stress himself so much. Look! He looks better than the last time I saw him. ; Hero's still handsome. *O* ; I HAVE THE FEELING THAT THEY WERE ABOUT TO CRY BUT KEPT IT IN! I can see it in Micky's eyes! (LOL! I can see everything on Micky! XDD) Plus, he was shaking when he was saying his speech. *Don't worry Baby, I was crying with you. XD*

Excuse the super random thought! =))

I forgot this, sorry. Here's the translation.

Junsu: It's been a long time. It's an honor just to be able to attend such a huge event, but being able to receive an award, thank you so much. This award is not for one single member, but because all 5 members have put so much effort we are able to receive it. Thank you so much to all of our fans in Asia for allowing us to receive such a huge award.

Yoochun: I think this is the first time I've wanted to sing so badly. After becoming a singer, I was able to meet such great members, that's why I think we are able to be here. We will work even harder to expand beyond Asia. We hope for even more support than now.

Jaejoong: I can't be happier because this award is coming directly from the fans of Asia. To our fans who are watching and possibly our two friends who are watching, I wanted to say that I love you.

dot.dot.dot.

2009-11-22T13:56:00.004+07:00

I've been wondering..what if I could turn back time and correct the things that I've done wrong, would I be happy? Would I feel great? I don't know. Maybe not, maybe yes. Whatever. I'll just forget those mistakes since they made me what I am right now, I may not be stronger, or I may not be perfect but atleast I know what I did and I somehow feel guilty. I'm always ready to take consequences, I guess I'm still young to suffer. Rofl. Kaay, drama much?! Sorry, I was carried by the playing song's mood. :-j

My mood yesterday was off the hook! I mean, I was laughing hard all day. Credits to OneDay + Boom. =))) I watched Idol Army with OneDay and maaaannnnn, they're all insane! And it made me miss Jay. ᅲᅲ All those fun moments with that kid..uhh. D; So anyway, I have never thought that 2AM Changmin is THAT funny. OMGGG~ Especially when they had that paper kissing game or whatever you call that! I remember Super Junior did that..but OneDay's version is twice or maybe thrice the fun! 2PM didn't get contented so they did it again on Episode 17 with Boom and Junho. (He wasn't there that day because he was sick. O.o") I'm waiting for it to load right now! The subbed version can be seen at Madam2PMsubs' channel. :D

And because I was so engrossed with Idol Army, I didn't notice the video showing 2PM's winning moment at M.net Asia Music Awards! But then again, I was digging time2sub2's channel yesterday. So I guess they uploaded it last night when I was happily sleeping. XDD

Here's the video. :)

I love the way G-Dragon predicted that it was 2PM and then he stood up clapping. He seemed so proud of them. :] (0:21-0:22 & 0:42-0:45) I already knew that Big Bang boys have good personalities. I just didn't expect that..k, whatever. On the other hand, Daesung's also a 2PM fanboy and GD, Taeyang and Junsu are close friends. So yeah, let's just say that..I didn't get surprised. Lol.

After hearing the boys' speech, I teared up and my heart was like..uhhh. XD Anyway, the boys deserve everything they have now. They've worked hard for it, went through alot of difficulties these past few months. So yeah, I congratulate them. :) 축하드립니다 2PM!

Side notes ~ ♥

I'm glad that GD changed his hair color! *w* ; I wanted to jump 'in' the computer the very moment I saw Wooyoungie cry. I wanted to hug him. ;( I couldn't..since I am staying with Max. *Evil laughs* ; I was touched by Chansung's words for his hyung. He really loves him. =/ -- Jaaaaayyy. What are you waiting for ? When are you coming back?

I can feel your Heartbeat \

2009-11-17T13:36:00.004+07:00

I know this is a really late reaction regarding the song. lol. I've been so busy and I never had the chance to go linger here at cyber world until today. :) We've been going back and forth to the hospital for the past few days, just so you know. But things has ended yesterday. And I'm not gonna talk about it.

I saw this days ago via Mobile Web and man, I couldn't enjoy it because my signal was messed up but when I came home late from the hospital, I insisted to watch it eventhough my body was about to give up. And I was like, "WOW! THIS is awesome!" I showed it to my Mom and she thinks that it has a great production. Though the song isn't THAT good. Maybe she thinks that way since Jay isn't around. Wow, bias much?! Hahahaha.

I didn't know if I should be happy or what after seeing a 2PM video with 6 members. But somehow, deep inside my undefined self, I felt some happiness after seeing Wooyoung's part! I'm so proud of you, Baby! Lol. He took over Jay's supposedly parts, the chorus and the acrobatic-whatever-you-call-that thingy at the end. Like, finally! They noticed his singing and dancing abilities! But then again, things would be so much better if Jay was included. O_____O

Hmm. Am I doing this right? No negative comments? Unlike what I did to SHINee? Oh man, I feel bad about myself. Sorry. ^^ But wait, I think Nichkhun's hair doesn't fit him. I wanna see him with short hair, really. But the 'pony tail' looks cute on him. ;;)

By the way, 'Heartbeat' also has this 'chest popping move', so as 'It's You' by Super Junior. So, who do you think has the SEXIEST move, Hyukkie? Junsu? or Wooyoungie? -cough- Sorry Hyukkie, but my vote is on Wooyoungie. Ask SCM or Jeng to vote for youuu. Hahahaha!-cough-

Anyway, here's the video. :D Enjoy!

I am bored :))

2009-11-10T13:57:00.006+07:00

How can you kill boredom anyway? I'm still waiting for Princess Hours Episode 9 to load. As much as I hate this episode..I'm still gonna watch it. O_O I don't wanna miss any scene! Psh. Forget about that stupid, selfish, slutty, stalking whatever ballerina girl! She's sooo pretentious! I hate her! ROFL. =))

Okay, enough with this drama talk. ;-;

I've got nothing to do..that's why I am thinking of anything to blog. I thought I was in the mood to write a story but now, I am not anymore. :)) I am sleepy and..hungry. :)) I am sick and I am weak. K, whatever. =))

I was photoshopping earlier but I got tired..then I watched a movie and also got tired. And now, I am making a blogpost which is making me tired. URGH. ;_____________; Everything's making me soo tired. *sigh

So I totally forgot that I was making this post. :)) I skipped a part on Episode 9! Who would want to see that bitch bitching around? HAHAHAHA! Whateverrrr~ Gaaaaah. My mood got ruined. :/

And the perfect way to end a nonsense post is..like this!

Madness :))

2009-11-09T15:46:00.008+07:00

Okay, so I am back with my old blog template. ;) Not that I didn't like the old one..it's just that, I was having problems with it. It loads so slow. :-& Thanks to my messed up internet connection. >.<

I can't believe I let this pass before! Gaah. I didn't have time for this since I had school in the morning. Hello! The timeslot was super lateeee! How am I suppose to watch it without looking so wasted in the motning. So my aunt would tell me a little parts whenever we had time. I wasn't satisfied because it wasn't detailed. -.- And it would be much better if you're the one who is watching it right? Than someone telling you what happened. :-j

I'm now on Episode 8! Hoping that I wouldn't get tired of it on Episode 9. Just like what I did with ISWAK. Lol~ But I am skipping SOME parts that I don't wanna watch. -cough-Hyorin's and Yul's Mom + her evil plans part -cough- I don't wanna ruin my mood towards this series. I love Shin and Chaegyeong. ;;) And that Hyorin girl should get hit by a train! No seriously. Don't you think it would be super great if she'll get hit or something bad happens to her in the end? Ha! Of course we seek for a happy ending..But getting hurt will do. ;)

Okay, okay, I am already having this FEVER. And I swear I should stop before it gets worse! Blah, I don't want to anyway. =))

Wait, I'm so inlove with Chaegyeong's obsession over Shin's back! ROFL. That little nasty girl~ Kyaaa. *w*

THE blogpost.

2009-10-31T02:46:00.000+07:00

I don't know what title should I give to this post. And since I haven't updated for a while, this will be super duper epic. :)) Minus the fun part and expect the nonsense part. :)) I told the World-Wide-Web that I already quitted blogging. Unfortunately, the World-Wide-Web wasn't listening so this is another way of expressing it again.

I got busy with so many things that I don't have time to blog. But I have time for Plurk and YouTube and sometimes Twitter. ((=

The other day, I had so many things in to blog about. I don't know what happened and they all disappeared. Sigh. What to do now? Gosh, I am so bored. I got hooked up with downloading Wild Bunny, again. And hopefully tonight, I would finish all the downloads. Just three more parts of Episode 1 and I'm done. So done.

Okaay, I'm talking whatever right now. Have I mentioned that I didn't go to school for a week because I don't want to? >.<

Reviews~

Pwuahahahahaha. [Insert laughs here]

Gad, I can't help myself. I really shouldn't be doing this. =)) I'm kinda feeling a little evil for making reviews about the people in the MV and not about the song. XD I'm doing it my way anyway. :P

It's gonna be fast and short. I don't want some people running to me and saying bad things. Oh come on! Grow up will ya?

Kaaaaaaay. PS: I won't post the videos. ((= Trust me.

SHINee's RingDingDong or whatever. I've got nothing about the music nor the cute boys..it's just that.. THEY LOOK SO DIFFERENT!! O_O What happened to their 'Boys Next Door' image? All I can see is just another group from SME. What on Earth did they do to them? Remember what they did to TVXQ's 'Triangle' MV. Man, they look the same. What were they wearing? What's with the wings and the red and black outfits. Oh boy, I'm so dumb. I don't even know the concept. =))
I read all the comments (Yes, I am this bored and miserable XDD). I saw lotsa "GAY" stuff there. ((= Good God, they are not okay?! Blame their stupid recording company. They are forcing them to have that kind of image. It's part of their contracts!!
One more thing..Key and Minho's hair kinda resembles MYC's. No, they resemble TVXQ. Wait, does this mean that they are the new TVXQ?! Crap. Nothing can ever replace them.

Big Bang's Let Me Hear You Voice. Ohh yeah. Oh my freaking gosh! I love it so much. *sarcasm. The only thing I don't understand is..why do they let G-Dragon keep his hair like that? It looks better than before though. Have you seen it before? Man..it was terrible. XD I didn't enjoy the song because there were less parts for both GD and TOP. But, kinda many parts for Seungri..YAY. At least they're outfits didn't suck. ((= And the rap part was totally cool. \m/

OMO. One point for Big Bang. XDD

Gosh, I sounded like a bitter anti-fan who keeps on bashing these bands. Especially SHINee. But trust me, I love SHINee more than I LIKE Big Bang. I'm just worried and affected.

I am not a hypocrite. I bash people. But it doesn't mean I hate them or I am an anti-fan. I do that all the time. ;) Okay, whatever. :))

I've got a story to tell.

2009-10-17T13:18:00.012+07:00

Enchanting-thoughts.info has been down for days now, just so you know. That's why I am here, back with my blogspot account. *winks* And just because I miss blogging sooo much, I indeed have a lot of stories to tell..which won't happen today since I am a little not in the mood to do so. =))

The things that I missed with blogging; Fangirling, awful randomness, craziness, fangirling, fangirling, and fangirling. :) Wait, did I just mention 'fangirling' more than one time? Urgh, see? I'm out of my mind. ROFL.

Anyway, my mind is currently going through a cycle called the "OH-WHATEBURR-CYCLE". :) The process of constant changing of attention to so many boy groups. It consists of ~~six~~five groups namely; TVXQ, Super Junior, 2PM, 2AM, SHINee ~~and Big Bang~~.

Let us start with Big Bang..

Hahaha! Since when did I like this band? Recently. :D I already knew Seungri and G-Dragon and T.O.P. I don't care about Taeyang and Daesung, really. =)) I got curious with the.. "Big Bang's version of Coffee Prince is funnier than Super Junior's version." And I was like, REALLY? So I gave it a shot. And there was I, watching other parodies of them. =X But still, I don't like them that much. ;)

SHINee.

Ohhh. I love the Onew Sangtae so much. Though my best guy is Bling from the start! The way Bling sings is totally, cool ? Hahaha! No wonder why Onew and Heechul love to imitate it.

Onew Sangtae / Onew Condition

kawaiigurl1231@yt.com
Onew's immediate reaction to situations or random reactions.
Jonghyun and Key refer to it as his serious and sometimes boring atmosphere inside the car. They actually tease him for being unfunny. Sometimes it's actually funny.

someone@something.com
The act of him being careless all the time.

hellobluegreen@yt.com
It's like when Onew does something silly/awkward/funny/random to get everyone's attention & fails to do so... very cute. (Also called Onew Sangtae; sangtae = condition in Korean)

And there's one more thing I noticed about these boys, Bling always laughs out loud at Key's gags than the others. ;)

2AM.

A ballad group with no image. Hahaha. =))) I love the way they 'have fun', dancing to a girl's song and..they're really great you know. Especially JoKwon who always acts so feminine!! Haha. Seulong's big chest and.. oh my gosh, he's getting hotter and hotter each day! Rofl. :)) (Just search up Kwon's and Seulong's Abracadabra, 2AM's Hot Issue and So Hot version. Too lazy to post it here)

2PM.

Will and always will be 2PM. Things will not be the same without Leadja around. Right? Right? Right? XD But we Hottests, will do everything to make JYP bring him back! YEY ~ Anyway, the six boys are back. Udong and Khun made an appearance at SK. Still waiting for the Raw video though. :)

Super Junior.

Who's ready for the Super Show 2? Eh? Well, I am not. :)) The reason's quite complicated; I've got no company. Mom will not allow me to go on my own. :|

Anyway, here is the seat plan as well as the ticket prices.

If I am allowed to go, I'd choose the light blue part. :)) It's better since it's near the stage. That's greatest thing about being in a concert, to be near the stage and see your idol close. =)))

TVXQ!

Save the BEST for LAST. :) I know, right. ;P I haven't gotten any news about them. All I know is, they didn't attend the Dream Concert. And Micky Yoochun is still a cutie and is really hot nowadays. LOL ~

So yeah, obviously I got tired typing because I was sooo busy bashing SNSD with SCM and Ailaleng. But I won't leave this post without giving some special treats. :>

You HAVE to check out the spoilers to see them. Hahaha. =)))

And the one that I love the most! 2AM's Jokwon VS. Super Junior's SungMin's hips. *screams*

Oh yeah, I am definitely talking about their So Hot performance. I've been adoring their hips since then but I haven't blogged about it. =)))

Jokwon's hips at 1:43-1:48.

Sungmin's hips at 2:55-3:00.

You be the judge! :))

Stellarspell.info's opening domain giveaway contest!

2009-10-12T22:30:00.005+07:00

I am totally in it! Call me crazy I don't care. =)) So this will be my second time to join a blog contest and hoping that I would win. Even if 2nd or whatever place. =))

Mechanics!

Mechanics are as follows:

Each contest must grab my link button (found here) and place it in their blog. Make sure that when they click on the link, it redirects to my site.(3 points)
Follow me on Twitter as I’ll tweet there for updates,etc. (5 points)
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A support means alot to me. So, please?

좀 도와주실 수 있으시나요? 감사합니다! :)

Hey blog!

2009-10-12T21:50:00.004+07:00

My other blog has been down for days and now is the perfect time to show my support for FSOE/Ate Nikka on that blog contest.

Click here to show your love for her.

It would be awesome if you will visit it every once in a while and spread the link, right? ;P

The contest ends at October 14th. And that's two days from now. So people, please be cooperative and click the link already.

감사합니다! :)

Poshcraze's blog contest. =)

2009-09-21T13:51:00.008+07:00

The other day, I received an invitation to a blog contest via tagboard message. And I was two days late. When I checked the site, I saw FSOE's (Ate Niks/Nikka) name. So I thought of supporting her instead. Plus, I'm not in the mood to join any contests as of now. =]

Help her win by clicking this.

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Oh yeah. She joined both contests. Let's keep our fingers crossed. I repeat, you HAVE to click this to help her win. :]

The last time I joined a blog contest, I didn't pay much attention. D: And now I am helping her to win because she needs it so badly. According to her. *hides*

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Nothing better. :)

2009-09-18T10:04:00.005+07:00

I recently got hooked up with a song that I can't even understand. LOL I had to Google it just for me to understand the song. Man, it made me love the song even more! It was originally sang by Brown Eyed Soul. =]

Romanji

ehgeh uhn-jen-gah watt-dun, nuh-yeh uhl-gool-reul giyuk-heh
mum chwuh eetdun neh-mahm eul, meebgehdoh gojangnan neh gahseum eul
nuh-yeh hwa-nan misoga shweebgehdo yun-guh-ya

geureh geu-ruht-keh nehgah, nuh-yeh saram-ee dwen guh-ya
moht-natt-dun neh-choo-wuk deuree, eejen giyuk-joh-cha ahn-nah
nahreul kkokjahbeun sohn-ee bohm-chuh-reum tta-tteut-hehsuh

eejae kkoom chureum neh mahm-eun
geudeh gyuh-teh, gah-mahn-hee mumchwuh-suh yo
han soon-gan-do kkeh-jee ah-neun "kkeut-ubbneun" kkeum-eul kkwuh yo

eejae soom chuh-reum neh-gyuhtteh
hangsang shwee myuh, geu-ruht-keh eessuh joo myun
nothing better nothing better than you
nothing better nothing better than you

eejae kkoom chuh-reum neh mahm-eun
geudeh (poom-eh) "gyuhteh" , gahmanhee (ahngyuheetjyoh) "mumchwuh-eet-jyo"
hansoon gando kkeh jee ahneun kkeuttubbneun kkoom eul kkoo jyo

eejae soomchureum neh gyuhteh
hangsang shwee myuh, geu-ruht-keh eessuhjoo-myuh

nothing better nothing better than you
nothing better nothing better than you

Translation

It always appeared before me
Your face, I remember
My heart that stopped short
You spitefully took my disfunctional heart
And with your bright smile
That's how you easily opened my heart

It's true, that is how I became your man
All my unpleasant memories, I no longer recall
Because the hand that holds me tight
is as warm as spring

And now like a dream my heart
has gradually stopped by your side
Without awakening for a single moment,
I dream an endless dream

And now like breathing,
if you were to always rest by my side
if you were to always remain this way
nothing better nothing better than you
nothing better nothing better than you

And now like a dream, My heart
in your embrace, is held still
Without awakening for a single moment,
I dream an endless dream

And now like breathing,
if you were to always rest by my side
if you were to always remain this way
nothing better nothing better than you
nothing better nothing better than you

The very first time I heard it was months ago. Khun sang it at Woody's talkshow. Here it is.

Click here to watch his other version.

And the song got into me you know. Then after that, I suddenly forgot all about it. D:

Finally, yesterday I was soooooo bored that I stayed at Youtube to find awesome videos. I was watching Wooyoung's 'To Be Fortunate' performance at Starry Night then I found another version of it.

2AM's Im Seulong's version. I can remember that he and Khun sang it together but the video wasn't complete at all. I mean, they didn't sing the whole song. And I was a little disappointed. They could make a really great duet. Just like Micky and Hero. :D

Do you think I really stopped searching videos for those who made a cover of this song? I didn't. =]

Another version is from Bling Bling Jonghyun of SHINee.

This is the part where I should declare that I stopped because I already found the best version of all the covers that I've heard so far. :D

Khun's cover was really amazing. He did a great job. Not to mention that he was playing the piano while singing it. But still, something's missing.

Bling's cover was..uhhh. I can't describe it. He has a very good voice and I would always startle whenever he starts singing. But it wasn't that soothing. I couldn't feel the song that much.

So yeah, Seulong's cover is the best one for me. :) I can't find the right words to describe it. I felt the song very well. Yes, it was splendid! He HAS to sing it on stage! Minus the good looks and stuff. K, I don't want to get bricked..so STOP. XD

As you can see, I didn't use the word 'perfect' to describe any performance. We'll get there. :]

A lot of people are wishing that Xiah Junsu would also do a cover of this song. But don't you think this song fits well at Micky Yoochun? :] The tempo, the lyrics, everything about this song goes well with him. I do hope that he would sing even short parts of it. Then that time, I could use the word 'perfect'.

Fangirlingggggggg!

2009-09-16T16:20:00.006+07:00

Oh my gosh! I miss this! (As if I haven't done this for a while. lol)

The right one..It's someone who loves me just the way I am.

-Micky Yoochun

Frankly, I am that someone! *bricked* You think I was joking?! I wasn't. *gets bricked again* I don't care how much pain would I get, or how many bricks, slaps, kicks, hits and punches that are waiting ahead of me. As long as I know what I am doing..and I know that MYC loves me, I will never stop. *gets kicked, bricked, punched, slapped and hit* Yeah right. Be jealous. I know you are.

I was digging up at DA when I found this.

Out of those hundreds of pictures, this one caught my attention. I've got no idea why. Maybe because he looked real different here. I saw a different Micky Yoochun. There's something about this photo that I can't take my eyes off. Anyway, the writings ruined it. It would be so much better if the photographer put his name somewhere where he won't ruin the model's face or the whole picture. What do I know? DUH. I'm a photojournalist. I know the Do's and Dont's. If it wasn't for the model, I would not post it here, seriously.

I saw lotsa YooSu pictures. Didn't you know, WE..I mean, JaeChun is the new hot?! They have the same activities and they're both featured at..I forgot the name of the magazine. XD I prefer JaeChun than YooSu.. So the truth was revealed. =))

Anyway, I searched for other versions of that photo. Unfortunately, I didn't find one. D; I even dug SYC..but still, no results. T-T *coughs* I found this one though.

*FAINTS!*

Him without any make-up on. Making him look much better. Fresher. More.. *DROOLS*

I can't take it anymore. I'm waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay into him. I can't turn back because I'd rather commiting a suicide than letting go of my Prince Charming. *slaps herself*

On the other hand, I downloaded a TVXQ Winamp skin which is totally awesome. *bows to junsu.fr* I spent hours making it work. I even re-downloaded Winamp. Ha! But it was worth it. :D I was also planning to Customize my desktop but I can already feel my procrastinating disease so I guess it's not a good idea at all.

I've done too much fangirling. It's now time for me to spend the night with my one and only.. and do something together. (insert pervy thoughts here XDD) *sees Junsu crying at corner and staring at Micky* *Eney runs towards the door and went somewhere else* *MYC quickly stands up and follows her DUH! =))*

What a day!

2009-09-15T14:00:00.003+07:00

Let me post the happenings that happened to me the whole day. XD

I woke up at around 6:30 because I was finishing something last night. Swear. I was still sleepy. How I wanted to skip school but I just couldn't. I would be cruicified if I did.

It was raining hard when I woke up. I could feel the spirit of the BER months. I suddenly felt the urge of going back home. I miss my family back home. But what is HOME without my Mom right? :P I finished taking a bath at around 6:50 then got dressed. Well, not fully dressed. Just my underwears. (Shorts and a white sando then socks.) It was really cold that I couldn't move that much. I layed down my back on my bed and closed my eyes. Visions started to come out of nowhere. I guess I am really hooked into fangirling that's why things like that happen. I shook my head and got my iPod to listen to music. And before I knew it, I was already sleeping. Mom had to wake me up because I was running a little late. Plus, she had to fix my hair.

I arrived at exactly 7:30 at school. It was still raining when I got there.

We had our Science class and I was really in the mood to copy all my notes. I mean, I usually don't write in cursive form. But this morning..I did. I almost considered this day as a weird day. But no, it wasn't.

Seeing some of my classmates irritates me so much. Especially the one who's seated infront of me. Gosh. He has a terrible bad breath plus, he's so..annoying! *insert wasted emoticon here* Actually, all of my classmates are really annoying that I wanna transfer to another class. Problem is, there's only ONE section for Bilingual Class. Shoot. I am doomed. URGH.

Be cool Eney. Just one more semester and you're out of here! :D Hihi. I am really waiting for sem-break to come. =] I have so many plans. Like having a really great time with Mom. Or, watching a concert. Right. The only concert that I am gonna watch is TVXQ!'s. If it's not them, then forget about it. x___x

Anyway, I remembered that I have Maths class at 3. So I guess I gotta get going. D; This is indeed tiring. o.O

Side Note~♥

I noticed that I have so many typing errors. I already edited those two previous posts of mine. I also checked the grammar and a laugh suddenly burst! Lol.

Regardless, I'll try to type perfectly. If there is no perfect person in this world, I suppose there is such thing as perfect work. :)

Good night! XD

Time for another 2PM update. XD

2009-09-14T14:24:00.005+07:00

I will definitely get bricked by all Cassies and ELFs. Lol.

So what do I have now? Actually, I have alot to blab here. O.o

I recently checked on one of 2PM's MV at YouTube. And to my surprise, a lot of people are 'arguing' about this issue. Heck, when will this stop anyway?

The other day, I told my Mom what happened to 2PM..to Jay. (Apparently, she knows them. In fact, she likes 2AM more than 2PM because of Kwon and SeulOng.) She told me her side. That she thinks it is just a scam. That he will come back after weeks or days. Yes, like it's all publicity. I almost got angry with what she said. But oh well, it is just her opinion. More like of, one of her instincts. And not to mention, her instincts are always right! Okay, so forget about it.

Days have passed and the issue became bigger and bigger. Yesterday, September 13th, Hottests made their protest in front of JYPE building from 2pm-6pm. They returned about 1000k CDs and got no idea what happened next. I saw pictures of the protest and they gave me goosebumps. I didn't know that they would actually stay there under the sun for four hours? Ha. Okay, I don't want to get hit by the other Hottests, okay? We're cool. =]

Rumors start to appear out of nowhere. The first rumor that I sniffed (Yes, sniffed. XD) was, there was something going on between JYPE and Jay. (HEY! Don't be malicious. I wasn't even done yet. *rolleyes) Some say they were having problems and stuff. Okay. Trigger me more so I could burst. Lol. It's very unlikely to happen since JYP never gave up his hopes on Jay. Jay was like the rebellious whatsoever dude four years ago. And now, he has changed. (Antis, people can do change it that short time span. Why don't you try it?!)

Second rumor. Wait. Before that, can I just say.."HEY MOM! I think you were right!" *coughs* Marketing ploys, dude. I still waver that though. Why would they need that? They're like the hippest boy band in Korea. Having the most number of fans in Korea. (Gosh, what happened to those Cassies out there? ;o) I don't know where to stand since, I am really really curious why JYP is doing nothing to get him back! Or is he? But why so slow? Shouldn't he be giving statements that Jay is coming back or stuff? I don't know~

All those outdated and those naive fans just don't know where to be biased on. They do not know if they should believe on rumors. Ha! As if they know it's just a rumor.

People can be dumb, people can be scenic and the worst, people can be ruthless! Like those netizens who made this possible. Thank you. *sarcasm

Regardless, let us just ignore this issue and let's just watch Wild Bunny Episode 7 since I wasn't able to watch it these past few days. I luckily found a free time to relax.

Three girls; One dream

2009-09-14T10:09:00.006+07:00

So I've got thirty minutes to finish this blog post. Can I finish it in just a short time? Let us see. XD

Be reminded that WE are all fangirls. And if you think we're acting too much, don't forget that I also know how to swear and bitch on other people. So if you have anything agaisnt me or my fangirl-ing stuff..this is a warning. Kthanksbye. (:

Who are these three girls?! *coughs* I don't know what to call us but FANGIRLS. Just like every girl out there who dreams to be with her celebrity love interest. *rawr

Meet SCM2MJJ. (:

Aila, the simple one. She's the simplest one among the three of us. BUT she's the most mang-aagaw one. LOLOL. She has soo many hubbies. I mean, SO MANY. She claims everyone as hers. XD

Chaii, the sweet one. I dunno how I came up with that. Maybe because her other aka is xwiit_as_candii. Lol, idk. Nah. She's sweet. Like, really.

And yours truly, the loyalist. I have reasons why I labeled myself like that. First, I stick with MYC the longest. Okay, rephrase. I prioritize MYC more than any man in DBSJ! XDD The other two, they don't. They always change their love interests. *gets bricked by SCM & JJ*

We have different attitudes. Aila is this girl who will just appear out of nowhere then she'll start saying funny stuff. ((= Chaii is this girl who will say 'HI' first then chikka, chikka then before you know it, you're already laughing your ass off. And me, I come with style. I make people laugh. Sometimes not. I am the weird one, I guess. Lol. HEY! Why do I keep on praising myself. Am I Junsu?! XDD

Have we had an argue over these boys?! Nope, we haven't. And never will. Eventhough I am the one who doesn't want to share with Aila, I..we will never let anything ruin our closeness. The three of us. You know, the thing is, WE SHARE. Though it's really weird. Three girls sharing one guy? Ewww. Well, it's not just one boy, there are EIGHTEEN of them! Five from TVXQ! and thirteen from Super Junior. Err. Shall we do a little Maths here? XD So, five = TVXQ and thirteen = Super Junior, right? Hmm. We minus TWO from five and minus ONE from Super Junior. You wouldn't wanna know whom I 'ditched' would you? :P

Have I lost you yet? Haha! Okay so now we have FIFTEEN boys in total. So minus again THREE and we will have TWELVE. Now, divide TWELVE into THREE we'll have FOUR right? And that four is what we fairly share. For example. Group one will be spending the *night* day with Aila, then other one, will be with Chaii and me with MYC..I mean the other group. Then the next *night* DAY!! It'll be the other way around. Like a cycle or something like that.

Do you really think those THREE which I recently minused will be totally off? Of course not! Let me reveal those three. (: Starting off with my one and only Prince Charming, Mickyyyy. Then Aila's hero, Jaejoong. And of course, Chaii's husbie Max. :D We're totally unbelievable, right?! *gets hit by all Cassies*

I guess I already lost you. Haha. Okay, so I'll explain it again. Long story short, I ditched someone at SJ to make it equally 12. We share those 12 boys fair and square. And for TVXQ, we don't actually share them you know. What is mine, is mine! Gets? =)) I wouldn't dare sharing MYC with Aila and Chaii. I am very well contented with him. Same with those two, they wouldn't also dare. *the three girls get bricked by SJ boys XDD*

Anyway, I read Chaii's confession. That she's falling for Sungmin. *slaps SCM* In our ELF world, Sungmin is mine and Eunhyuk is hers while Kang-in is Aila's. (like we are really really in favor of them) But because I have mentioned that WE SHARE, there aren't hard feelings and stuff. It's alright if the other one likes the other's best guy. It's no big deal, is it? Because after all, we are just fangirls.

End of the sad story. DXX

Nah. I kid. I don't think I can end it here. I haven't mentioned anything touching or anything full of emotions yet. *runs to their room to get some inspiration*

I've got no idea why I made this entry. Maybe because..this fangirl-ing thing has got in to me. I can't survive a day without going online and check the latest happenings about them. I know right, I am making my life miserable because of people whom I can never meet. *sarcasm* *slaps herself* *snaps out of it*

Let's just make this long story short, shall we? I am getting bored. Really. It's just that..the only reason why I go online is because I want to talk to these two. They're like part of my daily routine. My day wouldn't be complete unless I chit-chat with them. *Same with you Krash;Iana Vi Mira..I also can't survive without you. I'm nothing without you. Charing. XDD* I don't know how it all started. The bondings, the experiences, those impossible and crazy discussions. ((=

Right. I am lost. This post is totally..messy and random. I don't know if I'd read it back or something. D; I'm getting tired of typing. :))

Nevertheless, we'll continue what we're doing and spread this DongBangSuJu virus. Hwaiting~!

I know my grammar sucks. I don't care. Why would I? I only pay attention to my grammar whenever I am in the mood. ((=

Goodbye Cyberworld bricked

2009-09-11T01:07:00.004+07:00

As what I have mentioned on my other blog. ^^.

Hello! It says that 'You can still contact me at my tagboard by clicking this'. Err. This isn't my tagboard. This is my permanent blog while I am away.

Let me say Goodbye first before I leave. I'm gonna be inactive for a couple of days. I am bombarded with so many things and I don't know how to accomplish them all. I didn't see this coming. I'm not going to freeze my Karma because I'll try to go online using my phone or whatever. Plus, Daisz is going to be active again so I won't be thinking about her Plurk anymore. ((= I am also gonna e-mail Rachel to say my sorry because I haven't started yet and here I am going to say goodbye for the mean time. I even put my blog underconstruction. I don't want to have visitors while I am away so..spare with me. :] Though I opened this one. I'm so weird.

I am so gonna miss cyberworld. I know that I'll miss a lot of things. I'll try to be back as soon as possible. Maybe before or after sem-break, I'll be kicking my arse again. (:

I'll leave my comment box on..err. I don't know if I'll leave a tagboard or what. Anyway, reach me on my Plurk and on my Twitter.

Cheers! :PP

One more thing, I'll be deleting this account the very moment I re-open my blog. XDDD

Ha! I re-opened this because I wanted to use a certain template but I don't know what came up to me and brought this back. I spent three hours editing it. I wasted it. O.o;; Anyway, it was a Cyworld style. I like it very much. It has many navis. ^^. It just feels different in a way that I can't figure out. It was too Pink-ish for me. D: The template is totally cute. *bows to the contributor*

Anyway, I'll delete the other since I won't be needing it. It contains the message above so..it's useless. Lol. Nonetheless, here is the link of that blog so that you can see that I am really a full blooded Cassie. ((:

So I guess this is goodbye? I have to wake up early since I have a busy day ahead of me. Oops. Did I just say 'busy'? I meant, 'big'. -________- I feel like giving up eventhough I haven't faced those burdens yet. :-j I am such a quitter.

Okay, my eyes can't hold it anymore. Good night.. MORNING blogosphere.

I'll miss everything. I'll miss everyone. T^T

What time is it?! It's 2PM!

2009-09-10T14:00:00.002+07:00

Hello. I really waited for 14:00 to come just for me to post this short entry of mine. I recently got the latest scoops on 2PM. To make it short (since I am really busy right now) this is the blog where it explains everything. *bows to the person who spent his time writing that article*

Also, I found a 2PM blog template. Hottests, use it if you want to. I wanted to post a comment and express my gratitude to this contributor but I can't remember my password. Nor the email-adress that I used. O_o;; Hoping that YOU ( lil'missy ) are reading this, I just want to say that you did a good job. :]

One more thing, I learned that they photoshopped Jay out of 2PM on the Dream Concert poster. ;o *runs to search for the new poster*

I know that I am a little more focused on 2PM these days. *Gets bricked by all the Cassies* And I am really really sorry. Err. I promise I'll start updating about TVXQ! once I got out from these burdens. I wasn't expecting that they would come really. :(

Hottests shed their tears..

2009-09-08T16:34:00.004+07:00

I recently learned that Jay of 2PM is now officially an EX-MEMBER. But..but, in my heart..he will always be a 2PM member. I don't have the right info on why he left. But I ought to know since I am a Hottest. Ofcourse I felt sad upon hearing it. It's very unlikely to happen. Jay is like the greatest dude from 2PM. Urgh. What about Wild Bunny? What about the 'Let's be together forever' thingy? Uhhh. Hottests' world is starting to fall. T^T We won't let that happen, will we? But..2PM will never be 2PM without leader Jay. *sigh* Let us just hope for the best.

Wonder why this kind of things keep on happening? An upsetting incident is happening to TVXQ! And now..this?! What's next? Which group is next? What is this curse? People should not suffer..but I guess life itself is..cruel.

I will miss you Jay. I will miss everything about you. In case you're reading this. (I hope.) I just want you to know that what you did was wrong..it hurt a lot of people. But if that's what going to make things right (I dunno. It's so wrong. So wrong.) I'll be on your back. Fighting~!

Anyway, I'm going now. Since I convinced my Mom to break our unhealthy diet just for a night! Bye.

Update

2009-09-07T16:35:00.002+07:00

Before I start with my story, let me say something first. I don't know but I think that this is my 3rd post for the month of September. Err. The other day, I don't know what got into me and I didn't even mention that it was my first post for September. First BER post. I wasn't aware. :-j I think I was totally engrossed with watching SuJu's Mini Drama or something like that.

Err. So let's start with my story. I just went to the dentist. HA! In case you're wondering if this story has something to do with a dentist, the answer is YES. It has. It all started not very long ago. Maybe around 2001 or 2002? It was my first time to visit a dentist. Seriously. Why? Because I am a coward cat. I freak out whenever I see a needle. I hate hospitals, I hate doctors, I hate dentists..I hate everything related to medicine. But I suppose life itself is really amazing. XD I hadve kidney problems and I used to go to NKI every month. Err. I had to undergo fasting thingyy for CBC and ultrasound. I can still remember the days. I eat my brunch at around 2PM or past. I had to make sacrifices. I thought they would never end. But as I mentioned, life is really amazing. NO! Amazing isn't the right word. PLAYFUL? Nah, I don't think so. Anyway, I think I lost you. Sorry. As what I was saying, It was my first time to visit a dentist. And..I know this is totally embarassing. I shouldn't be bringing this one up but I don't know. Posting stuff about Micky is already embarassing and I think this is another way of expressing the other side that I posses. The WEIRD one. Err. I lost you again. K, I'm gonna try not to confuse you this time.

I went to a dentist to have Teeth cleaning and teeth filling. (I am not aware of my teeth. I mean, I can live with just two times brushing a day. It's not enough.) I can still remember the day where I first went to a dentist. It was totally..crazy! The dentist had to tie me up inorder to pull off my tooth. I freaked out so much that I didn't care about those people outside. Embarassing but cool. You know. I was shouting and crying and uhhhh. The days. My Mom pinched me so many times so that I could stop but I didn't. She was very very angry. And after that incident, Mom has never brought me to a dentist until today. Wondering if I did it again? Nah. I didn't. :) I acted professionally because I hate being embarassed because of small things. Weee. But I did cry. I did. I had reasons. It hurt! So why not cry if you could?! I mean..okay, nevermind. I am not a good example.

I just lost my mood to re-check everything and add some more. Because I didn't notice that it is now time for me to go out and go cycling. So, bye.

Heartquake.

2009-09-03T11:35:00.003+07:00

It's now heartquake not knottedhearts anymore. :-j I don't know where I got that, really. (: I suddenly felt the urge to grab something to eat but I can't since I am on a major diet. :P Anyway, I am here in my Mom's office again doing nothing. I dunno if I would attend my class laturr. Not in the mood to do so. :disgust: XD I just finished watching Super Junior Mini Drama Episode 1 and I am on my way to Ep.2. Lol. I just can't believe Wild Bunny Ep.7 (with subs) isn't out yet. All those Hottest are already posting shits on time2sub2's account. I pity them, really. Urgh. Shtupid people can't understand that subbing is a really difficult task. I've proved it. XD

Anyhoooo, while waiting for it and while waiting for the Ep.1 to be fully loaded, I visited TVXQ!'s page at Wiki. :)) I didn't know that almost all of their songs were composed by Micky! ^3^ *coughs* I also found this. :D

Turn on cc for the subs.

I've seen it before but didn't pay attention to it. XD Super Junior's K.R.Y together with TVXQ!'s Micky Yoochun and Uknow Yunho. oha. oha. Micky has more parts than U-know. A shock! A total shock! U-know usually has bigger parts than him then in this song it's the other way around. O:

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ I just love hearing MYC's rap! Fabulous! lol

Another treat.. 21st Century Rap Battle (SMTown Live 08 in Bangkok) with TVXQ!'s Micky and Yunho, Super Junior's Donghae and Shindong and of course, SHINee's Key.

Needless to say, Micky's part was the best! 11 points of 10! Lolol~ It was SUPERB! I am not saying this because I am a die hard fan of him. Amf. Talk about being fair. He did the fastest rap and it was really breath taking. :)) I could have lost my breath if I were him. XD *the stupid fangirl faints*

Time for change. ^^.

2009-09-01T12:49:00.001+07:00

It doesn't mean that I want some changes or something. XD So, okay.. let me blab first. Yesterday I was soo busy searching for awesome emoticons! And I couldn't find the right ones..but then.. K, so don't ask where I got them.

I just watched the first and second part of Attack on the Pin-up Boys. Lol. SCM was right! It's real funny. Anyway, I am here in my Mom's office again! I've got no classes since they're up to something. Urgh. My school is always up to something. And hoping that no one would turn off my laptop again. Sheesh. o.O Mom's sleeping so I should not make any sound or else, I am dead.

Err. Yesh. I took my Midterm Exam in Science I was really hoping that I would get a perfect score. I studied hard and I am sure of it. The test was easy for those who studied and difficult for those who did not. I was very confident while answering every question. I only took it for fifteen minutes. *I'm bragging TOO MUCH! . * Then,I saw my teacher and she told me that I only got 46 out of 50 points. Of course, I was totally blanked out when she said that. I don't know what they are and I am NOT going to find out. It's quite upsetting. :-<

MOVE ON ENEY! MOVE ON! So what if you didn't get the perfect score?! Besides, you know that you did your best and things don't really come out as expected. Forget about it. It doesn't materr~ Fart. It does.

Enough with school issues. They're so.. unbelievable. Really.

As what I was saying, time for change because of errr. K, long story short. I have mentioned that I am a HOTTEST right? Andd err. I don't know what came up to me and I started liking Jo Kwon and Im Seulong from 2AM. Just because I learned that they are funny and humble and crazy and *drools at Seulong!* then MYC immediately came and hits Eney with a bat* Blah blah. I also watched their A Friend's Confession MV and I saw Again and Again. A Youtuber also mentioned that PM 2 was also seen at Wonder Girls' So Hot MV. So I rushed and there I saw it! Now, I have the feeling that JYP's favorite is 2PM. K, fine. :-j

I don't know but I am not in the mood to continue neither to check if this entry has a correct grammar. I am feeling sleepy but I can't since I have to study Math later and I HAVE to watch Attack on the Pin-up boys! I think I know who's doing it!

Today must be special!

2009-08-29T21:54:00.001+07:00

Not only because I joined a blog contest for the very first time. (And YOU are going to help me win! ^3^ Clickie, click!)

*squeaks* I have finally found a grip on riding a bicycle! I can still remember the days when I almost gave up. My bad. I already gave up and I don't know what came up to me and I continued learning it again. I have bruises.The simultaneous tripping over. I thought they would never end. I felt really frustrated because I thought I could not make it. I was on the verge of giving up but, there was someone who served as an inspiration. She never gave up on me and I know that she never will.

Poshqueen.us' first contest!

2009-08-29T12:50:00.002+07:00

And I am in it! Okay, for starters, this will be my first time to join a blog contest. >.<

1st Prize:
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5. 1 Month ad spot from Beng of http://twinsanity.info

ps. added:
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1. .info domain from (POSHQUEEN.US)
2. 1 year hosting from Mica of http://pink-host.info/
3. 1 month ad spot from Gail of http://snoogumx.net
4. Wordpress Theme from Anne of http://pinkfab.info
5. 1 month 125×125 ad spot from Sheryl of http://www.candypastel.com/

3rd Prize:
1. 2 months ad space on from Yesha of http://sweetposh.com
2. 1 month ad spot from Mhaye of http://mwahugz.net
2. 2 months text link from Lissie of http://skipaheartbeat.com
3. 500 EC credits from http://yourpaperdoll.in

BONUS PRIZE: HIGHEST REFERRER gets Kawaii Accessory form Yesha of http://theshopaholicstore.multiply.com

I am so looking forward to this contest. I used to blab that I want to have my own domain but since I am broke and nobody would help me, I can't. Yes, I am hoping that I would be lucky and have one. But it isn't about the prizes only..it's also about the experience and maybe the friends that I am going to gain on my way or something like that.

So people, I am begging you to please, help me with this one! I'm alright with the runner-up title. Your help would mean a lot! Kamsahaminda. :]

I got you under my skin~

2009-08-28T23:53:00.002+07:00

Du beo ye kiss doeu geop teo jed beo ril geot gat eun ni shim jang eul~ *Will always be MYC's treat. :)*

My favorite part in this song. Lol. So what's up with this song? I also dunno >.<> So I can't copy it to my iPod. Amf. I have to re-download it then convert it. So yeah, I'll do it later. :]

The first time I heard this song..

Err. When TVXQ! was performing it at SMTown Concert 2008 here in Thailand. Impression? Haha! I don't know. What do you think would I feel about the song? Knowing that I couldn't understand what they were singing and I didn't know who they were. How was that?! Weird. I know right!

Favorite part..

As what I have mentioned, Du beo ye kiss doeu geop teo jed beo ril geot gat eun ni shim jang eul is my favorite part. You can't just ask people why or why not. I have reasons. :D If you know me well enough, you would understand why I chose it.

For starters, *coughs* (I think I am crazy for saying these things again and again) I am totally into him that's why I would love whatever it is that he does! In short, I am a complete sucker for Micky Yoochun. ^3^

Why do I love him..

I've got no idea. Like what I have mentioned before, U-know was my first guy at TVXQ! and I thought that it would never change. But I was wrong. Completely wrong. Wrong in both ways. For thinking that I would stay on his side. And for liking him first. :)) *Forgive me for I have sinned. XD* People say that I easily get sick of things. I waver that fact. Why? Uhm. Please do explain to me why my heart trembles whenever I see him. Regarding the fact that I am really outdated with them. I only hear about them..HIM to be more specific every once in a while. So why? If I easily get sick, I should have ditched him for another one before right? LOL. I am getting off-topic. O_o

Do I dance to this song?

LMAO. Er, should I answer it accurately? Lol. I don't study the steps but I did study the lyrics. I am having problems pronouncing each word. O.o;; Just like in Chinese, I jumble up some words. Like, q, z, ch, XD. My tongue isn't as flexible as a gymnast! XD

The only reason why I brought up this topic is because I am seeing five hot young men dancing Mirotic right in front of me! Though the song playing in my iPod is 'It's You' by SuJu. ^.^ I had to mute the other one since my laptop speaker's down and Mom is watching TV so I can't turn the volume up. I just put my earphones straight to my ears and listen to 'It's You'. Weird~

Ks, I'm done. *runs to download Mirotic.* Wonder if they have a really hot version of Mirotic. XD

Nichkhun's gay?!

2009-08-26T13:18:00.003+07:00

Ehem. I just woke up from a very short nap and how I wanted to go back to bed. But not anymore. Er, rephrase? ;_; I just.. can't believe my eyes on what I read seconds ago! I know you are all puzzled or surprised with this. But please, read it very carefully. You might miss something!

Here's the story. This incident happened three days or so ago! Hmm. One of those days when P'Khun was here. I'm not sure! XD

Before anything else, let me introduce Prem Busarakamwong. Tata Young's ex-fiance. So what's so intruiging about this guy?! EVERYTHING. Every move he makes is an issue! From 'he is gay' up to 'he is the reason why they broke up'. The press hates him. All those negative issues say it all. He's even labeled as a Talentless guy. Or something like that.

What does this Prem guy has something to do with Nichkhun? Well, well. Little did you know, there's a spreading gay rumor between the two of them. Now that's totally, disgusting. Click here to watch Prem's interview.

Prem stated that they did go to a pub. BUT, they went along with some friends. "He had just finished filming for TAT (the Tourism Authority of Thailand) and he wanted to go out. And we went with some friends, there were 5 or 6 of us. The next day, he had to leave for Korea."

Fast forward~

Press: "Did you do anything to make people that suspicious?"

Prem: "Nope. I didn't do anything suspicious. At around one am, we all headed home. Those people who introduced me to Khun was people from their company and said that he wanted to go out. So we went. That's all."

RUMORS! Pfft. They can really be something. Rumors can ruin your name, sometimes.

Question: Do I believe this rumor? Nope. I don't. Nichkhun is well-guarded by JYP road managers or whatever you call that and..have you seen the fancam where a girl asked to have a picture with him? C'mon. It's very unlikely to happen. He's well-known not only in Thailand or Korea but in the whole Asia, I guess. And of course, fangirls are always there to watch on him. He won't do anything stupid, right? Oh yeah. I forgot Woody's talk show. He already answered the true thing about his gender. The boy's a really smart boy. XD

Nevertheless, let us just ignore this Prem dude. He lacks attention, that's why. URGH.

I need some tissue paper and sunglasses, please!

2009-08-26T09:32:00.004+07:00

Remember what I have mentioned the other day? Micky and Hero are doing something together? Er, the 'it has something to do with Boy Pop Factory' thingy? They were promoting 'Colors'. Anyway, here's a video of them performing Begin.

One word; BEAUTIFUL.

I don't know about you guys..but this song, this video made me feel something I haven't felt my whole life. Yes, I busted in tears. And I have never thought that I would actually cry over something like this. Seeing Micky.. you can really see that he was about to cry. Knowing all those barriers that they are going through. :-<

URGH. Love, why are you doing this to me?! Love is powerful indeed. Lol.

Can someone just cheer me up?! I feel like dying here. My eyes hurt and.. uh, nevermind. How I wish I was there for him. How I wish I could cheer him up. How I wish I am someone I am not. Okay, reality check again. But no matter how many reality checks I do, I can't seem to wake up. Stupid. o.O

It's just that.. I have fallen in love. I didn't just say that, did I?

Dirty Eyed Girls - BEG's Abracadabra Parody MV ^^

2009-08-26T07:00:00.004+07:00

It's 7 in the morning and here I am. I should be sleeping by now. I woke up by accident. Lol. So, since I've got nothing to do, I checked out Youtube then went straight to time2sub2's channel.

Viola! The music video is already out! WOOO. They released it yesterday but the subbed version was released five hours ago!

Remember their goal? 100,000 views in Youtube. So, as a Hottest (I feel weird whenever I refer myself as a Hottest, I prefer using Hottie. Oooh well.) and as an I am (2AM's fc? Lol. I have never thought they would really use pretty weird names. XD), you will help them reach it! HOW? By watching it in their own channels once they release it. 2PM's YT channel & 2AM's YT channel. Hey! What are you waiting for? Go on and watch it! *I haven't watched it though. Lolol.

Yamaha Fino Version 2

2009-08-25T22:18:00.006+07:00

Mike and Golf with Super Junior's Siwon, Yesung, Kyuhyun and Ryeowook. Together with The Star 5 grand winner, Singto.

This thirty-second commercial was released two days ago and I only saw it five minutes ago! How dumb is that! Anyway, I am still raiding Lyn's Lakorn for more infos about this commercial. Anyway, I can't seem to find it. Lol. But I'll still search. :D

The guy in 0:03, that's Mike. 0:04, Kyuhyun. 0:05, Singto wearing blue shirt (yes, the one who was driving. Ehem. He's only 16!). 0:10, the one who threw that poor little crab was Ryeowook. At around 0:12, Golf was the one who's driving while Yesung was the one who was holding those fish that they bought (? I guess XD) And of course, Siwon! LOL. For those who are wondering what he was singing.. It was "วันเพ็ญเดือนสิบสอง--wan pen de-urn sip song" a line from Loy Kratong. *Google it! XDD

I really love how Mike and Golf reacted at the end! XD Especially Golf. He was like, "EH?" haha. And ohhh. Ryeowook! He didn't care about Siwon's singing! He was engrossed with watching the stars. Yesung and Kyuhyun were totally..uh! XD In short, doubt was written all over their faces! Haha. Maybe they didn't expect that he would be able to sing Thai song. ((=

Unlike in the first version of this commercial when Sungmin said "Oh สวยมาก- suaii maak" they weren't surprised! They were fascinated by the beauty of the lanterns. XD Anyway, I love his accent. :P I also saw the making of the first version. :> There was a part where Donghae said "araii neah" which means, "What is this?" I just don't know what happened and they didn't include it. XD

Looking forward to the third Version of this commercial. Hoping that Eunhyuk would be there! XD

I was supposed to post information about that commercial and NOT fangirling. =))

WOO!

2009-08-25T16:02:00.002+07:00

We just got home and I am really tired. :P I renewed my Visa and the drive was really long. I haven't got that bored in every drive we have. O.o Maybe because I couldn't listen to some songs because my Mom told me not to. I also couldn't sleep because my Mom told me not to. And I couldn't even read a magazine or a book because I didn't bring any. Lol. We were with the school secretary, Ms. Neung and Mr. Wit, the one who drove for us. He's the Music teacher in our school by the way. XD

After we went to the Immigration, we ate in a Vietnamese restaurant and before that, we have to search where that restaurant is! It was really hot. OMG~ I was wearing my Tuesday uniform and it totally sucks! Haha! The blouse has really long sleeves so I had to fold it up..but since the Sun was killing, I folded it back. XD

Okay, so let us fast forward everything. We went to a Mall and I went straight to a magazine store! And there I saw a korean mag! Not really Korean. Lolol. But the cover was TVXQ, ~~Girls Generation~~ and Super Junior. :P I read it first to see if it's interesting or what. They still feature TVXQ!'s Mirotic Concert here in Thailand. I even saw MYC's unpleasant hair. XDD ANDDDDD, I saw a picture of him with lots of girls dancing with him. The other girl was 'hugging' his thigh! Kinda near to his private area. I somehow felt really angry. Like I was jealous or something. If I were his girlfriend, I would bitch slap that girl and nag MYC! The thing is, I AM NOT! =)) That made me feel so bad! I wanted to rip apart that freaking magazine but I didn't bring my empty wallet so..I couldn't! I walked out of that magazine angrily. I was really imagining myself slapping her and nagging MYC. Then he apologizes and tells me that he loves me so much. More than he could ever love. *Reality check!!* *coughs* Yeah, right Eney. Yeah right. :]

I really have to get over it and make myself accept that it's not going to happen. Things like that can only happen in dreams. And I have to stop dreaming because in the end, I will just get hurt. Like so much more.

Anyway, Puma Simplice Wn's made my day. ((= I made myself busy by window shopping! XD And I saw those shoes so I tried them on. My Mom caught me and she asked me if I like them. I said I don't like. But I really do. And before I knew it she already bought them. The shoes were really expensive maybe around 2500+. It's already expensive for an unemployed and broke teen like me so, it's not practical! But as what my Mom said, that 2500 isn't enough to buy my happiness. Hence, I should not go near anything expensive so my 'happiness' would not be that expensive. XDD

Errr. I wanna go fangirling, really. I wanna post some news anything related to my favorite K-Pop artists. Psh. Please do stop me! o.O Uh. On the other hand, Wild Bunny season 6 has just started! No, maybe it's already finished. XD It's almost 7 in Korea so, it's now finished. XD Gotta check it tomorrow evening! I am really excited. Me and my Mom are! ((= Yesh, I made her watch it. She was like laughing secretly. XDD Speaking of her, she's here na..hmm. Which means, I gotta stop this now and uh, get myself ready because we are gonna go jogging and..*sigh XD I can smell crackers and Tuna salad for dinner..AGAIN. *sigh

What's NEW?!

2009-08-22T13:39:00.008+07:00

Since I won't be having my Chinese class this afternoon because my teacher has a stomach ache so I'm free! Lol. But just until 3:00 or before, because Ohm dongsaeng will bother me with his homework. O.o

Let us start with DBSK, so what's up with the lawsuit thingy? Oh..f-ck that. The hearing's still on going. And I didn't read what happened though. XD Anyway, Micky and Hero are doing a project together. It has something to do with Boy Pop Factory 2009 or something like that. While Max is endorsing something and U-know's busy with his up coming TV soap. And I don't know about Xiah. I'm not really good in giving details, you know. Especially now that I lost my interest visiting fansites and just see those news about that lawsuit. It pisses me off. D: On the other hand, the All About DBSK DVD is now out! Hurry to the nearest Mall and get your copy!! *Or not. SM will just benefit from it. URGH.* I just watched the CPT of YooSu. :D YooSu couple is the new hot while YunJae is the new not. Some say that their CPT sank just like that. Oh well, we all know how amazing Micky and Xiah are! XD

Moving on to Super Junior, is Kibum really going to leave SuJu?! ANIYO! He won't. Who said that anyway? Are they going to Disband?! Now, that's worse than a rumor. They're not. :D Super Junior in Thailand?! Now you're talking!! XD According to a magazine that I saw last night (and which I also wanted to buy. Lol) they're gonna have their 2nd Tour in Asia! I'm so looking forward to this! Thai ELFs, I don't have the exact date yet..but I am sure that you'll find it in that magazine! IDK~ 711 has that also Lotus.. and even THE MALL. Bali! Bali! XD Uhmm. Has anyone noticed Heechul's and Micky's HUGE similarity? I mean, looking at their It's You MV, Heechul looks a lot like Micky!! Cool. XD

Question: Have you seen Girls Generation's cover of Sorry Sorry? If not, don't even bother. You're just gonna waste your time. Psh. When I saw it, I was like.."What are they doing?! *then closes the YT tab*" I almost sued YT for that. Lolol. Face it. Girls Generation is just a group trying to show off their legs which underwent surgeries. Dammit. I don't care if you'd curse me or what. That's what I think about them..and if you think I am wrong. THINK AGAIN!!! XD

Okaay. Now with 2PM. Is it true that the girls from Wonder Girls (lol) are mad at 2PM? If you've seen their interview and took it seriously, well then DON'T. They just laughed it off, right? They were just goofing around. What if they're not? This creeps me out. XD Oh yeahh. JYP already apologized at Official Online Cafe for 2PM's littering criticisms. :D

Question again: Who do you think is better when it comes to giving charm or something like that (lol), SHINee or 2PM?! A poll was made between the two rising ~~boy~~ male bands by Popseoul. And as of August 22nd, here's the results!! Don't ask whom I voted forrrr. It's too obvious. LOL

SHINee is composed of really cute and talented boys. But compared with 2PM, they're.. uh, nevermind. [: I'm also a part of SHINee World. So, don't worry. :)

Let us end this entry with a *whatever you want to call* CUTE picture of 2PM.

LOL at their characteristics! :P

Wild Bunny ^^

2009-08-20T15:07:00.011+07:00

A lot of people have mistaken for this 'Wild Bunny' thingy. They always think that it's an XXX show. Apparently, it's not. It's a reality show which features 2PM. Mnet airs it every Tuesday at 18:00 (+9 GMT) and time2sub2 releases the subbed version every Wednesday evening around 21:00 (+7 GMT). Madam2PMsubs also releases the subbed version but time2sub2 is faster. These two subbing teams are like the best-es and fastest subbing team that I have ever known. I am not sure about GOE;ss but I heard they're also great. :)

I got hooked up with this show since the very first time I saw it on YouTube. I guess that was July 20th. A day after it was first seen on YT. Lol. So what's so interesting about this show?! A LOT!! You can't miss it. All the episodes are really funny and they are all.. adorable. But I think episode five is the best so far. I am currently downloading part 3&4 of Ep.5. I'll save it in my iPod. You know, whenever I am bored and I can't get near my laptop. =))

Hmm. Can I blab here about the episodes?! ZOMGGG~ Okaaay. The very first episode was, they all escaped from their manager and had a night out. They even stole their manager's wallet and sneaked out their car. Lol. Of course in the end, the manager captured them and back to work. XD The second one was.. they portrayed their weird sides through a photoshoot. Ah. I don't know. Lol. Episode 3 was still a continuation of Episode 2. And then Episode 4 was about..Bullying Taecyeon for not sharing Dried Mangoes. 1oo secret cameras, I guess. Kinda harsh but definitely amusing. Finally, Episode 5.. the other four members, (Jay, Khun, Junho and Junsu) left Wooyoung, Taecyeon and Chansung hanging. XD But of course, the staff of WB won't let those three look so miserable or whatever so they planned something. And it was, BETRAYAL. Adding up Jokwon and Seoulong, doing B.E.G's Abracadabra. This episode will be a blast!!!! Ah. Randommm XD

PS: I am not yet done watching Ep.5 because I wasn't able last night. I was real busy watching a TV soap. XD Anyway, I suggest you watch it. You won't regret. I swear. (:

Anddddddddd fansite for 2PM? I suggest Madam2PMsub's fansite. It's in bilingual by the way. [:

Waa. screams Lol.

2009-08-17T13:54:00.004+07:00

So I finally got my hands on my lappy. It has been days since I really stayed for who knows until when in front of my lappy having a good time and NOT having a massive headache or any aches. Lol.

I just went online because I have a presentation tomorrow and I have to do the research today. Fotunately my Mom told me that she's gonna help me because she's pretty sure that I can't make it all alone. Plus, she doesn't trust me much when it comes to my studies. We were even arguing about what topic should I present. But it's okay now. Uh, Moms. XD

Anyway, there's something that worries me a lot! I don't know if I am excited for Friday to come or what. I am just worried. What if.. NO!! I should be very optimistic. I can't let my worries defeat my positive side. On the other hand, I will continue going to church every Fridays and maybe even every Sundays. I have to lessen my sins. O.o;;

I should be attending my class right now but, they have a test. I don't know slash don't care what that is. I would probably sleep later if I'd finish this report asap.

Oh yeah. The title?! Kekeke~ I screamed! LOL Okay, don't ask. XD Taha~ I kid. I just saw Wooyoungie and Sungminnie. *gets bricked by Micky then hides under THEIR bed* Nevermind. --;

Amusing, really. XD

2009-08-14T18:30:00.005+07:00

I don't know what's amusing! Lol. The word just came out of my mind and I couldn't think of a good title. XD

Today's Friday and I am expected to go fangirling every Fridays. But I am exhausted and literally dying of hunger. I just cleaned my room and I was like, "WOW!" when I saw how messy my room is. I haven't noticed how messy it was since this afternoon. I have never thought I could be that slovenly. O: I just got busy that's all. *Saving myself from complete embarrassment XD*

Currently waiting for my Cup Jok (porridge) to get cold and waiting for Wild Bunny part 3&4 Episode 4 to load. :D And watching It's You by SuJu, drama version. In other words, I am bored. I wanna go out but I still can't because I have to wait for my Mom and I am also tired. Zomggg.

Anyway, I am really glad because I was the first one to comment on the part 3 of Wild Bunny Episode 4. Here, check it out! LINK! WHAT? I just get entertained whenever I watch Wild Bunny. All the guys from 2PM are adorable. =]

On the other hand, I have a new iPod. YAY. My previous iPod got retarded so my Mom bought me a new one! It's way cooler than the old one.

I only added four songs and seven videos. I don't know what else to add. Any suggestions? I don't know if I'd add some Other Language songs. For videos maybe it's okay if the song's in Korean or Chinese. But for mp3 thingy, I don't think so.

Hmm. I can't type that much because I am busy eating so.. I'll end things here. :D

Before I forgot, LOL on my Tagalog entry!!! Epic! XDD

Hay Buhay!

2009-08-13T16:47:00.003+07:00

Osige. Dahil wala ako sa mood, magtatagalog ako ngayon! Taglish ui! Kasi ganito. Sobrang bwiset na bwiset ako ngayon! As in! Ang sarap ngang iuntog ng ulo ko sa pader eh. Kaya lang, baka magkasugat ako.. sayang naman.

KWENTO -- Nag edit ako ng picture.. kasi ano.. gusto ko ng palitan yung background image ng ano.. doon sa Youtube acount ko. Kaya lang, the size was too large kaya ayun, I had to edit it for like, so many times. I spent hours doing it kaya lang, palpak pa rin. /facepalm

Eto nga pala yung preview.

Heto yung gusto kong kalabasan..

At eto naman yung pangkasalukuyan kong ginagamit.

Pagkakalaki ng pagkakaiba, diba? Pasensya na no, di ako gaanong marunong mag-edit eh.

Ang masama pa nito eh, ang bagal ng internet ko. Pero bago ang lahat ng iyan, binisita ko muna ang channel ng time2sub2 at ayon na nga, nandoon na iyong videos ng Wild Bunny. Ako naman, si atat, ni-load ko kahit ang bagal-bagal ng net ko. Halos limang oras kong inintay. Dalawang videos muna yung inuna ko. Mga, 10 minutes lang naman yoon. Pero wala talaga. Yoong isa, tumigil. Ewan ko kung bakit. Yung isa naman, patapos na eh, bigla kong napindot yung Flickr button. So ayun, nawala. x_________________________________x Ang tanga ko talaga.

Di nga lang siguro halata, pero I am really not in the mood. Like I wanna freak out or something.

Boom boom boom. I want you in my room. LOL

2009-08-13T11:39:00.002+07:00

Again, I don't know how I came up with the title. LOL.

Last night, I stayed up late knowing that I would watch Asian Countdown blahblah. No matter how tired I was, I still insisted to wait for it. Unfortunately, I guess I didn't read what was on the commercial the other day that very well, I have the wrong date! I just saw วันพุธ 5 ทุ่ม 20. which means, Wednesday, 11:20PM. So I assumed that it would be last night. Silly me..I didn't think that they'd show programs about Mothers. O_O

While waiting for it, I was listening to a certain song in my iPod. The song was playing over and over again. I was so dumb for doing it. I was on the stage where I was about to click the next button but I couldn't do it. I just couldn't. I don't know if I am just this dimwitted or what!! I need to have a life..and I HAVE to wake up. I wanna blame nobody for this. It's the price I have to paaaaaaay. :-"

Hmm. Noticed something on the sidebar? I edited out the Rule thingy. I don't know why I did that, really. I do not know if I did the right thing. And if ever I did, I should be happy right? Like, I should be celebrating. But, I am not. Then something's not right. DUH Eney, it's pretty obvious that something's not right. D:

I don't know about you guys but, being a Hottest isn't that bad after all. HEY. I am not saying that I am not a Cassie anymore, okay?! It's just that, I am losing interest with them. All I ever hear is this never ending lawsuit thingy. I am so freaking tired with it. Oh my gosh. I don't visit SYC anymore..also I don't watch their videos anymore. But.. we'll see.. who knows, maybe tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow, I would go crazy and drool over them AGAIN. HA!

Nevertheless, my love for Micky will never fade. :) Scratch that. :P

ZOMG! I used lotsa I DON'T KNOWs here. =)) Tell you what, I didn't want to include anything related to fangirling in this post. HA~ I want a change. I want to share my life not other people's life. I don't wanna act dumb anymore. BUT I CAN'T. And there's nothing I can do about it. Neither do you. I can still remember what my Mom always says, "If you want, there's a way. If not, there's a cause." LOL

What's cooking? XDD

2009-08-12T09:33:00.003+07:00

I've got no idea how I came up with the title. Maybe because I am dying of hunger here. We didn't shop last night because we thought that we're gonna leave early today. But, due to some conflicts of schedules, we're leaving at 11! Oh yeah. We don't have classes today because it's Mothers' Day. I already greeted my Mom. Don't worry. :D BUT, I'll greet her again.. 母亲节快! 我愛你媽媽! :)

Anyway, as I was browsing around.. I realized that I have so many accounts in the web. Examples are, Twitter, Plurk. etc. Whatever you call them. XD My Multiply account, Twitter account, Hi5 account, Friendster account, Tagged account, Imeem account, MyBrute account, Jamlegends account, Myspace account are all rotting! On the other hand, my Plurk account is starting to rot! UH. That's what I do, I just sign up and sign up then I'll leave it hanging! DUH. So much for the update. I easily get tired and idk~ lol. Anyway, the only account that I always use is, my YouTube account! YAY. Obviously, watching videos. What else do we have to do there?! Oh, not to mention, all those argues on Youtube! LOL. Some of them are really senseless and very ridiculous. Wonder why people fight over a very stupid reason. Oh my gosh. I didn't know that people could be THAT silly. :-j Don't worry, I myself is also silly. We're all silly. =))

Enough with that. It's already 10:10 and, I should be taking a bath right now. So, if it's already 10:10, what time do you think I'd finish taking a bath and getting all set? A very hypothetical question, REALLY. HAHAHA!

Update! Update! Update!

2009-08-10T14:13:00.002+07:00

I just got home from school and I am feeling really tired~ We had our "Open House Program" and I am one of the MCs. What's so tiring? EVERYTHING. The shoes, the make up. Those people. Uh. But it's kinda worth it.

Anyway, I've edited this blog for like, so many times because the comment box won't appear. Well, apparently it's there. Though, some say it's not. But I see it. Oh yeah. Thanks to Krash && Ailapot for helping me with the correct codes.

What would be today's update eh? I don't know. Really. Hm. I don't know if I already mentioned this but..the other day, Thursday, me and my Mom went to Sakeao. There's a bigger mall there. :D I raided every store in that mall just to find any TVXQ collectible. From CD stores up to dress stores. I ended up finding nothing. What kind of mall was that?! A stupid mall. I searched high and low..but I just couldn't find anything. I got tired and I gave up.

As I was sitting near Dairy Queen, I saw a group of young girls reading a TVXQ magazine. I asked them where I could find anything related to TVXQ. And good gosh. Why didn't I try the bookstores right?!! There were two bookstores..near the food court and the other one was on second floor. I tried the other one upstairs and the people there were really.. OMG. I got irritated and left that freaking bookstore without looking for magazines or books. Then I rushed downstairs. This was what the lady said.. "Oh. Sorry, we ran out. The last copy was bought about 15 minutes ago." Dammit! If I went to this store first, I wouldn't have missed it. Stoo-pid.

Then, last night.. I saw TWO different magazines about TVXQ. The other one costs 50B while the other one's 290B. I wanted to buy them both BUT, I chose not to. WHY? I don't know either. Maybe because I already felt frustrated the other day and.. uh. Nevermind. I told my Mom that I don't like Micky's hair on that magazine!!!! OMO. o_O Consider that as my reason why I didn't buy it. lol

Fangirling~!!!

2009-08-07T18:22:00.004+07:00

Before anything else, I want US to set aside those issues for a while. Forget about them. We can focus on TVXQ without minding that issue, can't we? Besides, it's JUST an issue. Yes, JUST AN ISSUE. I don't care about it since I know that they will be TVXQ! forever. HA! I would rather die a thousand deaths than to read and/or hear some not-so-good news about them. And I am so ready to fight to anyone who would dare bashing them.

So who is today's topic? Who am I on focus to?! Micky? Absolutely~! It will always be like that. Deal with it. :) Remember his hot wink and sexy mouth wipe? The other day I made something since I ~~was~~ am really enticed with this part~. I made it myself, okay? So don't even think of claiming it as yours. Oh my gosh. You're so cheap if you would do that.

I believe people call it, movie patch. Idk~ Really. Hmm. I had a lot to say about him the other day. I guess I forgot them all. OMO! o_O

He looked very stunning on that part. Like, everytime I take a peek on it, my clock would stop ticking and I would miss a second of my life. But it's worth it. Even if it's a minute. WHY? Because it is Micky Yoochun. I am so ready to give up a minute just to be with him. *Reality check!!*

Gaaa. I wanna post a gazillion reasons why I am so into him. But, I don't think a day would be enough. Anyhow, I am gonna post some reasons why I.. WE love Micky Yoochun next week. I can't remember where I last put my copy. I printed those facts a long time ago before I wasn't focused on him. I forgot where I got them.. gee. I don't know whom shall I give credits to.

No..no..no.. it has nothing to do about Max and Hero or not. Why did I post it then?! Because, Micky's there! Look closer! He's being covered by Max. How did I know? The headphone plus, that guy's left-handed. Since he's being covered.. let's focus on Max for a second. Is it me, or Max is starting to grow some mustache there! HOT!! Hero looked so tired. Seems like he didn't have a good night sleep. U-know-oppa, what did you do?!!! *gets hissed by YC-baby*

I am really in the mood to type and get hurt tonight!! So let's move on with YooSu couple.

I was browsing the other night when I saw these pictures.

When they were in Paris~ Around 2007 right?:b

OHHHH! I wanna be on Junsu's part! I wanna be hugged by MYC!! =(

I'm not quite sure where this was taken.

From Star King. Hmm. This episode was released last 2008. When the idk-what-the-name-of-their-group-is kids.. girls performed at Star King. I can still remember the HAHAHA song of the Noky brothers because of his hair.

And the MOST HEART BREAKING picture.

A fanfic. One hundred percent edited in Photoshop. Yet, I am really jealous. K, don't mind me. I am just excited to post this entry!

Okaaay. So what now? :B Ah. I am waiting for September 30th to come! Why? It's the release date of.. "COLORS Melody and Harmony" a duet by Micky and Hero.

I suppose, this is one of those pictures for the cover of I don't know.

They both look so pale! BUT, they're still fashionable and of course, HOT!! Spazzzzzzzzz~

Shoot. I think it's enough. Let's save some for next week's fangirling!!! ^_______________^

Kays. Pahabol. XDD

Next time, I'm gonna post a make-believe conversation of me and YC. ^^\m/ taha~

Sayonaraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa =]

2PM :B

2009-08-07T16:21:00.003+07:00

Taha. You might probably notice the sudden death of my blog! Two reasons; I didn't have much time. And the other one is.. I didn't have anything to blog!!! I couldn't go fangirling.

Again and again and again~

During my non-TVXQ hours, I spend my time being a Hottie *Something I wanna call for a person who idolizes 2PM*. That's actually my part time job. 25% Hottie and 77% Cassie. Where did that 2% come from? Idk~

How did it all start? Well, it started last, last, last, last, last, last, last? week. Can't remember why. lol Long story short..they're so cool and very natural. Especially on their reality show, Wild Bunny. ZOMG~ I suggest you watch it yourself. Right now, I am waiting for all those 5 parts to be loaded. :D

A group composed of 7 MEN who met by a cause?! Tahaaaa~ One Thai, six Koreans. Three aren't that good in Korean and two who are really great in Busan language. Two tall dudes. One weird yet totally cute guy. So on so forth.

Who's my most favorite and who's the least?!! XDD

I'd go for Wooyoung..the weirdness is totally outrageous. Nichkhun, aaaaahhh. THE WINK! THE WINK! He's really handsome. :"> *gets hit by MYC! XDDDDD* Jaebum, it's all about the saxyy abs and his perverted mind. *gets hit AGAIN by MYC! xDD* Taec? Hmm. He's cute. :D Chansung.. ahhh. The magnae power~ Junho, he looks like Rain. Kinda! Junsu??? Hm. He's got a real nice voice.
It's pretty damn obvious whom I am biased to. LOL

They are extremely funny and yeah.. natural. Now that's.. cool. LOL

Don't get this wrong, mkay? Like what I have mentioned before, in my heart, TVXQ is second to nothing!!! I'll be a Cassie for all eternity..no matter what. *Hwaiting*

Nowwwwww.. some suggestions.. time2sub2 subs their videos the fastest. :D And, for fansites, wait. Lemme check. LOL

Anyway, I am done posting about 2PM because I just can't wait to post something about MYC and the rest of DBSK!!!!

Ohh. Sarry for being so random.

Sup, it's Monday. ;__;

2009-08-03T16:32:00.004+07:00

Let's start this post with a big not-so-happy emoticon. --> ;_____________________________; According to ThAmBrit *a group of pathetic losers who teaches English the messed up way* "SWEEP (swipe) away your FRON (frown)" LOL yeah. I should.

Okay, I was in school all day doing nothing! Yes, we didn't do anything. We just practiced, well Thurakit didn't come today because who knows why. So, I just sat there and watched other students perform. If I am not mistaken, we will have a presentation tomorrow. The school bank's gonna open so, visitors will come. Bank! There'll be money there. Uh, my school's obsessed with money. Like, every move we make is money. Be careful young bud. lol Speaking of money, I am still broke. I'm always broke.

I went with my Mom at the bank, the real bank okay? And she sent cash to the Philippines. Tomorrow will be my Lolo's birthday and because she couldn't think of anything to buy for him, she decided to give him money instead. Then we went to 711 and bought some food, then what did we do after that?! Shopped for our personal necessity. And then, Mr Warut, gave her the cream.. it costs around 2000 baht. YEAAAH. My Mom spent alot today. So I had the thought that she's real rich and will let me lend money from her or let me borrow her credit card. I let out all my convincing powers and some charm but, nothing happened! I didn't stop but still, it was useless. I just wanted to buy a domain. That's all.

She said that a domain can't be eaten or I can't benefit from it..she even said that, I can use some blog hosting sites. BUT, having my OWN site is way better. If only I have money. Just to make it up to me, she bought me a new school blouse, a really large size! OMO. And she promised that she'll buy me a Mirotic Con. DVD! She'd better buy me or else.. LOL. Anyway, she spent alot. End of story.

What about school? Still the same, very interesting and so fun. You'll never get bored. I love school! We will be having a presentation on Friday then on the 10th and 11th of August. About Mothers' Day. I'm really excited..though I've got nothing to give to my Mom. Hmm. I am one of the MCs of that show. My part is longer than Thurakit's. He's better when it comes to speaking but our principal wants me to have a bigger role. lol We'll have another practice tomorrow and he'd better show up or I would be eaten out of embarassment. That sucks.

Despite of all these things, the feelings that I am hiding right now is totally weird. Uh, nevermind. I'm just feeling a little sick and I want to throw up. Very tired, indeed.

Okay so..I'm gonna go now since my Mom's already shouting because we have to shop again?! Whatever.

Eh?! o_O

2009-08-02T15:09:00.002+07:00

It's Sunday and everyone's doing their things. Like, duh. Anyway, we were supposed to go to Bangkok today and have a really great day. Unfortunately, there are three things that made it not happen. First is of course the virus, h1n1. Second, people are rallying in Bangkok..so inshort it's not safe. And third, the driver backed out. I don't know why~ One word to all these setbacks; BULLSHIT. I should be having fun right now! I shouldn't be sitting here and doing nothing. Uh, actually, I am doing something. *Save it for Friday's story. lol* I just can't imagine why it got cancelled. They said there is still 'next time' which means, NEVER.

If it didn't get cancelled, I wouldn't have thought of changing my blog url and buying a domain. One problem, I am broke. What a pity. So I went to talk to my Mom..

Me: Mom, ever heard of buying domains or online shopping?
Mom: Not interested.
Me: But..
Mom: Talk to you later. I'm doing something. Me: K, fine.

After 20 minutes.

Me: Hi?
Mom: What do you want?
Me: A domain.
Mom: Then buy one.
Me: Mom, I'M BROKE!
Mom: That's not my problem anymore.
Me: So, you're not gonna help me? *sobs
Mom: No, baby.

OUCH! So okay, I checked on MMP and there I found Lehey, I teasingly asked her to lend me money. But it wasn't a very good timing. She was about to sleep. I Plurk'd it at Plurk and tay Jie offered..but there was a problem so, he can't help me, also. Online lending is totally desperate! Yes I am desperate. And I want to buy a domain so badly.

I just wish for a miracle to happen. Wtfart. If only I didn't spend too much the other day and if only I'm not saving for some upcoming concerts and if only I'm not gonna go shopping. Uhh. OMG~ TVXQ is way better than a domain. Pwuahaha. >:)

Shoot. The eff. No wonder why we didn't go. It started pouring. Wow. I can imagine how would I look like if the rain just appear out of nowhere and I'd soak with rain. rofl.

Anyway, I'm still insearch of cash. LOL. Ridiculous, I'm so desperate.

Oh my.. It's MYC!

2009-07-31T18:57:00.002+07:00

According to the new "rule" on the sidebar, every Friday would be uhhh. YAY. WHY? My previous posts were completely messed up. o.O And it's so unlikely for a girl to have a blog which is so messy.

So, obviously this post has something to do about Micky. Like DUH, everything has something to do about him. Where are we gonna start this time? Ah, let's go back to my previous entry. I saw the full video in HD. And since it's in HD, it loads slowly. Ah, I started loading the video at around 5:30? And it's already 7:25 and I'm still on 3 minutes. Silly me, I didn't restrain myself to watch it again so I keep on playing it while it was loading. Yes, the part where he mouth swiped, winked, threw a cellphone and the part where I thought he made a very sexy smirk, well, he didn't. He was sexily singing the line "You know you got it." I didn't get contented so I keep on moving it back and forth. What happened was, it stopped and a "an error occured" message just popped out. I refreshed it and now, I am waiting for it again! Dammit. How stupid am I??!!

Anyway, a video that I really adore.

To tell you the truth, I love his 2007 style. Why? I don't know~ I just love his hair back then. Tss. Anyway, there's this part where he was crying I guess. I ought to know why. Well, I'm trying to make things fast here since I'm so hungryyyyy~! I don't know if I could take a bite after this. Micky made me feel so full. Full of love! LOL I drooled, I was dazzled and more!

I can't explain how happy I am whenever I watch videos of him. Obsessed much? I know right!

Kay, fast forward. I'm a fangirl and a fan girl loves her idol. End of story.

Oh Micky! What kind of drug are you?! I can't seem to get rid of youuuuuu~ And yes, you got me under your skin! I *scream* love *scream!!* y-.. *faints* XD

Taha!!

2009-07-31T14:51:00.003+07:00

Don't mind the title, don't mind me, mind the contents of this post! LOL

About a week or two ago, Chairoot asked me if I already saw this video. I said no because I really haven't. Uh, I didn't really pay attention to it you know. I don't know why.

Anyway, here's the video.

I couldn't find the FULL version of this video in HD. I saw one, but it's in HQ only. Link*http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wE71OtCj0-I Actually, there are alot! Just go find them. Jk.

TAHA! I can't believe I have waited for two weeks NOT so see that! What a moron. That is video way.. amazing!

I can watch it over and over again without getting bored! I swear.

Kaay. Reasons why I literally drooled and will keep on drooling at this video! *Main reason; MICKY YOOCHUN!*

First, Junsu looked hot inside that triangular glass~ At around 1:01-1:03, Yoochun looked like an immortal! OMO. Max was looking so cute when he was singing his part on the beginning. And a simple OMGGGG!! on YunJae. What?! xDD

Honestly, I've got nothing to say about their Wrong Number performance..but on their Mirotic performance, I have alot!!

Let us start with what was Yoochun saying right before Yunho made that electrifying dance. I didn't get it that well. I only understood, "This is what I am talking about." Gee. Junsu butt in, that's why. Jk. And before he said that..at around 3:04, he held his waist right? He always does that! Just noticed. Uhh. Nevermind. XD And the freaking HOT wink at 3:48! He can be a winking vending machine. Taha. A wink and you'll feel like you're already floating. Lol. Also the nucking HOT touching of the tongue and then the hand goes down! Or whatever you call it! Mouth wipe?!ZOMGGG. Extremely hot and sexy! I was like, "AHHHHHH! SHIT! " After he did that. Not to mention when he recklessly removed his bow tie. My gosh. I can't help myself from thinking "such thoughts". Okay, you know what I mean. :D *Reality check : I'm still a fan girl. XD*

Now, about the others.. Junsu, he's the first person you would always notice. Like, he's stealing your attention in a very cute way. Yunho it's all about the dancing and the looks and of course his singing. Max, the "off limits guy", his powerful scream made a really great addition to their awesome performance. And on Jaejoong, he didn't shine to me that well. Maybe because I was looking at the wrong angle..I mean, at a different angle. *Yoochun* But whatever or whoever that "angle" is, Jaejoong will always be the most attractive and OMG-ish dude from TVXQ!

Lastly, a person who wouldn't say "Oh my gosh!", "Shit!", "Hot!", "F-ck!", or any word related to those is definitely dimwitted! Yes, I am talking about the mega drooling-lecious ending!! Too bad, they weren't facing infront! Tss. Their backs weren't enough. XD But I suppose it's too much. LOL Who wouldn't want to see TVXQ shirtless, right?

Hmm. They aren't boys anymore. LOL.

Anyway, I'm done because I'm afraid I already filled my room with my saliva. I can't stop drooling here. And anytime soon, I'm gonna faint. Ohh. Wait. I forgot something.. I want to see Micky's tatoo! Uhh. o.O;;

School has taken over.

2009-07-29T22:46:00.004+07:00

I got up early this morning since today is Wednesday. (We usually go to school before 7:15 during Wednesday..Mom has to check some idk things) I arrived at around 7:20 because I was chit chatting with other junior students on my way upstairs. To my surprise, my classmate was sitting on my chair. I didn't want to shoo him so I decided not to enter our classroom and wait for him to go. So, I was standing there still talking to some random students. And atlast, he saw me coming and he fixed my chair and made a bow. Now, that's really polite. :)

We had a short quiz in Maths and I could really feel the tension and the competition this morning. Some were so quiet and concentrating on their works while some were busy stretching out their necks. The test consist of ten questions. Each answer should have an accurate solution and of course the answer itself. The formula wasn't needed because we had to use the same formula. There was a competiton because Namtan and I were like racing. The one who'll pass her paper faster is the one who is better. Or I was just thinking of it. She's my greatest rival when it comes to my academic career. I gotta admit that she's really good but I am not gonna say she's better. Though my instincts say that she is, of course I'll just ignore them and focus even more. Even though we are rivals when it comes to ranks and got something to do with our studies, we are in good terms. Yeah, we are cool.

Let us fast forward everything.

During our morning break, I was thinking of our English class. I wasn't so sure if I already passed my book yesterday. Sheesh. And I am a little bit excited about our upcoming test. There's no date yet but I can feel that's it is near. After English, they had their P.E class. I was stuck in our class room because I ought to finish solving a booklet full of equations using abacus. That's a huge problem you know. Embarassing but true, I don't know how to use it. I had to make up alibis just to cover up my problem. Luckily, heroes came and started helping me out. Whoa. What a relieve. 11:45 came and it was time to say good bye to the abacus. Actually, I was just playing with it. lol Health class came and we didn't do anything but to chit chat with our teacher like he's on our age. It was pretty weird but cool at the same time. :D

Lunch came and I felt my eyes were in sore. They were starting to tear out and my temperature was kinda hot. So I decided to come to my Mom and tell her. She was freaking out and accused me for having h1n1. LOL. So, I went home early and slept.

Later this afternoon, I came back to school to get my things and of course some other assignments. And as expected, I was bombarded. I'm feeling a little tired and nerdy tonight. Maybe that explains why this is long? I don't know. Anyway, I am not yet done because I am procrastinating again. But I will do it first thing in the morning. :]

I am feeling a little restless tonight. Maybe because of something I ate or maybe because I am still thinking of tomorrow's school activities. Uh. I'm starting to like school again. \:D/ Just as long as they won't torture me, I won't do the same thing to them. lol

So I guess I should end things here since it's already 12 am. Gee. I'm not gonna get enough sleep, again. I'm already used to it, though.

Good night and wish me luck tomorrow. :)

What an evening!

2009-07-28T23:43:00.002+07:00

Okay, long story short since it's getting a little late na, and I should be sleeping by now!

I logged on my FB account, then searched some quizzes and updated my profile. So there, I saw TWO TVXQ quizzes, the first one was about "Which THSK couple are you?" I got YooSu couple. I felt very contented and so happy about it. Then I looked up at Chai's page and saw the "Which DBSK member is your ideal boyfriend?" so I took it!

First attempt, I got Max. Then followed by almost four consecutive Jaejoong's! And, FINALLY, I got Micky. :D I never stopped. I felt somehow frustrated and wanted to give up but I never did. I just have to go on! I wanted to cry because I felt so lame for not getting him. Like, we aren't meant to be. (Of course, we aren't. lol) Now, I am feeling so ecstatic! Like, the eff. ZOMG! LOL. Whatever.

Anyway, here's the living proof that I really got him. ;)) Just making sure, okay? Gee, the picture won't upload! o_O

you love romantic guys who will buy you a bouquet of roses and play the piano for you in the cafe; and Yoochun is just that kind of guy. He's sentimental, understanding and polite, but that doesn't mean he's a cry baby. When you're in danger, he'll save you even if it costs his life! and that's exactly the reason why he's perfect for you!

Yeah. I do love romantic guys. I was a sucker for guys who can play the guitar well and has the bad boy image. But the wind has changed it's direction and now I'm settled to someone who plays the piano. lol White roses. AHHH. I'm starting to see things again! Gosh.

Okay, gotta fly now~ ฺัำ้Bye! Good night. :)

\:D/

2009-07-27T21:58:00.002+07:00

So, yesterday I decided to sub a video. Okay, I'll save the story for tomorrow. LOL.

It's already ten in the evening and I'm still wide awake doing a very important thing. It's a school night!!! I know right! Anyway, I'm wondering if there is an english word, "lang" none right?! I freaking don't know if that's Japanese or what! Okay, whatever. I'll just figure out something later. I can already smell the finish line. lol Er, almost done with the messed up timing and two more things! Convert, upload, and upload again. ZOMG~ I can do this! *Fighting!!*

The worst scenario..

I showed my Mom the video that I wanted to sub and proudly bragged that Micky is the most handsome dude from TVXQ! *ehem* She said that I am blind. And completely bashed Micky in front of me! That hurts! Seriously. And she even said the JJ and Uknow are the best when it comes to the looks. Then followed by Max and then Micky (uhh. if I know, she said that because she saw my face, so angry.) and then Xiah. :D Anyhow, I gotta agree that Hero && Uknow do look amazing..but in my eyes, Micky is the best. DUH. Okay, too much fangirling.

Mom's motivation..

The pushing thingy is way awesome. (: I was ranting the other day because I'm so tired of school and such things. Of course as a Mom, she did her job, said some things. Blah. Blah. Okay, I'm not in the mood. I lost it like a minute ago. Tss. That's why I am trying my best to sub a video. Oha.

I'm done. I'm dead tired and, sleepy. But I'll try to wait for the convertion to finish. -_______- Hwaiting. Also, I don't know why I added colors and stuff. Stuuuuupid.

TO-HO-SHIN-KI make me high.

2009-07-26T15:12:00.002+07:00

Hmm. I want to apologize in advance because this post will be filled with random thoughts and pure fangirling and whatever. I'm so not myself right now. Currently drooling and feeling wasted. Dammit.

Okay, I nucking don't care if you'd think that I'm so slow. I mean, they have released this album for a while now, and yet, here I am freakingly making an entry about it.

OKAY~! Let us start with Kiss The Baby Sky.

I really regret it. I should have paid attention to it before. Now, I'm so left behind and soooo, outdated. ANYWAY, I LOVE Micky's hair in this video. NO! I love his hair now. XDDD

Let's talk about the video & the song, shall we?! It's in pure Japanese and I know nothing about it. I had to Google the lyrics together with the translation. Of course, I found one. Thanks to any2person.wordpress.com! I love the way Uknow and Micky rap in this song. (Actually, I love everything what Micky does!) OMG on the lyrics and super drool on the video. XDD

Anyhow, here is the translated lyrics of this song.

You’ve always amazed me,your smiling face matches your inner self.
I won’t cry anymore,while hugging you,
I won’t say Goodbye
Even though ,previously, I pretended not to see you.
You’ll be fine ,you’ll still be in my mind.

Baby Sky All the dreams and hopes are made of your eyes.
Tomorrow, certainly the sky will clear up, just like you are here with me.

Another day, on waking up, I suddenly became aware
in the photograph left behind, the two of us are always smiling.
Good day Good time ,enveloped by your heart
I want to reach out to the sky,kiss the blue sky,your sky.

Baby Sky All the dreams and hopes are made of your eyes.
Tomorrow, certainly the sky will clear up, just like you are here with me.

※ RAP

TVXQ!My Hero,My Max,My U-know,My Xiah,My Micky
we are the one! eternally!

Everytime it’s your smile on the peace
my heart is 99 be once
it’s christ feel,on the same of my rise
you who give the kiss lang time

*when you come to my corner
it’s all through this time
it take even shot one time
took what i feel give me no more
every life rocks now,somebody to love

Never cry, Never ever hide yourself from me.
Please smile always in the future, just the way you have,with me

Baby Sky All the dreams and hopes are made of your eyes.
Tomorrow, certainly the sky will clear up, just like you are here with me.

Next on line is Stand by U (Uknow & U-chun. lol)

I'm not that familiar to this song. Still getting to know it. lol

Hmm. I don't think I can finish this today. But I'm pretty much sure that I'll edit this as soon as possible. It's just that, I still have so many things to do. Uhh.

Videos soon to be added. Still have to upload them to my channel. SORRY! Gosh. I have messed things up. :facepalm:

The Eff. ://

2009-07-25T23:40:00.004+07:00

I wasn't able to make an update yesterday! I didn't have any stored idea..also, I wasn't in the mood to bash anything. So here I am now, drowsily typing random thoughts at past two. You might probably notice the HUGE difference between the time of this entry and the time that I have mentioned. Well, apparently, I changed the post&time blah blah because I want this as my Saturday entry. So yeah, I am cheating. What a loser.

Anyway, yesterday (duh, Friday) I..together with my Mom made my project in Bio. You have to see it. I'm so not gonna mention anything about what my help was. My part was way bigger than my Mom's. I'm sure of it. lol Just a little add of finishing touches and it's done. Oooh. It's not yet perfected that's why I can't present any picture tonight. I ~~promise~~ I'll share it as soon as it's done. School is gay. \/ Since it was Friday, we had a late dinner again. *Dinner = microwaveable chow-chow* Okay, don't ask.

But, during lunch today, my Mom cooked some nutritious food, so the **Dinner got even with. I went to my Chinese class today and learned two things..first of course is Chinese and second, Lao shi Jill and Lao shi Lotus are both fan of SuJu's Hang Geng. Duh. He's one of them, so it's very likely to happen. Funny fact during my Chinese class; I was really slow when we were talking about other topics but when she asked me about my hobby, I quickly answered, "Wo de aihao shi dian nao you xi!" She wasn't even done with the question. Okay, nevermind the word 'funny'. It's actually NOT.

I'm in a very good mood right now. WHY? HA! I got new stuffs today. Let's start with the most extravagant thing that I received.

Tada!

A wrist watch! Mom doesn't want me to wear my Harrods watch regularly because after all I am just squandering it. It's too precious for me to wear during normal days.

I really really love the style of this watch. Yeah, so much for the girly and stuff. The truth is, there is another one which is more attractive than this one. But, it's so dazzling. And all those shining stones made it so I don't know. Very hard to explain. Right, those I don't know thingy on the watch made it attractive! Very very noticeable! It'll steal your attention just like that! ZOMG~! (I added a reminder that it's my property so nobody would steal it and post it in his blog! Yeah, assuming much. )

Okay, so this is the least extravagant.

A bottle of Calpis Lacto! I suggest you should try it. Tastes really amazing. Since when did I become a commercial endorser?! Tonight. Today. Whatever.

I also have a new lamp shade. No preview available! Silly me.

Yeah. Enough with that! I figured out something earlier. Regarding money matters! I would get a hundred baht every week if I would clean our apartment. All I have to do is swallow my pride and litter every day of the week so I would have something to clean, right?! HA! Now, I would have enough money to buy SMTown Concert '09! Gaah. I'm broke. Anyway, I read that the ticket costs 70 000 w0n. That's in Korea, I'm not quite sure about the other countries. But I estimated at around, 5k+ baht. Uh. I don't know if I would make it. Whatever.

Okay, I'm done it's already past 3 am here. Almost near 4. Good night!

Hana, tul, set, net, tasot, yosot, ilgop, yodolp, ahop,.. yol. HEY! I can see Yoochun-oppa! Over there! *Gets hit with reality* Ohh. What a silly dream! Annyonghi jumushipsiyo. Annyonghi kashipshiyo.

This is madness!

2009-07-23T21:33:00.006+07:00

I was reading some previous posts at MMP when I saw Kambal's post. Hmm. I miss her.

I noticed something. Something really different~!

Finally, we looked the same na! Haha! A living proof that we really are twins! Identical. lol. There are some similarities, right? Or I am just assuming it since we are twins?! I know, in my heart, mind and soul, we look like the same! Like, so much! THIS IS MADNESS!

Second --;

About months ago, I saw a DBSK plurk theme but I did not pay attention to it! So, I dug plurklayouts.com just to find it. Silly me, I did not use the search button! Couldn't even find it. LOL. I installed it. I used it for about a matter of seconds!

Click the image for better vision. rofl.

See, I was trying to make Chairoot envious. Too bad, she was off already. Don't worry, I'll re-plurk it tomorrow! Like what I have mentioned, it didn't last long. I couldn't concentrate that much. More like of, I felt like melting. Dazzled! $________________$ I was blinded by five hot young men! Especially Micky! Dammit. Tell me, how could you concentrate if they keep on dazzling you?! My gosh! THIS IS MADNESS!

Third --;

I had macaroni, burger and hot dog for dinner yet I am still feeling a little hungry. Maybe later after I finish doing this, I'll have ice-cream IF my Mom would allow me. I'm pretty much sure that she will. I know that I had too much calories tonight but I can't stop. x_____________x Ohh. Set aside that major diet for now. No one would mind, right? Ah, I know, I would stop if Yoochun-oppa asks me to. :D Uhh. Reality check! *gets hit by huge rock* "Gaah! I'm alive!" rofl. THIS IS MADNESS, indeed.

Fourth --;

I am going to start learning Korean, online. It's just a plan okay? I'm still thinking. Hmm. It's really hard. @.@ But I'll try. =] Speaking of other languages, I want a Mirotic DVD concert so badly!!!! When the fudge will they release it?? Also, I want that book! Uhh. Dunno~ But I heard that SCM's gonna have that anytime soon. I envy her. I don't know where and how to order that. I'm such a dimwit. Insulting myself, THIS IS MADNESS! Nevertheless, I'll try to look for it somewhere at Siam Square. Geesh. This calls for cash. AHHH! This should be worth it, mkay?! But I'm so sure that it will! Duh, it's TVXQ! Everything that revolves this group is priceless slash worth dying for!

Fifth --;

I have to go because I'm gonna do the dishes? SEE, I have been trying to do something I abore. It's freaking mandatory since YC loves watching a girl who is doing the dishes! So hypocrite!! THIS IS TOTALLY MADNESS!

ZOMG~!

2009-07-22T23:59:00.002+07:00

I don't know how and where to start for today's update. It's.. ugh. never mind.

I'm ridiculously and desperately suffering from infatuation. Ridiculously because it really is ridiculous. Desperately because, I'm actually in love with a very unreachable person. See, I am very desperate right now. Hoping that something unlikely would happen. Okay, don't ask. XD

Whenever I open my laptop, I would first open my Winamp and there are two songs that I always listen to.. "I knew I loved you" Micky's version and his song, "My Girlfriend." Then start thinking of such things. Sometimes, even imagining!! Weird, right? I don't want to call this obsession. There may be no other words to describe this than that, but I wouldn't bother calling myself obsessed. Psh. As if. Okay, I won't be spilling beans right now. x___________________x

Sometimes, I wish to be a little older and bump into Micky or something like that. Oopsie. Stop triggering me. LOL. I know how pathetic life can be. How life can suck you up to the last drop of blood. rofl. Because we have life, we also have this another nerve racking feeling. Some call it Love, while teenagers call it infatuation while me, I call it, stupidity. That's according to my own experience. Whatever. You see, love is like a drug right?! You will not stop until it gets into your veins or until your heart stops beating or something even worse than those. It depends, right? The only thing that I can't understand is why the heck a person who got hurt doesn't know when to stop. I mean, he already got hurt right? So, better yet, stop. Is it mandatory for him to continue and get hurt? Like, experience everything over and over again? Absurd. Why not wait. Oh my gosh, Eney! You're so stupid! What if a person isn't patient, and get tired of waiting and try doing the never-ending-getting-hurt cycle. Okay, so, that's not a very nice suggestion. =s

Let's face it. People can do so many things because of love, from crazy things up to stupid things. Well, that's life and that's love.

Right now, I am thinking of going to sleep and try forgetting what I wrote here. But, it's really impossible. Pathetic.

New blog url! slash A confession.

2009-07-21T23:47:00.003+07:00

The reason why I changed it is because.. hmm. I thought that it would be much better if i'd change it. Things I say here have something to do with Micky. Okay.

2syllable-names. My name has 2 syllables, right? I mean, both names.. Marla and Eney. So as Micky, he's display name is Micky and real name is Yoochun. All those four names are composed of two syllables. Whatever.

Anyway, I have a confession to make. ^________________________^

Not a very long time ago, my classmates asked me if I know TVXQ! and I quickly answered, "YES!" Then they asked me, "Who is your favorite TVXQ! member?" I proudly said, "MAX!" They squeeked when I said that. Then, they showed me Hero's picture. The girls are so into him. We had a little chat about TVXQ!. FACT; I didn't know who Max was. I just saw his name on Uma's siggy and posts. Same as Chairoot's. I didn't even know who's who back then. I didn't even know what TVXQ stands for..how many are them..neither any song of them. My knowledge about TVXQ was nada! I don't want them to think that I am not following the newest trends. So basically, I lied. I was really lost when we were chatting about them. I kept on ignoring them because we were answering an SW at Maths. Well, it was another way. I was like really hoping that they would stop asking me about them. Or better yet stop talking about them. I was starting to get embarassed since all of a sudden I got quiet. People know me for being so talkative when the subject is my favorite or if I am interested. Well, how on earth could I brag?

When I got home, I dug all my things because I knew I have a korean concert dvd. SMTown Concert '08. I watched it since I was really curious about that boy band. They're first performance was Hug. I was like, "Ohhhh." lol Xiah was the first one who caught my attention. He was performing with Eunhyuk (the song, One Love.) He was wearing sandos back then and I found it hawwwwt. Long came Uknow-sshi, I like his features. He's this bad boy looking dude from DBSK and I love it. I gotta say, Hero is so handsome..but I didn't want to like him because he is my friends' favorite. I don't want them to think that I am copying them. Ewww. Now, I guess you are wondering what's my first impression on Max when I FINALLY saw him. He was this innocent guy, you know. He's cute but, I am not looking forward for innocent guys or something..he just seemed so nice and a person who wouldn't do anything bad. rofl. Now, on Micky..I didn't have a first impression on him. I don't know.

I watched that DVD over and over again. Like, every afternoon. Also, I started Google-ing them. I printed out 800 factss about them. Most are repetitive, but really funny. *breathes deeply* Their song Oasis made me adore Micky. During the whole concert, I've never seen him smile. I mean, he did but not that much. He smiled when he sung on a different tone at Hug, plus, when he was singing Balloons and the most epic one, Oasis. I don't know~ The moment he pointed himself..it was after saying his name, you know, his "slobbish" rap there. "Hey, that guy has an adorable killer smile." I said to myself. So, I liked him, but not that much.

LOL. I don't know how and why the fudge did I fall for him. Dammit. ;D I'm not gonna mention anything else. Just..okay, enough Eney. Enough. rofl.

Tuesday update!!

2009-07-21T20:26:00.001+07:00

Reminder; this post is totally random~

I got up at around 6 am. Early. I mean, I usually wake up at around 6:30 or 6:10. To make it short, I do not get up at exactly 6 am. I don't know. It was raining again. So, I had the thought that there would be no classes. But, it's so unlikely. Rain or shine, school will always be there. And as usual, I came late. I still had to fix my hair, blah blah blah. You know, morning routines. There are lots of them. Plus, I am as slow as a snail. Okay, so we had, Biology (Junior students study Biology while Sophomores take Chemistry, weird right?) and then English..15 minutes break. English class again. And then Social. Lunch. Computer subject. Actually, I didn't attend my computer class. I chose to sleep than attending it. After that, at about 3PM, I had a Maths class. Ohh. It's special class. I mean, it's already out of my school's business. I usually take one hour but, because I wasn't able to attend it the last few weeks, I had to take two hours this afternoon. I couldn't refuse..like, my Mom was there. Really really tiring. Numbers were just flying in and out, back and forth. I couldn't concentrate because I was eavesdropping at the same time. Well, you know..adults..(especially girls.) whenever they've got nothing to do, they share gossips and stuff. Whenever I take a glance at them, my Mom would hiss me or something. So creepy. So, we finished at 5PM past. I thought I was already free with school works..but NO. I wasn't. Mom gave me tons of test papers to answer. Hmm. It was all about grammar blah blah. Yeah..I have never mentioned this before. (: Last year, I got number 2 at a certain English test here in Thailand. Like, all sophomore students took that and I got in. Lucky, right? Maybe you are wondering how I got in regarding the fact that my grammar is sometimes messed up. Well, I suck at grammar now. I don't know. Anyway, nevermind.

Enough with that. Kaay. So, I'm gonna eat now. I'll be back later, or not.

Hey Monday!

2009-07-20T21:25:00.005+07:00

Wake up early, wear that lame uniform, fix my hair and the worst, go to school.

It was raining when I was about to take a bath. I had the feeling that there would be no school since it was raining hard. Can you believe that?! No classes because of that. Funny. Anyway, I just ignored that thought and continued with my morning routines. Also, I wasn't able to finish our SW in Maths because I couldn't concentrate because my seat mateS' breaths stink! Like, all of them have bad breath! They aren't aware! That's the worst part. Goodness. They don't even think of the people who are suffering! Now, I still have to finish them tomorrow.

Yeaaah. I just downloaded these emoticons. I don't know~ I love their movements, anyway. Though, I still want to use YM emoticons..but, I don't know. Plus, I don't even know which is which. Which is the laughing emoticon and the..blah blah. Some have Japanese words..heck, I can't understand Japanese anyway. Know what, I really want to learn Japanese or Korean! I want to join those subbing teams. I don't know..maybe because I am always hungry for more videos at YT..I mean, I almost watched them all. Okay., nevermind.

I am restraining myself..I mean, I don't want to post anything related to my other job; fangirling. Why? Because sometimes, I feel desperate and I have these thoughts. Sheesh. I'm just desperate. Just have to slap myself from time to time..AGAIN and AGAIN.

Anyway, I guess it's enough for tonight's entry. I just wanted to keep my blog updated every once in a while. So, that's it.

Good night! Wish me luck for tomorrow!

Lalalalala~

2009-07-19T13:52:00.003+07:00

I know, my last post here was about Micky and here I am again, making another post YET, still about him. :]

Not a very long time ago, when I was still busy searching videos at YouTube. Where I could open more than 10 tabs and wait for hours for those videos to load. I saw this.

The Sexiest rising sun, indeed! I can't get enough of his sexiness. I feel like I'm gonna burst or something. I swear, he is too much for me!

Of all times, I don't know why I didn't share this before. Heck! What was I thinking? Anyway, I have never been in love like this in my whole entire life! I easily get sick of things or someone..especially a boy. But, him.. UHH. Maybe because we haven't met or I am really crazy for him. We never know. If you're wondering if I am hoping to see him or hoping that he would fall for me or something. The answer is YES. Like what I said, we never know. I am not expecting too much since I know that he's unreachable. Me, a simple teenager and him, a superstar. I am a nobody to him. I'm just a fan. I'm just like those other girls out there..dreaming of him. Fantasizing him. Drooling over him. We can never tell our future or the things that are happening ahead of us. Hmm. Who knows, maybe I'll bump into him someday. Though he is years older..Eight to be more specific. I'm still holding on to my thoughts..my dreams. Meeting him is enough for me I guess.

This may sound funny but, who cares. During my last birthday..that was four days ago..I was hoping to see him. I don't know~ Crazy right? Of course it didn't happen. No sign of him. But days before my birthday..I dreamt about him. I'm not saying that it's a sign. I'm only saying that things can really happen if you believe.

So, for those girls out there who are experiencing my situation..don't lose hope.

*Coughs* I didn't get anything. LOLOL. XD

hot! Hot! HOt! HOT! HOT!!!!

2009-07-18T17:36:00.007+07:00

Now, I can say that I am 1oo% obsessed with Micky Yoochun! Seriously!!

This morning I tried visiting sharingyoochun@wp.com and, boom! These pictures went through my very eyes! These are just sneek peeks, okay?! I'm just afraid that Micky would melt if you keep on staring at him!

Anyway, Chairoot was right. He did cut his hair. AMAZING! I mean, he looks even better with short hair. Wonder why he sticks with such hair styles. It's not my hair anyway, it's his..so it's non of my business.

I can't think of words that I can use to describe him anymore. Like, they aren't enough! I know, I have been saying this since I started posting things about him here on my blog. But it's true.

Anyway, this is my favorite --;

For some reasons, I find it very weird and cute. XD Let me take you on my bed with me tonight! LOLOLOL! XDD

Okay..that's enough for today's fangirling. XD

Special greetings. :b

2009-07-18T11:52:00.004+07:00

This is not what I was planning. I wanted to post the Part 2 of those greetings first then this! But since I was too itchy to post this.. uhhh.

As what the title says, "Special Greetings".. I am not saying that those greetings that I posted aren't special, okay? This is just different from that. :]

Let start with Chai's.

Okay, since I have classes on your birthday, I'll post it today. First of all, I wanna greet you a very warm HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I read your birth date in your blog yesterday evening so I decided to make one (gift) today :D

As what the message in my gift says, I really am hoping for good condition of you. You've been a very nice person to me even though we can't communicate that much. My dyosa, at first I really thought you're this SNOBBISH person and errr...scary XDDDD (because of your ava in FTalk before XDDD) I was very afraid to talk to you at first because it seems like you have many friends in FTalk while I, was still a newbie in that forum (I'm not talking about my rank). I really did have the courage to approach you and talk to you first XD At first I expected that you won't answer or reply my message, but heck I was wrong. You were very friendly and nice =)

Then when the time I saw your ava, which was your REAL FACE, dang! You were very pretty! :"> And your smile is very cute! XD (LOL, nagsasabi ako ng totoo ha! XD) The word DYOSA really fits you. You're not just pretty on the outside, but also to the inside.

Once again, happy birthday! I have ran out of words now XD But as you really now that I do love you so much and I'm hoping that you will stay the same sweet, nice, friendly and sometimes a bit crazy (XDDDDD) person that we all love. Thank God that He has given you another year in life. I love you my dyosa, happy birthday! MWAH! :*

---Chaaaaaaai :]

And then from Lehey..

Ate Ini..

Lastly, from Chan.

Lmao. I made some new fansigns Lol.
Sorry It's pretty damn late, God I forgot to make one.
I got carried away by people saying Happy Birthday.
So I thought that was enough, but it wasnt. Haha
I gotta give my personal gift biiiiitch
Delete my old fansigns I looked like shiit in the morning.

That's it I guess O__O HAPPY BIRTHDAYY AGAIN I L Y ~ We've been friends for years now Keep safe & take care ;DDDDDDDDDDDD

Two words again, THANK YOU! That's all I can say. But I swear..it's more than that! :)

Eh?!

2009-07-18T00:58:00.002+07:00

It is really obvious that I changed my blog template. I spent hours raiding that site and I kept on changing everything. Everything was back to zero. I had to make a new cbox. Reupload the song, copy paste everything. It was very very tiring and made me feel so sleepy. I felt so wasted after fixing it. But, all in all, it was worth it. Because I was really tired, I went off and took a nap. After that, I was so excited to make a new blog post and check out this cool template. And WOW, very eye-catching and it doesn't hurt my eyes. Girly but not that much. Suits my personality perfectly. \/

In every situation, there is this good and there is this not so good. Now, there is not so good here. Everytime I make a new post of the same day, the title of the previous one would be gone. Like what happened on my post about Micky. I planned on changing my template but, don't you think it's hell of a stupidity?! Like what I metioned, I spent all my sweat and blood just to re-construct this blog. I tried 'playing' with the codes but it's no use. Nothing happened..it's still the same.

Hence, I shouldn't put too much effort with the titles, but with the contents instead. This creeps me out! I won't change it..for a while. I really really like it. If I didn't like it, I guess, I already changed it and wasted my hard work. *Sigh* I never think first before doing such things. Stupid.

Fireflies -- Review

2009-07-17T22:15:00.003+07:00

I don't know why I am making a review of this song. Maybe because I found it interesting since Siwon and Donghae are both in the Music Video. Okay.

The first time I saw the video, I was a little hesitant to take a peek on it, because I thought that it was just another video. It's just that..there's something about the song OR THE VIDEO that you can not miss.

The song's a slow melow sad or whatever genre it is. I say, I myself isn't into those kind of music. You can literally understand the message of the song just by listening to it. I don't know if you get what I'm saying.. lol Anyway, it's more like of a "Love lost, love found" thingy. He left, and someone came. I think it suits perfectly on those people who experience this. The thing is, I don't get what I am saying here. Sorry. o.O

Now, about the video. I have a lot to say..don't worry.

First is, Ariel looked so pale. XD And both Siwon and Donghae looked so different! They looked even more attractive. :] Moving on.. I love it since I immediately understood the song's message very well. Like, more than listening to it. Or more than reading the translations.

I pity Siwon's character here. Well, it's his fault anyway. Why did he leave anyway? Was he trying to play with his own destiny? Was he trying to test it if she's really the one for him? I don't know..Did he have to do something important? Well then, why was he gone for a while? Long enough to develop a new beginning for her. Then, he came back for her. Unfortunately, his bestfriend caught her..Donghae was the one who helped her ease all those burdens. I can't blame them though. It's very unlikely for her NOT to feel anything special about Donghae. What's not to love about him? ;)

They are bestfriends..Siwon saw the most unexplainable feeling from Donghae so he has to move on and leave them. It's like a love triangle you know. Someone gets hurt while two get to live their fairytale. The only difference is, Donghae doesn't know a thing. A subconscious relationship, eh? lol

Anyway, here are the Music Videos.

This is the newest version of Fireflies. Some say that this version is much better or should I say, makes more sense than the first one. Less singing, more scenes.

And this is the official one. :)

Oh yeah, I totally forgot.. I guess the song was entitled Fireflies because both love stories revolved on fireflies. You'll get it once you'll watch it. :) Cheers!

Is it me, or is it really getting hot in here?!!

2009-07-17T19:12:00.006+07:00

Neither! It is Micky who is Hot. Not the weather nor me. It's HIM!! Seriously. I had too much Yoochun-ness today! Oh no, I didn't watch any of his videos from YouTube. I just saved some of his pictures. But, my connection was totally fkked up that's why I wasn't able to collect much. Just a few. Uhh. Why can't I be so patient? Love is patient, so why can't I? WHY???!! I'm not really built/made to be patient. Tss. Patience is a virtue..but.. ANYWAY, that's not the business here! Ohhh yeah, YC, I saved some of his pictures. Stalker much? Okaay, here they are. Some were shared by Chairoot. She's also a stalker, you know.

Look at that! Look at his hair. Uhh. If only he would bring that back, I will definitely love him more.

No offense but, he looks a little sick here. But still, really cute!!

I don't know.. He's eating coconut, right?! Maprawww! Junsu loves it.

He doesn't look like Micky to me. Totally different! But the cuteness is still there.

This pose reminds me of something..uhh. I forgot.

Tenenenen~ He and his sexy back (?). Look at that! I didn't know that he likes Naruto. My Mom saw this and she was like, "Who is that?! Is that a girl or a boy. So sexy." LOL. Pull off that 'girl' thingy. So.. unlikely.

ZOMG! This is my favorite one!! Not because Max's body is half exposed..same as Hero! But because of.. take a load of Micky's pose. His position. OMGGGGG~ I almost died when I saw this picture. WHY? I was eating and I almost chocked! EPIC! But, it was worth it. I LOVE YOU MICKY!!

Every pose he does, every angle, everything he does is totally amazing! Who wouldn't agree, right? Whether it's stolen or not, he looks so adorable. Now, I am not wondering anymore why I am this 'obsessed' to him. I guess every girl would fall for him in an instant. I am not exaggerating. Do you think I would say all these things because I am a HUGE fan of his? Of course not! Eventhough I like him a lot, I wouldn't dare saying things which aren't true or something. I am not like that. As a person, or as a teenager, or whatever..I am judging him fairly. I may compliment him too much, because that's what I think. I just express what I feel. No more than that!

Hmm. Any of these following days, I will raid some blogs or sites which include Micky. I haven't done that for a while now. I was like kinda busy dealing with school works and knowing 2PM more. Don't worry, because in my heart, TVXQ is second to nothing!! I assure you that.

Happy Birthday Eney! Pt.1

2009-07-15T14:34:00.004+07:00

/!\ Before anything else, I really really really want to thank everyone who greeted me on my special day. :)

Greetings through FriendsterTalk --;

Via Reputation System (Abusing. XD)

ui sis!! advance happy bday! ily! <3 2009-07-03 19:44:48

- Ira

dahil malapit na bday mo at labs kita. eto repu 4u! x) 2009-07-08 17:45:09

- Debs

Happy buff-dae kaka Eney! >:D< 2009-07-09 15:49:26

- Dd Zefa

Advnce bday repu sau Dyosa ko :] IMYSM! D ako makakOL sa bday mo. TC&GBU! ilyfr :* 2009-07-11 08:47:36

- Chairoot

happy bday XDDDDD 2009-07-14 16:20:00

- Ate Ini

Happpy Birrrrrthhdayyy' 2009-07-14 20:51:53

- Chan

advanced hapi bday. 2009-07-14 21:13:46

- Mark

สุขสันต์วันเกิด !! ฉันรักเธอ 2009-07-14 23:28:06

- Lehey

Happy bday! Love you. ((: 2009-07-15 06:58:16

- Debs

Happy Birthday eney! ILYSM :** 2009-07-15 06:58:16

-Kaygee

o7-15-o9!!!! you would think my bday kang Dyosa ka!!! Happy Bday 0_0..ILY!!:-* 2009-07-15 10:04:02

- Ate Riz

MARE! Happy birthdayyy! ILY :3 IMY grabe 2009-07-15 10:13:08

- Mareng Mandy happyy birthdayy !! :** 2009-07-15 10:43:42

- Jasmine

hapi 18th BDay, my peborit iha! (15 pala, hehehe) GBU olwez & dont ever change. 'Tay Jie d' pogi 2009-07-15 10:46:05

- Tay Jie

Happy Bday Eney! ILY :* 2009-07-15 12:29:38

- Nix

tanjoubi omedetou ,My pretty Kk Eney ^________^ 2009-07-15 12:56:42

- Dd Shella

Happy Birthday Miss. 2009-07-15 13:09:32

- Dark013saber

Habirde maria eney.. teecee..:-* 2009-07-15 14:36:26

- Kyutifai

happy birthday. 2009-07-15 16:19:34

- Prep27

happy birthday po :] 2009-07-15 17:51:42

- Ellie lang :)

wohooo! 500th happy bday eney. ily :* 2009-07-15 17:59:24

- Pogeng Rach

hla andamee 501 blated hapii bertdeyy 2009-07-15 18:13:22

- Lolo Pat

hello eney..api bdei sau..
wish u more birthdays to come..GBU..ja ne.. 2009-07-15 18:45:21

- Den-chan

Happy Bday eney. 2009-07-15 19:24:38

- Rei Ryuzaki

i just wanna say, HAPPY BDAY kk! ^^ wish u all the best, I MISS YOU TRULY MUCH and ILY allways :* <3 2009-07-15 22:01:51

- Dd Cha

Happy Birthday! I love OUR soothing voice ILY ENEY 2009-07-16 01:13:29

- Lea

happy late ikikaarawan heney.:"> 2009-07-16 10:41:57

- Ate Mikay

belated happy birhtday bellat swan haha LOL xnxa late hahah 2009-07-16 11:32:17

- Kent

Via Post greetings.

Advance pi birthdei to ENEY.. imy & ily kyutifai! 2009-07-15 07:34:59

- Kyutifai

Happy Birthday Marla Eney Luistro, you're not getting older you're just a little closer to death. kidding ..I was trying to think of what to get you for your birthday but nothing came to mind yeah ,, enjoy ur day eney Party hardu gtg , take care 2009-07-15 04:43:08

- TJay

to Yene! Happy birthday, iha! 2009-07-15 10:51:22

- Tay Jie

Happy Burtday Nenengggg! <---- there.. I exerted an effort 2009-07-15 11:09:26

- Oriong

happy bday iha/eney
wish you all the best 2009-07-15 11:56:18

- Iha Lhyrickz

Happy Bday Eney! 2009-07-15 12:57:57

- Nix

Happy Birthday Kk Eney , best wishes for you .
Let's party 2009-07-15 13:04:46

- Dd Shella

happy birthday eney. oh wow.so original. i cant think of anything else to say wakakaka 2009-07-15 13:43:18

- Tita Bels

Agen, apie birthday maria eney..todei is yer dei, be hapi kyutifai! 2009-07-15 13:50:16

- Kyutifai

happy birthday to Eney. 2009-07-15 13:53:59

- pinoZ-FIXED-noZ

Happy bday to my beloved Mare, ENEY :3 Ilysm 'kay? Imy:* 2009-07-15 17:12:31

- Mareng Mandy

Happy bday to Eney, 2009-07-15 19:10:41

- Poging Rach

Apii Apii Burpdaii to Moii Goddess Eney!
I lalalab yuuuu uber muchiiieeeee! 2009-07-15 19:16:00

- Chairoot

^ like Them HAPPY BIRTHDAY ENEY [SHOE RAG]!! 2009-07-15 21:30:45

- Doormat Rai

HBD eney (it's july 15 here XD) 2009-16-07 00:54:40

- Lehey

Via Spam posts. XD

BALOT! Happy bdaty. 2009-07-15 13:08:57

- Balot Yhet

Hafe Beerday sa my Burtdae..me tagay ba?? 2009-07-15 15:42:13

- Babykidx

Happy birthday. 2009-07-15 17:13:56

- Malow

happy bday ate eney 2009-07-15 18:11:58

- x.XpandANimoriEX.x

There are a lot more but I'm kinda lazy to scan all those previous pages at MMP. (: They posted so many "Happy birthday Eney" there. Anyway, I am not yet done, there's still some Via FS Greetings. ;P

Tuesday sickness. :b

2009-07-14T12:29:00.002+07:00

Tomorrow is my 15th birthday. Wonder what's gonna happen. I'm expecting something exciting and fun and, great. Uhh. I hope nothing wrong or bad would happen. Anyhow, about my title, Tuesday sickness, well, I'm not feeling well, "again" because my unexpected visitor came yesterday and now I'm really suffering from it. For almost six years of having this, today's my first time to experience it! Seriously. I know it's weird. I drank coffee with no sugar to make it go away, but it won't. Mom said, coke and beer are the effective medicines for this. Unfortunately, I'm not allowed to drink coke. So, beer would do. It's bad to get drunk during day time you know. Who says I'm gonna get drunk?! But I won't..I mean. Uh, forget about it. FACT; Mom and I had an argument this morning. She said that she's tired of making excuses for me. What does she mean by that anyway? Excuses? What for? The only thing she has to do is, tell my teacher the truth. As if she's lying or something. Oh, she won't do that.. she's too kind to those kind of things. *Right mameng?*

Last night, I dreamt about something. I know, this sounds crazy but I don't care! We were somewhere and.. we were really sweet to each other. But, the face of that guy wasn't clear. BUT, Junsu, Changmin,Yunho and Jaejoong were there! Except from Micky. So 75% chances say that it was Micky. But, 25% chances say that it was Kibum. Uhh. I don't know. I watched Don't Don before I went to bed last night, so, there's a possibility that I dreamt about Kibum. I would feel better if it was really Micky. Gad. I love him to death. Okay, stop dreaming.

I don't know how to make myself better. Better as in, better. My life is so messed up. I want to start cleaning all my mess right after my birthday. I'm turning 15 tomorrow! I should start acting like one. But, HOW? I know, first, by NOT skipping all my classes. Well, that's nice, right? I mean, really nice. Whatever.

This post is a record breaking post! I haven't posted anything with emoticons, yet, right? I don't know. I just want to know how it feels when you post something "messy and so random" that is so me.

The witch is sick. o.O;;

2009-07-09T17:14:00.004+07:00

Today's my vacation day number 7. Isn't it great?! I'm really loving it. Maybe you're wondering why. Well, last Thursday, I wasn't feeling well. Same with Friday. Then Saturday and Sunday, obviously no classes and hmm. Monday to Wednesday, they celebrated the Buddhist Lent and now, I am sick again. Okay, don't be so suspicious. I really am sick. ): I don't know..fever? Light fever. Maybe stress, right?! I'm gonna ask my Mom to bring me to the hospital tomorrow. (: But, I'll get well soon if I'd do that, right? So, I am gonna go back to school again. Hmmmmmmmm. Confusing.
Wonder what to choose. rofl.

Hmmkaaay. I'm eating a homemade pizza. Mom made it. What did she say?! "It's not safe. Who knows, maybe the one who's making the pizza is sick or something." so on and so forth. XD It isn't bad after all. It's just that, something's missing. Yep. I'm not quite sure what that is. There's even a hair on it! Now, which is safer?!! However, hair is safe. (: I used to eat my hair when I was a little. Plus my nails and, aaaaaahhhh. Stop Eney. XDD I don't know how to stop eating. It's like mandatory for me. I MUST ALWAYS EAT. rofl.

I'm actually waiting for some videos to load. They're SuJu vids. I don't know..Eunhyuk, Yesung and Leeteuk and Kangin, always make my day. I mean, they're all crack! Seriouslyyyyyy! Kill me now! I'm such a fangirl. :-jj Speaking of fangirl, there are so many of them at YT! HAHAHAHAHA! Hilarious. They're like obsessed with them. WOOOOOO! Gotta worship them or something. Funny. -- Okay, got hit by my own words. (((((((= Sometimes, I lose control of myself. I need my meds! XDDD

Fangirl-ing

I don't watch TVXQ vids anymore because I always see Yoochunnie in my dreams! Holding my hands..dancing with me under the moon. Telling those sweet romantic lines. Kneeling in front me and saying how much he loves me.

Now, that's totally absurd! People might think that I'm insane or something. XDD So what?! That's the truth anyway. ((:

Something weird happened to this post while I was typing it. XDDD I'm weird. So it's alright. ((= I lost my concentration. XDD I'm losing my rationality! I swear!

Dear Kitty

2009-07-03T17:53:00.003+07:00

Dear Kitty,

How's it going? It's been a while, right? Uh. I have been so busy with school works. Like, as in. Anyway, don't worry because I also didn't have time watching TVXQ videos. Gad. I miss them so badly. Mickyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! Plus, I lost my interest after watching a certain video. They talked about their GFs there. And that totally broke my heart. Dang it.

TGIF! I know right. I'm really glad slash excited for our long week end. Yep, you heard it, LONG. We don't have classes until Wednesday. Wuhu. So, which means, I am gonna have a one week vacation? I mean, I didn't go to school yesterday and today. I'm sick, okay? SICK. I still have that never ending stomach ache and unexpected head ache. But, tomorrow's Chinese class won't be cancelled. Total suicide. Two hours? You've got to be kidding me. Ohh. I met my new chinese teacher. She looks so lovely. She doesn't look like Chinese anyway. More like of, Korean. I mean, her features. Speaking of Korean, there's this korean boy, hmm. He's younger, okay? He's in 4th grade and we keep on teasing him. The boy doesn't know how to speak Korean, fluently. That's insane! Though I can't understand Korean, I know that his tongue would always twist whenever he speaks it. Plus, Kaito, (He is Japanese) would always say that he isn't loyal or something like that. BUT, I envy them! They speak Thai so fluently, and me, I sometimes forget some words and, the pronounciation isn't good. Poor me. Hey, have I mentioned that there are only five foreign students in our school?! One Taiwanese, one Filipina, two Japanese and one Australian. We're popular, okay? Like, way popular. Kaay. I kid.

I somewhat feel weird. I made my Mom buy me a new Barbie doll the other day, and now I am playing girly online games. I spend too much time washing my face, etc blah.blah. Okay, I am a girl dammit. I'm a girl. One hundred percent surely girl. lol I have to be a girl. That's freakin' mandatory or else, I would suffer a lot. Which means, I'm gonna start liking Pink Stuffs again? Lame but I have to. Ohh. I can do this. I surely can. I'm so ready to be gunned down.

A bee came in my room. I don't know how it did that. So, I got my insecticide and sprayed it near the bee. Unfortunately, I sprayed a lot and it caused it's death. I'm so bad. But, if I didn't do it, it would sting me, right? On the other hand, I did the right thing. *Don't agree or get sprayed with insecticide, too!* Now, the odor of the insecticide is spreading all over my room. We ran out of air freshener because I used them all the other day..I sprayed it all at our neighbor's plant. I don't know, I was experimenting if it would die or something. Of course it died. I am not quite sure if someone saw me, I just wish noone did. Yesh, I kinda feel guilty about it. I'm acting so childish these past few days, or I just noticed that and I am acting childish every single day. Whatever~

I just heard that we can't go to Bangkok during my long week end. H1N1 is spreading so fast. Screw that! I missed so many opportunities because of that virus! One, TVXQ's Concert, Two, Me and Micky's dream date, Three, Freedom. However, there is "Next Time". Lame. I just can't wait for the number Two. Imagine, Me and Micky..Micky and I.. AWWWWWWWWWWW. Dream on, Eney. Dream on. If ever that would happen, I would be the happiest person on Earth. But, he's already twenty-three and I am turning fifteen. I'm too young for him. Sad. Sad, sad, sad..I cry whenever I listen to the song, "My Valentine" I can't explain why. Maybe because of the tempo or I just keep on thinking that I cry over that song. Weird, right?!

I can't stop but to laugh at Super Junior. I'm watching some videos from EHB and gosh, my tummy hurts. So as my lips and I am feeling dizzy! I am so losing my rationality! I feel like I inhaled Nitrous Oxide I can't stop but to laugh. If only you could see right now, you'll think that I am insane.

Seriously, I don't know what I am typing here. I'm not myself right now. Why? Because..because, I did something really bad. Uhh. And, whenever I do such things, I would lose myself and, do weird things. I'll explain everything on my next entry. 'Cause for now, I am gonna end things here because I'm already tired.

PS: The image above is actually my signature. It might look like a 2 year-old's drawing or something. But seriously, that's my signature. :]

I'm alive!!!!

2009-07-01T16:35:00.004+07:00

YAY! After decades of NOT updating, here I am now. Alive, and of course, breathing. *Whew* So, what's the story behind my long absence?! Well, I got stucked up with school activities. I don't know. I guess starting this week until August, I am gonna be, inactive. Yes, BUSY. Gad. I love that word. Makes me feel that I am UNREACHABLE. HAHAHAHA! Anyhow, I wasn't able to watch TVXQ's concert here. What a shame! I just couldn't go out that day. Yeah, about that H1N1. Like, I care? XD On second thought, I do care. lol I haven't had a vaccination yet. Maybe, next week or before my Birthday. As if it's gonna be my birthday present? Ohhh. FAIL. *//facepalm But, BUT..I am expecting to have a DVD of their concert. I deserve it anyway. :) As soon as I hear or see or whatever..XD news about the release date of the DVD, I am so gonna rush to the nearest mall here and grab one! Shoplifting?! ROFL. So what else? Ahhh. School's damn tiring. Now that is not new. I'm gonna start learning Chinese on Saturday, AGAIN. This time, for two hours or so. The previous meetings were one hour and..just one hour. No more less. ((= I'm not excited. Oooohhhh. Don't ask why.

I'm currently searching for 'old' love songs. I don't know why. :-j Maybe because, ahh. I forgot. XD I'm on my senti mode right now. Like, I wanna weep for Christ's sake. /: Oh gosh. Sarry~ T-T I feel like I am gonna need some ice-cream. (Oh, something I do when I'm down or feeling a little tired or just hungry or.. whenever I want to. XDD) I am planning to diet myself..you know, I need to lose a little weight. Gad. It is slowing me down. It has got to go. lol But HOW? I can't let go of sweets and more specifically ice-cream and chocolates. XD

I can't believe that tomorrow's Thursday! (I hate our Thursday uniform) And, it's already July! HO! My birthday is so near. Like, this near. o_O I'm really getting excited. Kaay. Whatever.

Anyhow, I'm going to end this here. I'm going out with my mom. I'm not going to change my uniform. HAHAHA.

show off! show off! rofl

2009-06-24T08:54:00.003+07:00

Okaaay. Before anything else, I want to change my name from Marla Eney to Seo Yeon. Regardless, please do start calling me Seo Yeon. Don't ask why. ((= My gad. Iloveyou Micky. :* K. Fine. ((= Another Micky eh? So what?

Anyway, here is the real deal. A lot of people (Wow. Wonder who those people are.) are asking me if I could just post anything that my face can be seen. I was like, "Ohhh. O_____O" Haha. The answer is, "In due time." I'm still shy you know. ;) I should lose these eyebags first. Then some pimples. And, make myself look more innocent. lol Yah! As if.

Moving on..While I was typing this, my Mom entered my room angrily. She was talking about respect. Wow. She's making me look like I don't have any respect. How's that!? I woke up early because it's Wednesday and we have school today. Gladly, I skipped my class and lied to her. She caught me anyway. =| How dumb am I? However, it will pass so, forget about it. {:

And, I forgot what I am going to say. Blah blah

a fangirl posts! xDD

2009-06-22T16:59:00.004+07:00

Okay, before anything else, I want to remind you that everytime I make a post here, you would see anything that is related to TVXQ! especially Micky. Don't ask why. Just read, dammit. Okay, I kid. peace. (: I have been waiting for over five videos to load. Well, they're all like, ten minutes and up? Ahh. They load so slowwwwww. I feel like I have been waiting for a year already. Anyhow, while I was waiting for those videos to load. I tried watching other videos instead. I saw one, no, three. Honestly, I know that I've seen this before. Way back in 2008. I wasn't a TVXQ fan back then so, I ignored these videos. Tsss.

First one --;

Best part?! 0:56-1:00. Gad. Micky looks so.. *mega drool*

The second one --;

Total dorks YET, I love them so much. :x

I had a very hard time breathing while I was watching this. No, seriously. I literally fell off my chair. If only you could have seen me. Anyway, maybe you'll think that my sense of humor is so shallow. Well, it depends. I always laugh, okay? That's one way of expressing your emotions. lol

I have been laughing here since one pm?? Ahh. I don't know. SuJu and TVXQ! are really funny. Man. Anyway, the second set of videos are about..TVXQ's next guesting at EHB. I'm already done with the first one. I mean, the episode 9. Just waiting for the episode 10.

This just came into my mind, I have this feeling that people are getting bored with my blog. Getting sick of TVXQ..Micky here, Micky there, TVXQ here, TVXQ there. Ahh. Who cares. I will include as many as I can because that's what I want. :-jj Just..deal with it.

what is this feeling?!

2009-06-21T15:22:00.003+07:00

I was having my lunch while I was watching this. I couldn't even take a bite of what I was eating. I was feeling so full. Goosebumps started to appear on my skin. Butterflies started to flutter inside my stomach. I couldn't feel my knees..my whole body! I was starting to hallucinate. Starting to lose my sanity.

I lost myself for almost four minutes. Well, four minutes is such a very short time to be dreaming a very impossible dream. lol Now, I don't care about those so called errors in this song. Grammatical errors, should I say. Micky is the main attraction. The most important deal here. If you know what I mean. In other words, ignore the grammar and just stare to death at Micky and listen to him. Hahaha! My eye balls literally popped out my eye sockets. Okay, enough. ((=

Just..break that language barrier, TVXQ!

She's not a loser but she always fail.

2009-06-20T20:42:00.002+07:00

I lost half of my sanity yesterday and I decided to make movie patches from PS. I mentioned that my PS is gone right? Well, it was and now, it isn't anymore. I went to I.T center to get the best photoshop. Unfortunately, they only have cs3 and I was expecting for something better. Since I was so eager to make one, I took it.

I spent hours doing this one. I patiently waited for the video to load at YouTube. Then, I paused it every time they make a movement. Patience was my main word yesterday. I started doing this at around 5 pm and finished it at around..past 1 am. Here it is.. x_x

I'm not bragging about my so called gfx. I put so many effort in this. My hands and arms were in pain. Plus, my back and my eyes. To be honest, I am disappointed with this. Quite disappointed. Why? Because this isn't what I was expecting. Of course, we expect for something better. But you know, it's kinda..impossible for me.

I'm trying to figure out why a certain thing couldn't come as expected. Unless, you recheck everything and do the same procedure again and again. Sometimes, it takes us a while to complete it and of course, multiple tries. And after those hard work, consecutive sleepless nights, we still don't get all the credits. And even sometimes, we get those negative comments and find ourselves wondering what we did wrong. What's lacking. Though we always aim for the perfect thing, we can never have it. Nobody is perfect but, nothing is impossible. Yet, things are impossible for me. ((=

If I say I'm a failure, I would be a sucker. I'm not saying I'm close to perfection or something..I'm just trying to make myself believe that I'm not. It might sound ridiculous but I'm dead serious about it. Atleast I'm trying. I don't want to make my life miserable and end those wonderful things that I have and those things that are waiting ahead for me. I don't know what they are but I'm pretty sure that there are alot.

I don't want to lay down all those mistakes and my failures. That would mean nothing. (:

boredom

2009-06-19T12:05:00.002+07:00

So, I'm bored. I'm trying to scan videos from YouTube. Of course, I'm searching for TVXQ! videos. I melted a while ago. I couldn't breathe. Micky took my breath away. Funny may it seem, I'm totally into him. <33 What an idiot fan girl. Tss. I'm deeply, madly and hopelessly in love with Micky. *It's a question. Haha.*

I'm patiently waiting for the videos to load. Gad. My connection is too weak. Whatever. I got all day to surf. Yes, I skipped school. ((= It's alright with my Mom. She knows that I'm really tired and needed a break. :] She's so understanding right?

I read my previous entries here and I got disappointed with my grammar. HAHAHA! I have a really one of a kind grammatical skills. Like, it's a big deal?? OMGGGGGG~ I'm just gonna try to check my grammar whenever I make a new post. ;P

I'm currently listening to Micky's 'My Girlfriend'..Yes, he dedicated that song to me couple of years ago. Dream on, Eney. Dream on.

I..I also realized that, I didn't save the picture (Uh, down there. The one with the happy birthday blah blah) as .png file. Instead, I saved it as .jpg HAHAHA. How stupid. And also, I kinda ripped this from Chairoot..Xiah's cuteness. ^^.

I was supposed to make something like this the other day. Since my PS is lost, I couldn't. I can't. :-jj I'm still waiting for some videos to load. /:

TGIF?

2009-06-19T10:14:00.004+07:00

Whenever I eavesdrop, I always hear them say, TGIF. Wow. I envy them..because me, I have so many things to do during Saturdays. D: Kinda not normal. But I'm trying to make everything normal. However, I always fail. :-j Maybe that's the normal one, the, I always fail thingy. Okay, moving on..

It's Friday and everybody loves Friday. Hmm. I want to include myself in that Everyone. Tss. I'm a nobody. Who am I anyway? Crap. Where were we? Yeah. The Friday. I forgot what I'm going to say. =|

The reason why I am starting to like Friday is because of our uniform. P.E uniform. Very comfortable to wear. How shallow am I?

[insert random things here]

--END. :]

Call it a day..

2009-06-19T00:19:00.002+07:00

What would you do if..

Scenario one; If you see a girl carrying THREE heavy bags and it's really obvious that she can't carry them all. Would you help her or let her do it by her own?
Scenario two; If you see a girl eating her lunch ALONE. She has no one to talk to. Everybody can tell that she doesn't have a friend. Would you eat with her or let her eat alone?
Scenario three; If you have a group activity and that girl doesn't have a group. Would you ask her to join you or let her make a group all by herself?
Scenario four; If you are all talking, chit-chatting and she's just looking at everybody. Silently sitting in the corner. Would you talk to her or let her talk to herself?

If you're gonna ask me, I don't know how to answer that. Seriously. Maybe, smile at her and ignore her? Yeah. I'm mean. The best part is, I am that girl. The loner. The weird one. But the one whom everyone worships if they have something to ask from her. Unfair right?

Maybe you are all wondering how I go through this kind of experience. Maybe you'll think my life is so boring..meaningless. Little did they know..little did you know, I'm a very happy person inside. Weird? I know. :] But still, I have to suffer at school. Nobody bullies me though. I wouldn't let that happen. I maybe calm at times, but when you trigger me, I could be your worst enemy. Right. :/

This week passed by like a blur. Like, fast..so fast that I am always running after it. Every morning, I have to run up the stairs carrying heavy bags. Oh, incase you're wondering what those things are, stop wondering. Because I won't share it anyway. My hands are tired..my fingers can't move that well. ((: Then every time I go inside our classroom, everyone would look at me like I'm some kind of a laughing stuff. My seatmate has a very terrible bad breath. Uh. The one sitting on the back has an awful body odor. Gad. Must be being cursed, eh? You bet.

Let's fast forward every single thing. XD I'm starting to get tired typing. So, I did so many things, they're all tiring, of course. I always wanted to have some sleep but, I just couldn't. Blah Blah. So on, so forth.

I'm dried out.

Dear Kitty,

2009-06-13T21:08:00.003+07:00

I'm so exhausted right now. I cleaned our whole apartment. Shoot. I haven't done that before. Everything was a mess. Lots of dirt hiding. I couldn't even imagine how I will start cleaning. But because I'm a genius, I was able to finish it nice and clean. Everything is in order now. I feel so accomplished. (: My Mom told me that she will pay me for doing that. Silly. I'm not like that. I clean because I was in the mood. I don't know why though. XD

As a result of my diligence, my back is in pain again. My joints are aching. Haha. It's worth it naman. :] I just asked my Mom to buy me ice-cream to pay off the stress and pain. :-jj I'm not allowed to eat ice-cream by the way. It's not good for people who are in a major diet. I'm only waiting for my stomach to digest my dinner then I'll have ice-cream. :> I don't care if I'll gain weight. I only care about eating. Haha. Okaay. Fine. Don't mind me. ((:

I went online and I received a PM from Chairoot. She already greeted me for my birthday. :"> Early. Super early. I got touched by her message..hmm. I'm too lazy to copy paste it. Here..this is her gift for me. (:

I was really surprised and I felt so special after receiving this. ;;) I love you Chairoot. :*

Kitty, I can't think of anything. I just want to have some rest. D: I'll try to make a longer one tomorrow.

I'm off to bed.

the night is dull -.-

2009-06-13T01:07:00.002+07:00

I'm still wide awake because it's my free day tomorrow. It'll be my third rest day tomorrow. *coughs* Last Thursday was Wai Kruu, today, I had a back pain, tomorrow is Saturday. :)) I was supposed to watch Hotshot tonight but sad to say, there's no Hotshot every Friday nights. HAHAHA! I totally forgot. I even prepared snacks so I wouldn't get bored. :-j I just decided to go online and, go straight to YouTube! ^^; Why? Watch TVXQ videos of course. ;PPP Everytime I go online, I would raid YouTube and start digging some "old" and really cute videos of them. <333 I never get tired. Hell, TIRED is not in my dictionary whenever the thing that is being talked about is TVXQ. :] Anyways, I saw this video.

I just adore Xiah's cuteness here. =__= It doesn't mean that I like him more than Micky, okay??!! lol Honestly, my first love in TVXQ is, U-Know. Yep. I like his features..I mean, he has thick eyebrows and he looks like a bad boy. I love that! And then days passed by, I noticed Micky's charm. Man. His laugh is really amazing. lol So that's it, I totally got hit by Micky's love bug. ;P All in all, I love them all, equally. Just a percent higher on Micky's case. :)) On the other hand, I should step away from Changmin. THEY will torture me. Hahaha! Chairoot will. I can feel it. :-SS

I'm drinking a..tea? I don't know which smells weird..the tea or the glass? It smells like, ewww. gross. I just realized it the moment I finished drinking it. :] The tea was amazing. :-bd I'm feeling a little sleepy but after watching this video, my heart pounded. *tugudug -- heart beating*

Don't mind Xiah, he's too cute to notice. ((= At 2:13-2:47, I wish I was him. OMGGGGGG~ I'm gonna faint. I can feel it. My knees, they're shaking. I feel nauseous! I'm hallucinating..I can see Micky's face all over the place. rofl. ((= I love his hair there. He looks so extremely hot.

I'm still on search for their funny and cute videos. As much as I want to add so many videos of them in this post, I'm worried that I won't have something to add on the future. ((:

Woot. Woot.

2009-06-12T18:42:00.005+07:00

I noticed something on my other blog posts.. most of the titles are not related to the contents. Ha-ha-ha! I don't know..I'm a bit hesitant to think of a title. OR, I want something different. Okay. Don't mind me. :PP

I am still waiting for the song to be uploaded. It has been more than an hour, it won't upload! o.O I'm getting irritated again. :-jj While I was waiting, I made this junk..hmm. I don't know what to call it. Just judge it! :))

I'm so excited for my birthday! I still got a month! I have never been this excited since my last thirteenth birthday. That was two years ago! HAHAHAHA! Okay, so I'm always excited. I'm wondering what gift will I receive from my Mom. So, I'm materialistic. Half materialistic. I keep on saying that, "It's okay if you don't have a gift. A simple greeting would be great." Blah blah. Deep inside, it's the other way around! I kid. I kid. I grew up in a world where anything I want, my Mom gives it to me. I'm spoiled. I admit that. I know that everything she gives me is too much. I can't even repay her. If she writes down the prize of those things..you wouldn't imagine how long the list is! Well, Moms are moms. They will give anything her daughter wants. Even though she receives so many rejections from her children, she still accepts them and love them. D: I feel guilty. T-T For all those bad things that I'm doing to my Mom. Okay. Enough. I'm starting to weep here.

So people, a TVXQ template would do! Just make sure Micky's picture would be the biggest one! Hahaha. *sings Hug by TVXQ* *Does the puppy eyes* Don't worry, no hassles or something. WE still have a month to go. I can wait. :] I wanna laugh. Sht. ((:

PS: Do not mind the picture above. I meant my picture. I couldn't find the appropriate one. :)) I just saw it so I used it. :-jj

[insert title here]

2009-06-12T12:07:00.001+07:00

I didn't go to school today because my back is killing me. Every morning, I suffer from this. ;______________; I don't know if I have bone problems or maybe I sleep too much? Maybe. :-jj Mom keeps on telling me that, nature is cursing me. Because I'm such a bad individual. I'm actually not. Haha. I'm a lazy bum. I don't want to move too much because I just don't want to. I only move when I sit in front of my laptop and start jumping my heart out whenever I see Micky <333 or the whole TVXQ! Or, whenever I reach for my books. Okay. So I'm tired..already tired. :>

As far as I know, these are the reasons why people have terrible back pains.

* Too much work.
* Lack of exercise.
* Lack of sunlight.

And, I don't know anymore. LOL. The truth is, I really don't know because I don't care. :] But since it's getting in my last nerve, I have to start caring about it, don't you think so?? I think I need to see a doctor. But my Mom..she says it's nothing serious. It's normal for people to have back aches especially when they're tired and when they're bombed with so many works. Yes, of course. And regarding the fact that my body doesn't receive calcium and proteins, I will really feel this kind of things. :/ I won't mind it.

My connection is pissing me off! I'm uploading a song and the site can't perform that well because of my fkken connection. I'm already hitting my keyboard using the mouse. I don't know..weird things are starting to appear.

Okay. Forget about those weird things. -______________________- Lalalalala~ I want a long entry here. ((:

It's already 12:33 pm. I haven't taken a bath yet. I'll do it later on. I'm hungry. Really hungry.. though I had lunch. I ate somtam by the way. I love eating it. Even though some people call it pepper, because you'll see so many red peppers. It's sometimes red and sometimes not. It depends whether you're a big fan of spicy or not. :]

I don't think I can make this long. I'm feeling a little sleepy and I'm totally irritated with my connection. So better yet, STOP. Damn it.

Yoosu Couple.~

2009-06-11T16:05:00.004+07:00

Okay people. Since I'm so hyper to make a post here today, which is really weird. I never wanted to stay here and post things! XD whatever.

I have been watching this video for over an hour! Gad. I'm so into them. <33333 Who wouldn't right??? Two adorkable TVXQ members together! Hot + cute + funny + many more!! OMG. SO PERFECT!!!!!! Okay. Stop. I'm already drooling here. Next, I'll faint. ^^,

I don't know why I chose this video. Maybe because it says everything. Everything as in, EVERYTHING!!!!!! LOL

And of course, let us not forget the Yoosu Couple talk.

Part 1 --

Part 2 --

There is no need for me to say stuffs why I love them! C'mon! Isn't it obvious???? Whatever.

*Mega faint*

Another shot, baby. Another shot! XD

2009-06-11T15:52:00.002+07:00

I obviously have a new template. :D I like the color. White. I was planning to change into pink but since I couldn't find anything that fits my personality, I chose this. Haha. Whatever.

I still have a tiny winy problem... myflasfetish.com ISN'T WORKING! o_O I'll try it AGAIN later.

I got you under my skinnnnnnnn~

2009-06-11T14:13:00.005+07:00

I skipped school so I could watch Yoosu videos. <333 Gad. I love them both. I don't know but I guess I should start limiting the hours that I'm online. I checked my available hours and I only got 7 hours per day in 7 days. Weird eh? *this is not a tongue twister* ((: I bought a domain. Yes, I finally did. Unfortunately, something wrong happened and I can't open it. ((: Maybe because I used my Mom's credit card without asking for her permission first. I'm bankrupt okay? Anyways, I'm gonna buy another one later. That's not fair, right?! Moving on.. I'm still trying to figure out how can I make an excuse. I didn't go to school, right? I don't know if my Mom would let it pass since it's Wai Kruu today. I really hope so. :]

I'm thinking of, changing my template. Gad. I can't see anything. The texts are so small. But it's really awesome. I'm still thinking though. :PP Hmm. If ever I'm gonna change, I want it to be my OWN template. Or a template designed for me. I suck at making templates and layouts. Woo. Wonder where my so called skill went? Forget about it. :-jjj

While I was watching a Yoosu video, I saw this..

OMG. SHINee! I like them. :> Their steps really suit the song. I wanna see them perform together!

When nobody else understands, you get me♥

2009-06-05T19:57:00.003+07:00

I'm listening to Micky's version of "I knew I loved You", it's playing for over more than 100 times since I opened my laptop. (: I like the song..but I LOVE the song even more because of Mickyyyyyy! Okaaay. Moving on.

Last last week, I checked out the videos from SMTown's concert here last November. And I was like not interested. I just tried it. As in. Until I just woke up with the virus called, "TVXQ Love virus." I got hit, unconsciously . :X I started searching stuffs about them through the Internet. Watched their recorded concert again and again. It has become a part of my daily activities. I find it really absurd since I really didn't know anything about them. I heard things about them from my classmates who are drooling over them. I was laughing at them.. I mean, Why would you die over a boy band?!! And now, I'm one of those millions of girls who are wishing to be with them or hoping that TVXQ would notice them.

I think I heard that they have a concert here. I'm not sure when. My classmate said, it'll be on November. But I think they TV said, this June. I'm not suuuuuure! I have to be sure! XD I wanna go there but I'm afraid that I have so many things to do. D: Pffft. Anyways, there will always be next time. :]

I was watching their Balloon MV. A song way back in 2006. I find it very catchy plus, Junsu looks so cute there. Awwwww. :x

Here is his picture for sample. XDDD

Isn't he adorable? :">

diary : 26/05/09

2009-05-26T17:16:00.004+07:00

It was around 5:45 am when the alarm started to make some noise. I turned it off like what I always do. My mom entered my room at 5:55 am to wake me up because breakfast was waiting for me na. So ayun, I got up, brushed my teeth, cleaned my face. Blah. Blah. After I ate, I took a bath then got dressed then went online. lolol. I actually love going online during mornings. I don't know why.

I arrived at exactly 7:30 am at school. We had our Science class. Pfft. I hate our Science teacher. He's so.. pathetic. Argh! Good thing, he'll be teaching in Matthayom 6 now. YAY. New teacher Baby. Okaay. The new teacher is very very kind. I like her already. But because today was his last day with us, he taught us for the last time. How absurd. Anyways, I don't know if he also hates me. I don't care. I just feel though.. because.. because.. Our books arrived and we're 42 and there were only 41 books available. So, kulang. Then he said.. "Where is Eney?" I raised my left hand. Then he said.. "Could it be like, give her your book since the knowledge you have is more than she has?" Then I said, "You mean like, sacrifice my book?" Relax Eney. Relax.
SACRIFICE? WTF?! I always sacrifice. My table is rocking like a rocking chair. My chair is so low. It doesn't mean I'm small I should have the low chair.

Moving on.. I did nothing the whole morning. Uhh. I just imagined that my teachers were miniatures. Beasts, gremlins, and some other creatures. OMG. It was so fun. I was like controlling my laughs. I just suddenly realized that my classmates were looking at me. o_O Kaay. Fine. As if they care.

This afternoon, I went home because I don't feel like eating lunch at school. Plus, to check if I have calls or what. Sad to say, no one called me. Moving on. XD My next class was Art, 2:10 PM, I skipped it because I was chatting with Krash. Gawd. Good thing I did..because if I didn't, I wouldn't have fun. Lalala. I lolololove you Krash.

I still had to go back to school because he gave me a ring. Checking if I went to school na. Pero, since, I was like really scared to answer it, pinabayaan ko na lang. Sarry.

I got there at about 3:00 pm. Ah. Break. We ate and ate then talked and talked. LOL. Oh yeah, I forgot.. I have a new friend. He's gay and he's really funny. His name's Mark. And I'm his first friend. He came somewhere from Bangkok. YAY. I'm not alone anymore. Okaay. Blah. Blah. Blah. I'm getting tired. Don't mind my grammar. I'm tired and I don't want to think right now. There are so many books waiting for me. Who cares? They can wait.

*sigh

2009-05-25T16:37:00.002+07:00

There has never been a day without arguments between me and my Mom. The main reason is, my laziness. She wakes me up every morning, nicely. I'll ask for five minutes more since I'm really sleepy. And here comes the shouting and throwing of things. I myself, has difficulties when it comes to waking up. I always ask for more even though there isn't much time left. Okay, down to the real thing.

I get up na parang nagdadabog or something. Then she gets mad. She scolds me like she has never scolded me before. Those hurtful words. I don't care about the hitting and threats anymore. Just those words. The worst thing about our fights is, I never let her words pass. I also say bad words, bad things to her. Nananagot rin ako. I'm just tired of being a push-over. I feel like she has crossed the line. Which is okay, I mean she has the rights since she's the Man. But, still, unfair.

I know, it's my fault. But the way she talks to me, the way she curse me, like, I'm not her daughter. I hate her for that. :| But since I always think about those great things that we share. Like, uh. Almost everything. I somehow feel guilty for doing all these things. I don't know. I just don't feel right. Pfft.

MMP - They claim. They win. They rule. *Saywhuut? XD

2009-05-24T16:02:00.004+07:00

A group composed of "strangers" from different places. From different walks of life. Different attitudes. Yet, sharing the same ideas.

I don't how to describe all of them. Maybe, only one word can describe MMP; and that's FAMILY. We've been together for a while now. From pioneers down to the newly developed homo sapiens. lol And I can definitely say that our closeness is very unreachable. Bondings, laughs, frank moments, unsaid feelings, and so as misunderstandings, hidden desire, hidden anger and more. All of them are part of us, even though those storms are trying to wreck us, my glue gun is always ready to stick us together. I'm not going to be hypocrite here, okay? Since I'm always the reason why there are misunderstandings. I have attitude problems so deal with it. LOL. I kid.

Who are these people? WE, are what you can call as, Computer Linguists. (Don't know the meaning? These are the people that spend so much time on the computer that they invariably cannot carry on a conversation in real life without uttering the word LOL or OMG .) KfineWhatever~. People who were happily roaming around FriendsterTalk then suddenly their paths crossed. lol Met by accident and intact for a reason.

Since there are too many of us, I won't be describing them specifically since I don't know them all. I mean, we're not THAT close. Unlike those people whom I really fell for. Those people whom I trust. Whatever.

I don't know how to bring this one up, but I'm gonna try my best NOT to mention anything offensive.

I've been an observant these past few weeks and I can say that, I see differences from today and yesterday. I'm not gonna say that Yesterday is better than Today. Past is past. No more than that. It's just that, I'm so fed up on those hypocrites that surround us. I'm tired of being a witness on backstabbing issues. Especially when the victim is naively being cursed or something. Anyways, it's none of my business anymore. I don't care anymore. End of story.

Forget about it. I love MMP. I love everyone of them. I don't give a damn on what they think about me. I'm ME. As long as everyone's happy. I'm also happy. :D

Updating... XD

2009-05-24T03:19:00.002+07:00

I'M BACK! YAY.

New blog url, new theme, new ideas? IDK. What important is, I'm back. I spent so many hours fixing this junk..blog! ((:

I'm gonna start posting with sense later on. For now, I'm going to get some sleep.